He went to his nightstand and tagged his phone. Scrolling down, he called Cal while he shoved his gun in the waistband of his jeans. He waited for a pick up but there was none. It went to voicemail.
Benny figured, he had Vi in his bed, he would likely not pick up the phone at that hour either because he was busy with something not worth disturbing to answer the phone or sleeping after being exhausted by doing something that wasn’t worth disturbing to answer the phone. Benny disconnected the call and tried again. Voicemail. On the third try when he got voicemail, he left a message.
“Cugino. Benny. It’s urgent. Call me.”
He left the room and Frankie was waiting at the bottom of the stairs.
He stopped in her space. “Did I ask you to stay?”
“Will you call me when you find out everything’s all right?”
Benny clenched his teeth. She was worried. He heard it. She didn’t even try to hide it.
He knew her life since losing Vinnie had been totally fucked. He thought she’d move on but she didn’t. He didn’t want to know but he had to admit he’d gone out of his way to keep tabs. Alone, she didn’t date, didn’t even look as far as he knew. She went to work. She came home. She’d go to Rico’s by herself once in awhile and she’d go home by herself. She went on vacation by herself. All in all, she just kept herself to herself.
She was close to Sal, had made friends with some of his boys when Vinnie was working for Sal and she stayed that way because they were the only family she had left. Everyone else had turned their backs on her because they blamed her for Vinnie.
The Bianchis were clean and always were. The Giglias were dirty and always were. They met at reunions, weddings, funerals and when they had to because they were family. The mingling of blood two generations ago was not a happy occasion for the Bianchis. But family was family.
His path crossed with Frankie’s because Sal considered Frankie family, her man had been whacked under his watch and Sal might be a piece of shit but he took care of family. After Vinnie died and Benny made it clear he didn’t want her company and she stopped coming around all the time, Benny saw her but rarely. He knew she’d got tight with Cal because of Vinnie and stayed that way for reasons known only to her and Cal. That was to say she stayed that way as much as Cal would let anyone stay close – which was to say that she probably hadn’t seen him in years.
But she was worried and, fuck him, he fucking hated hearing that in her voice.
“I’ll call,” he gritted out.
“Thanks, Ben,” she whispered and turned toward the kitchen at the back which brought something to Benny’s mind.
“Frankie,” he called, she stopped in the dark hallway and turned to him.
“Yeah?”
“Why’d you come to the backdoor?”
She hesitated then he saw her shoulders shrug. “Old lady Zambino lives across the street.”
“So?”
“So, she’s Bella’s grandma.”
Benny was getting impatient. Therefore, he asked again, “So?”
“So, Bella works for you.”
“Frankie –”
In a rush, she explained, “She’s old and she’s nosy. If Old Lady Zambino sees me and tells Bella, Bella tells Theresa, Theresa doesn’t care why I’m here she just doesn’t want me near any of you, ‘specially you. So Theresa gets pissed but she’d get pissed at you. I was tryin’…”
She stopped speaking but he knew what she was trying to do. Save him from the wrath of his Ma because she was right. Frankie saw him from two blocks away and his mother knew it, Ma would lose her fucking mind. Since Benny’s Ma lost her fucking mind on a regular basis, Benny could handle it, but it’d be a pain in the ass like it always was and it was cool Frankie tried to shield him from that shit.
He didn’t say thanks, he didn’t speak at all and she turned again and walked away.
She stopped at the doorway to the kitchen and turned back.
“Benny,” she called.
“Got things to do, Frankie,” he reminded her.
She didn’t listen or didn’t care.
Instead, she said, “It’s a sin to speak ill of the dead.”
Benny felt his body get tight.
“Don’t –” he whispered.
She did. “I never told anyone this before.”
“Frankie –”
“Everyone thought it was me. The franchise idea. That sandwich shop that went bust. Sal.”
Benny started toward her but she didn’t stop talking and she didn’t move.
“It was all Vinnie.”
He grabbed her arm and pulled her through the kitchen.
“Ask Sal. He knows,” she told him as he reached for the door but he never made it. She dug her heels in and yanked her arm out of his hold. “I didn’t say shit because I loved him. I didn’t want anyone to think he was weak. I didn’t want anyone to think he’d failed. I didn’t want anyone to think he was anything but what they thought he was. That he was great because he was. He just wasn’t perfect.”
“Save this shit, Frankie, I don’t wanna hear it.”
“But I don’t want you to think that, not about me,” she kept on. “I don’t know why but I don’t want you to think it.”