Carry On

“That doesn’t make sense,” I say. “The Humdrum existed then. The first dead spot appeared in the late ’90s. Near Stonehenge. We’ve studied it in Magickal History.”


“I know,” she says. “My mother was pregnant with me when it happened. She and Dad visited the site.” Bunce takes what’s left of her sandwich back from Snow and takes a bite. She looks up at me, chewing suspiciously. “I wonder how they knew…”

“Who?” I ask. “What?”

“I wonder how they figured out that it was the Humdrum behind everything,” Bunce says, “behind the dark creature attacks and the dead spots? How would they know it was him before they knew how he felt? That’s how we identify him now. That feeling.”

“Did you feel the Humdrum?” Snow asks. “That day in the nursery?”

“I was a bit distracted,” I say.

“What did they tell you?” Bunce asks.

“What did who tell me?”

“Your family. After your mother died.”

“They didn’t tell me anything. What was there to say?”

“Did they tell you it was vampires?”

“They didn’t have to tell me that. I was there.”

“Do you remember?” she asks. “Did you see the vampires?”

“Yes.” I set the apple back on the tray.

Snow clears his throat. “Baz, when did you first hear that it was the Humdrum who sent the vampires?”

They’re imagining my father sitting me down in a leather club chair and saying, “Basilton, there’s something I need to tell you.…”

He’s never said those words.

Nobody tells anyone anything in my family. You just know. You learn to know.

No one had to tell me that we talk about Mother, but we don’t talk about Mother’s death.

No one had to tell me I was a vampire:

I remembered being bitten, I grew up with the same horror stories everyone else did—then I woke up one day craving blood. And no one had to tell me not to take it from another person.

“I learned it in school,” I say. “Same as you.” They both look surprised.

“What happened to the vampires?” Snow asks. “Not the ones your mother killed—the others.”

“The Mage drove most of them out of England,” I say. “I think it’s the only time my family has co-operated with his raids.”

“Mum says the war started with the vampire raids,” Bunce says.

“Which war?” Snow asks.

“All of them,” she says. She leans over Snow’s lap to reach the brownies.

I take a sandwich and the apple, and stand up. “I need some air.”

I wait until I’m down in the Catacombs to tuck in. I don’t really like eating in front of people.





47





SIMON


Penny is back at the chalkboard, making notes.



Talk to Dad at Xms break. OK to wait that long? Ask him to send notes?



“Why all of them?” I ask.

“Hmm?”

“Why all the wars? Why did they all start with the vampire raids?”

“The war with the dark things started there,” she says. “That should be obvious. I mean, mages and vampires have never got on—we need Normals alive, and they need them dead. But invading Watford, that was an act of war. And it was the first real attack by the Humdrum, too.”

“What about the war with the Old Families?”

“Well, the Mage’s reforms started then,” she says.

“I wish there were just one war,” I say. “And one enemy that I could get my head around.”

“Wow,” Penny says, finally turning away from the board, “what are you going to do with yourself now that you don’t have Baz?”

“I still have Baz.”

“Not as an enemy.”

“We’re just having a truce,” I say.

“A magic-sharing truce.”

“Penny.” I frown and lie back on my bed. I’m knackered.

I feel her climbing up next to me. “Try again,” she says, taking my hand.

“No.”

“Why did you try with Baz?”

“I didn’t,” I say. “I just wanted to help him, and I didn’t know how. So I put my hand on him and thought about helping him.”

“It was pretty extraordinary.”

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