If he moved, even an inch, he’d shoot off and end it before it even started. So, he hung onto her tight little body, his hips biting into hers, hands squeezing her ass, and coached his breath.
With one ankle tied down, she wrapped the other around his back and ground against him, her inner muscles grabbing hold of his shaft, sucking him in deeper.
Tingles rippled over his glans and his balls drew up. “Stop moving,” he ground out.
She continued her torturous flexing and blew out a half-sigh, half-groan.
The seductive sound and the caress of her breath threatened to flatten his control to pulp. He tweaked her nipple. “That includes no breathing.”
A laugh skated past her lips, contracting her cunt, and stealing his brain cells.
He shoved a hand between them and clasped her circling hip. “I mean it, Charlee. Give me a minute.”
What was she doing to him? He’d never experienced this problem. Quite the opposite, in fact. She had him so completely under her spell, he couldn’t even fall asleep beside her. Instead, he had to throw himself off the bed and jack off like a blue-balling virgin.
Her fists flexed in their bonds, nails piercing her palms, knuckles blanched. She strained against him, her eyes huge and round. They begged as if uncertain he would deliver the pain she needed.
He’d spent his entire adult life seeking transitory moments of distraction, a buzz, a high, a meaningless orgasm. Now he had Charlee, and he was terrified he would make a mistake, do something stupid, and lose her.
He tilted her chin up, made her look at him. “No matter what happens, no matter where we go from here, we go together.”
Damned if her * didn’t squeeze with each word he said. Her body relaxed into the bed and a smile kissed her beautiful lips.
As charming as she was, he needed a verbal acknowledgement. “Promise me.”
“I promise.”
Those two words saturated the gaping hole inside him, a hole that had been empty for so fucking long. For a fleeting moment, he let it morph into a more explicit meaning. To have and to hold, for pleasure, for pain.
Eyes locked with hers, he lowered his mouth to her breast and went after her nipple. He tried to focus on what he was about to do and not the soft, wet heat sucking on his dick. He lined his teeth around the precious nub and bit. Hard.
Her neck arched, and a coppery flavor washed his tongue.
Oh God, no. There wasn’t supposed to be blood. He looked into her eyes, and the smoldering arousal he found there both scared him and turned him on.
“The other one,” she said softly and without a hint of misgiving.
“No! You’re bleeding.” Shit, that came out too gruff, and he knew his expression was a mask of horror.
Her face pinched and her head turned away. “Okay.”
Well, that was one way to ward off premature ejaculation. “Look at me.”
She did, her eyes glassy with shame.
“Whatever you’re thinking, stop it. I’m fumbling. I know it. And this is too damn important to fuck up.”
“Jay, it’s okay. Listen—”
“No, you listen. I’m going to make a mess of this. It’s an honest-to-fuck certainty.”
“That’s pessimism, not certainty.” She winked.
God, she was sexy. And understanding. And maybe a little crazy. But the sexy, crazy firecracker needed limits. “No blood. Not budging on that.”
He followed her lowering eyes to the tiny red bead clinging to her nipple. With a swipe of his tongue, he licked it away. This was her normal. Her benchmark for judging the value and quality of pleasure. He was an outsider, trying to get in. He’d get there. He would. In the meantime, he’d have to do things her way.
“Be patient with me.” He shifted his attention to the other breast, tasted the unmarked skin. “Don’t you dare feel bad when I get frustrated.” He dragged his teeth over her nipple. “And I get frustrated a lot.”
“I hadn’t noticed.”
Smart ass. He pressed forward and took her mouth. She met him with the same desperate energy, turning his thoughts to drivel. The firm slide of her kiss made him wild to deepen it, to own her mouth the way she owned him. He worked her lips over, pressing hard, biting, rubbing until they were swollen and red. He dragged his mouth over her jaw, down her throat, and sank his teeth into the rise of her breast without breaking the skin.
She blinked, bit her puffy lip.
Well, shit. The last time he bit a tit like that, the woman—he couldn’t remember her face—screamed for ten minutes. It had killed his erection instantly.
He rotated his pelvis in slow circles. She felt like an extension of his own body wrapped around him, and looked absolutely sinful tied to his bed. It made his heart pump harder, sending more blood south. There was a good chance he was going to pass out if he didn’t come soon. He needed her at his level, burning at the same fevered pitch. He pinched the uninjured nipple.
The vibration of her groan sent an electric current through his dick. It buried his balls deep. He froze long enough to keep the climax at bay.