“Sure,” the cop who’d first grabbed me said.
Though they weren’t done questioning Cole, he followed me inside, refusing to leave my side. I found Nana in the living room, sitting on the couch and silently crying. Her eyes were red and puffy, her nose running. They must have told her I’d been found, but had kept her here while they dug for the truth.
The moment she spotted me she was on her feet and racing to me, throwing her arms around me. I hugged her right back, holding on to her with all of my strength and crying along with her.
“I’m so sorry,” I said.
“We’ll talk about it later. I’m just happy you’re safe.”
After all the wonderful things they’d done for me, I’d caused my grandparents nothing but grief. And the horrible thing was, I knew I’d continue to do so.
*
Pops came home from the hospital a few days later. He looked so fragile I wanted to slug the doctor who’d released him and the insurance company who’d refused to pay for any more of his care.
I told Nana to take any money necessary from my college account and get him readmitted, but she refused. She had been desperate to have Pops back and under her care.
He had bruises under his eyes, and his cheeks were hollowed out. His skin was grayish and paper-thin, and all of his joints were swollen. He was such a darling man, my Pops. How could anyone have hurt him like that?
First day back at school, Cole and I confronted Justin and his sister in the parking lot. Cole spotted them as they stepped from the bus. He got out of his car and shouted, “Silverstone!”
Justin faced him. Without any other words spoken, the two launched at each other and just started hitting.
I got out and approached Jaclyn. “Interfere, and you’ll end up just like your brother,” I said through gritted teeth. “You and I are going to talk.”
She flipped her hair over her shoulder. “Screw you.”
“If you ever go near my grandparents again,” I snarled, “I will wipe the floor with your face. Do you hear me?”
She scowled, the wind blustering her hair back into place. “What are you talking about? We didn’t do anything to your grandparents.”
“Just like you didn’t start those rumors about me?”
The boys were busy throwing punches, cursing.
She shrugged. “Yeah, I stared the rumors. So what?”
“So you’re an evil little troll with no morals, who doesn’t mind hurting innocent people. I know you and your group came to the house to harass me, maybe even to rough me up. When you discovered I wasn’t there, you turned on my Nana and Pops.”
“I told you! I didn’t do anything to your grandparents.”
“You know who did, and you will tell me.” I didn’t wait for her response. She needed to know how serious I was. I popped her in the nose, blood instantly spurting from her. Her knees collapsed and she hit the ground with a howl.
Dr. Wright raced outside, the school doors banging shut behind her. “Enough!” she yelled. “Enough, boys. Ali. Now!”
The security guards had to pull the boys apart. Me, I held up my hands, palms out and said, “Self-defense.”
All four of us ended up suspended.
Kat came by to see me that night, but I was distracted and we ended up arguing, too.
“I told you about my illness, but you won’t tell me what’s going on with you?” she said, arms lifted with exasperation. “And I know something’s going on. You’re spending more and more time with Cole, you’re bruised all the time and I would think he was beating you if I hadn’t seen the bruises on everyone else you’re hanging out with. I know you’re involved in whatever Frosty’s involved in, and I know you’re keeping secrets from me.”
“I am,” I admitted, “but I can’t tell you anything more.”
Absolute hurt flashed over her features. “You don’t trust me?”
“I do, but these secrets belong to a group of people. I can’t betray them.”
“But I’m your friend.”
“You are. And so are they.”
“Ali—”
“I’m sorry, I just can’t,” I repeated.
She’d left in a huff.
I spent the rest of the night in a daze, roaming the house, checking doors and windows, with weapons strapped all over my body. After all those years of doubting him, I’d become the image of my father.
There was no reason to sneak out. Cole and the boys were out there, checking traps and patrolling the area. There was no reason to stay up, either, but I couldn’t force myself to sleep.
Pops and Nana had forbidden me from seeing him. For real this time, they’d said. And they meant business. Nana was sleeping on the couch in the living room.
Something had to be done.
The next morning, I texted him. Can U come over for dinner tonight? My grandparents would come to love him if they got to know him.
His reply was immediate. Yes. Everything OK?
Just need U.
About X. C U.