A member.
The offer was tempting—access to one of the most legendary clubs in London, and all the adventure that she’d ever wanted. She thought of the excitement that had come with the invitation to billiards, of the wonder that had come when she’d stepped through the door into the warm, brilliant hallway of this mysterious club. Of the thrill that had coursed through her as she’d watched the roulette wheel spin during her first visit.
But she’d thought her next visit—tonight—would be with him.
She was wrong.
He wanted no part of her. Not like this.
He reminded her of that every time they pretended their love affair. Every time he touched her to ensure her participation in their farce. Every time he left the house instead of spending the night with her. Every time he chose vengeance over love.
She pushed the knot of emotion in her throat away.
He would not give her marriage . . . And so she must take adventure instead.
She was too far down this path to be able to walk away from it, after all.
She met Cross’s quiet grey gaze and took a deep breath. “Billiards, then. Do you intend to make good on that promise?”
Cross smiled and waved a hand toward the doorway. “The billiards room is across the hall.” Her heart began to pound. “May I take your cloak?”
“You look lovely,” he said as black wool gave way to salmon satin—the dress she’d worn for a different man, one who would not see it and who, if he did see it, wouldn’t care at all how she looked.
She put the thought from her mind and met Cross’s friendly grey gaze, smiling when he produced a white rose, offering the lovely stem toward her. “Welcome to the Other Side,” he said, when she accepted the bloom. “Shall we?”
He indicated the hallway beyond, and Penelope led the way from the room. Before she could open the door to the billiards room, a collection of chatter came from down the hall. She turned, thankful for her simple disguise as a group of women, similarly masked, hurried toward them.
They dipped their heads as they passed, and curiosity surged through Penelope. Were they members of the aristocracy as well? Were they women like her? Searching for adventure?
Did their husbands ignore them, too?
She shook her head at the thought, errant and unwelcome before one of the women stopped to face Cross, her blue eyes glittering behind her pink domino.
“Cross . . .” she fairly drawled, leaning forward to gift him with a first-rate view of her bosom. “I’m told you are sometimes lonely in the evenings.”
Penelope’s jaw dropped.
Cross raised a brow. “Not this particular evening, darling.”
The lady turned to Penelope, gaze lingering on the rose in her hand. “First night? You may join us, if you like.”
Penelope’s gaze went wide at the words. “Thank you, but no.” She paused, adding, “Though I’m quite . . . flattered.” It seemed like the right thing to say.
The woman tilted her head back and laughed, the sound loud and without hesitation, and Penelope realized that she did not think she’d ever heard the honest laughter of a woman to whom she was not related. What was this place?
“Run along, love,” Cross said with an encouraging smile. “You pretties have a fight to watch, do you not?”
The smile turned into a perfect moue, and Penelope resisted the temptation to try the expression herself. Some women made flirtation seem so very easy. “We do, indeed. I hear Temple is in fine form tonight. Perhaps he’ll be lonely after the match.”
“Perhaps he will,” Cross said in a way that made Penelope think there was no question whatsoever that Temple would be lonely after the match.
The masked lady raised a finger to her lips. “Or maybe Bourne . . . she said thoughtfully.
Penelope’s brows snapped together.
Absolutely not Bourne.
The very idea of this woman with her husband made Penelope want to tear the mask from her eyes and give her a fight to witness in wicked proximity. She opened her mouth to tell her just that when Cross interjected, seeming to understand the direction in which the conversation was moving. “Doubtful Bourne will be available this evening, darling. You’ll miss the beginning if you don’t rush.”
That seemed to spur the other woman into motion. “Drat. I must go. Will I see you at Pandemonium?”
Cross dipped his head gracefully. “I would not miss it.”
She hurried off, and Penelope watched her for a long moment before turning to him. “What is Pandemonium?”
“Nothing with which you need concern yourself.”
She considered pressing him on the issue as he reached for the door to the billiards room. If the other woman was planning to attend this event, Penelope wanted to as well, if for no other reason than to find the courage to call off the jezebel.
Not that Penelope was much different.