'He needed some time off,' she said, 'and I told him to go. He'll be back soon, I'm sure.'
Piper sat between them, outwardly calm. Inside, the red fissure was widening. There was a sour taste in her mouth. She remembered a night when her father had forbidden her to go out to Skate Scene at the mall because she'd said something smart to her mother (as a teenager, Piper Libby had been an absolute font of smart things to say). She had gone upstairs, called the friend she had expected to meet, and told that friend - in a perfectly pleasant, perfectly even voice - that something had come up and she wouldn't be able to meet her after all. Next weekend? For sure, uh-huh, you bet, have a good time, no, I'm fine, b'bye. Then she had trashed her room. She finished by yanking her beloved Oasis poster off the wall and tearing it up. By then she had been crying hoarsely, not in sorrow but in one of those rages that had blown through her teenage years like force-five hurricanes. Her father came up at some point during the festivities and stood in the doorway, regarding her. When she finally saw him there she stared back defiantly, panting, thinking how much she hated him. How much she hated them both. If they were dead, she could go live with her aunt Ruth in New York. Aunt Ruth knew how to have a good time. Not like some people. He had held his hands out to her, open, extended. It had been a somehow humble gesture, one that had crushed her anger and almost crushed her heart.
If you don't control your temper, your temper will control you, he had said, and then left her, walking down the hallway with his head bent. She hadn't slammed the door behind him. She had closed it, very quietly.
That was the year she had made her often vile temper her number one priority. Killing it completely would be killing part of herself, but she thought if she did not make some fundamental changes, an important part of her would remain fifteen for a long, long time. She had begun working to impose control, and mostly she had succeeded. When she felt that control slipping, she would remember what her father had said, and that open-handed gesture, and his slow walk along the upstairs hall of the house she had grown up in. She had spoken at his funeral service nine years later, saying My father told me the most important thing I've ever heard. She hadn't said what that thing was, but her mother had known; she had been sitting in the front pew of the church in which her daughter was now ordained.
For the last twenty years, when she felt the urge to flash out at someone - and often the urge was nearly uncontrollable, because people could be so stupid, so willfully dumb - she would summon her father's voice: If you don't control your temper, your temper will control you.
But now the red fissure was widening and she felt the old urge to throw things. To scratch skin until the blood came sweating out.
'Did you ask her who did it?'
'Yes, of course,' Ginny said. 'She won't say. She's scared.'
Piper remembered how she'd first; thought the mother and baby lying beside the road were a bag of garbage. And that, of course, was what they'd been to whoever did this. She stood up. 'I'm going to talk tp her.'
'That might not be such a good idea right now,' Ginny said. 'She's had a sedative, and - '
'Let her take a shot,' Twitch said. His face was pale. His hands were knotted between his knees. The knuckles cracked repeatedly. 'And make it a good one, Rev.'
13
Sammy's eyes were at half-mast. They opened slowly when Piper sat down beside her bed. 'You... were the one who...'
'Yes,' Piper said, taking her hand. 'My name is Piper Libby'
'Thank you,' Sammy said. Her eyes began to drift closed again.
'Thank me by telling me the names of the men who raped you.'
In the dim room - warm, with the hospital's air-conditioning shut down - Sammy shook her head. 'They said they'd hurt me. If I told.' She glanced at Piper. It was a cowlike glance, full of dumb resignation. 'They might hurt Little Walter, too.'
Piper nodded. 'I understand you're frightened,' she said. 'Now tell me who they were. Give me the names.'
'Didn't you hear me?' Looking away from Piper now. 'They said they would hurt - '
Piper had no time for this; the girl would zone out on her. She grasped Sammy's wrist. 'I want those names, and you're going to give them to me.'
'I don't dare! Sammy began to ooze tears.
'You're going to do it because if I hadn't come along, you might be dead now.' She paused, then drove the dagger the rest of the way in. She might regret it later, but not now. Right now the girl in the bed was only an obstacle standing between her and what she needed to know. 'Not to mention your baby. He might be dead, too. I saved your life, I saved his, and I want those names!