'That's right,' Chef said.'Or maybe sooner. In the meantime, will you help me bury this child of God?'
'Of course,' Andy said. Then, timidly: 'Maybe we could smoke a little more first.'
Chef laughed and clapped Andy on the shoulder.'Like it, don't you? I knew you would.'
'A medicine for melancholy' Andy said.
'True-dat, brother. True-dat.'
21
Barbie lay on the bunk, waiting for dawn and whatever came next. He had trained himself during his time in Iraq not to worry about what came next, and although this was an imperfect skill at best, he had mastered it to some degree. In the end, there were only two rules for living with fear (he had come to believe conquering fear was a myth), and he repeated them to himself now as he lay waiting.
I must accept those things over which I have no control.
I must turn my adversities into advantages.
The second rule meant carefully husbanding any resources and planning with those in mind.
He had one resource tucked into the mattress: his Swiss Army knife. It was a small one, only two blades, but even the short one would be capable of cutting a man's throat. He was incredibly lucky to have it, and he knew it.
Whatever intake routines Howard Perkins might have insisted upon had fallen apart since his death and the ascension of Peter Randolph. The shocks the town had endured over the last four days would have knocked any police department off its pins, Barbie supposed, but there was more to it than that. What it came down to was Randolph was both stupid and sloppy, and in any bureaucracy the rank-and-file tended to take their cues from the man at the top.
They had fingerprinted him and photographed him, but it had been five full hours before Henry Morrison, looking tired and disgusted, came downstairs and stopped six feet from Barbie's cell. Well out of grabbing distance.
'Forget something, did you?' Barbie asked.
'Dump out your pockets and shove everything into the corridor,' Henry said. 'Then take off your pants and put em through the bars.'
'If I do that, can I get something to drink I don't have to slurp out of the toiletbowl?'
'What are you talking about? Junior brought you water. I saw him.'
'He poured salt in it.'
'Right. Absolutely.' But Henry had looked a little unsure. Maybe there was a thinking human being still in there somewhere. 'Do what I tell you, Barbie. Barbara, I mean.'
Barbie emptied his pockets: wallet, keys, coins, a little fold of bills, the St Christopher's medal he carried as a good luck charm. By then the Swiss Army knife was long gone into the mattress. 'You can still call me Barbie when you put a rope around my neck and hang me, if you want. Is that what Rennie's got in mind? Hanging? Or a firing squad?'
'Just shut up and shove your pants through the bars. Shirt, too.' He sounded like a total smalltown hardass, but Barbie thought he looked more unsure than ever. That was good. That was a start.
Two of the new kiddie-cops had come downstairs. One held a can of Mace; the other a Taser. 'Need any help, Officer Morrison?' one asked.
'No, but you can stand right there at the foot of the stairs and keep an eye out until I'm done here,' Henry had said.
'I didn't kill anybody.' Barbie spoke quietly, but with all the honest sincerity he could muster. 'And I think you know it.'
'What I know is that you better shut up, unless you want a Taser enema.'
Henry had rummaged through his clothes, but didn't ask Barbie to strip down to his underpants and spread his cheeks. A late search and piss-poor, but Barbie gave him some points for remembering to do one at all - no one else had.
When Henry had finished, he kicked the bluejeans, pockets now empty and belt confiscated, back through the bars.
'May I have my medallion?'
'No.'
'Henry, think about this. Why would I - '
'Shut up.'
Henry pushed past the two kiddie-cops with his head down and Barbie's personal effects in his hands. The kiddie-cops followed, one pausing long enough to grin at Barbie and saw a finger across his neck.
Since then he'd been alone, with nothing to do but lie on the bunk and look up at the little slit of a window (opaque pebbled glass reinforced with wire), waiting for the dawn and wondering if they would actually try to waterboard him or if Searles had just been gassing out his ass. If they took a shot at it and turned out to be as bad at boarding as they had been at prisoner intake, there was a good chance they'd drown him.
He also wondered if someone might come down before dawn. Someone with a key. Someone - who might stand a little too close to the door. With the knife, escape was not completely out of the question, but once dawn came, it probably would be. Maybe he should have tried for Junior when Junior passed the glass of salt water through the bars... only Junior had been very eager to use his sidearm. It would have been a long chance, and Barbie wasn't that desperate. At least not yet.