“Well,” he said, the first word he’d spoken since they’d left the house. “I can see it didn’t turn out as you expected, marrying a rich man.”
Simon had never been one to let old wounds heal. No; he’d jab at them repeatedly with a sharp stick. “Mr. Croswell left me nothing to complain about.” Ginny squared her jaw. “I tell you, Simon, I’ll not hear you speak ill of the dead.”
“Nothing to complain about?” He raised one eyebrow. “It looks like he left you nothing at all. No fine house in Anniston. One maid, if I’m not mistaken. Old mirrors and old furniture and dust in the entry. It wasn’t even this bad when your aunt was among the living.” He slid his finger over her fraying cuff.
“There have been some expenses since his death,” she admitted. “But I’ve managed to meet them all.” Barely.
His mouth formed a smile that didn’t touch his eyes. “Poor Ginny. Maybe you should have married me after all.”
“Oh, it’s not so bad as to drive me to wish that,” she said, as breezily as she dared. “I have enough, and this is really only a temporary shortfall.”
His false friendliness faded into an altogether more believable frown.
“You see,” she added, “having enough is superior to marrying a man still in university, one whose parents promised to cut him off if he married that dreadfully impecunious Virginia Barrett.” She was very proud of the fact that her voice didn’t shake. After all these years, she scarcely felt anything at all when she uttered those words. She’d buried that pain too deeply to be hurt by it.
He pulled away from her, his movements stiff. “Damn it.”
“Your language hasn’t improved any, I see.”
He looked relieved at the change of topic. Anything to spare themselves from revisiting that old argument.
“If anything, it’s grown worse. I spend all my time around men, more than half of them laborers.” His hand drifted to the top button of his jacket, and he undid it. “When there are no women about for miles, they say the most amazing things. You would bloody love it.”
She couldn’t pull her eyes from his fingers. It wasn’t as if he were actually disrobing—he had a shirt and a waistcoat on underneath. Still, he was slowly and methodically unbuttoning his coat. Unsettled as she was, she still found herself watching those buttons with far too avid an interest.
He undid another button and tilted his head down the path. “You see that bench there?”
“Yes?”
He popped the next button, and glanced over at her. She colored and looked away. A loss; he had always tried to get a response out of her. But then, it would have been an equal loss if he’d noticed how she’d been staring.
And perhaps he had noticed anyway, because he smiled faintly—a real smile, this time.
“I’m going to race you there.” He continued undoing his coat. “And I’m going to win.”
He probably would. She had, in a fit of vanity, donned half boots that had a hint of heel before they had left. But that arrogant assertion put her back up.
“I wouldn’t be so sure,” she said. “The lady always wins.”
“Ha.” He undid the last button on his coat and rolled his shoulders, finding his range of motion after confinement. “If memory serves, the lady always blusters.”
“By all accounts,” Ginny continued, ignoring him, “you’ve been slaving away, burning the midnight oil and all that. How fast can a man run, when he spends his days trapped behind a desk? It’s a wonder you haven’t gone to fat.”
“I’ll have you know, I spend long days in the field—” He stopped before he could truly start his tirade, and shook his head ruefully. “Ah. You almost had me there.”
“I’m going to have you again,” Ginny said, and took off running.
She could scarcely breathe with the boning of her corset bound tightly around her. Her shoes kept sinking into the new spring ground. He passed her easily. By the time she came to the bench, he had positioned himself behind it, one hand leaning on it casually. He did a creditable job of disguising the fact that he was gasping for breath.
“It’s not really fair,” she pointed out. “I’m wearing stays. And heels.”
“I’m not playing fair, Ginny,” he responded. “Most especially not about you. When you jilted me—”
“I never jilted you! How could I have? I never agreed to marry you in the first place.”
“What has that got to do with anything?” he shouted back. “Who else were you going to marry?”
“I think that is rather obvious. I was going to marry Mr. Lionel Croswell.”
He growled at that—actually growled, like a dog. But he didn’t reach for her. Instead, he ran his hands through his hair and spoke in a lower voice. “Maybe what I meant was—who else was I going to marry?”