'It's not the time of the Change, Jacky,' Wolf said. His voice was dry, somehow husked-out. The voice of an invalid. 'But I started to change in that dark smelly place they put me in. Wolf! I did. Because I was so mad and scared. Because I was yelling and screaming. Yelling and screaming can make the Change all by themselves, if a Wolf does it long enough.' Wolf brushed at the hair on his legs. 'It'll go away.'
'Gardener set a price for letting you out,' Jack said, 'but I couldn't pay it. I wanted to, but . . . Wolf . . . my mother . . . '
His voice blurred and wavered toward tears.
'Shhh, Jacky. Wolf knows. Right here and now.' Wolf smiled his terrible wan smile again, and took Jack's hand.
CHAPTER 24 Jack Names the Planets
1
Another week in the Sunlight Home, praise God. The moon put on weight.
On Monday, a smiling Sunlight Gardener asked the boys to bow their heads and give thanks to God for the conversion of their brother Ferdinand Janklow. Ferd had made a soul-decision for Christ while recuperating in Parkland Hospital, Sunlight said, his smile radiant. Ferd had made a collect call to his parents and told them he wanted to be a soul-winner for the Lord, and they prayed for guidance right there over the long-distance line, and his parents had come to pick him up that very day. Dead and buried under some frosty Indiana field . . . or over in the Territories, perhaps, where the Indiana State Patrol could never go.
Tuesday was too coldly rainy for field-work. Most of the boys had been allowed to stay in their rooms and sleep or read, but for Jack and Wolf, the period of harassment had begun. Wolf was lugging load after load of garbage from the barn and the sheds out to the side of the road in the driving rain. Jack had been set to work cleaning toilets. He supposed that Warwick and Casey, who had assigned him this duty, thought they were giving him a really nasty job to do. It was obvious that they'd never seen the men's room of the world-famous Oatley Tap.
Just another week at the Sunlight Home, can you say oh-yeah.
Hector Bast returned on Wednesday, his right arm in a cast up to the elbow, his big, doughy face so pallid that the pimples on it stood out like garish dots of rouge.
'Doctor says I may never get the use of it back,' Heck Bast said. 'You and your numbnuts buddy have got a lot to answer for, Parker.'
'You aiming to have the same thing happen to your other hand?' Jack asked him . . . but he was afraid. It was not just a desire for revenge he saw in Heck's eyes; it was a desire to commit murder.
'I'm not afraid of him,' Heck said. 'Sonny says they took most of the mean out of him in the Box. Sonny says he'll do anything to keep from going back in. As for you - '
Heck's left fist flashed out. He was even clumsier with his left hand than with his right, but Jack, stunned by the big boy's pallid rage, never saw it coming. His lips spread into a weird smile under Heck's fist and broke open. He reeled back against the wall.
A door opened and Billy Adams looked out.
'Shut that door or I'll see you get a helping!' Heck screamed, and Adams, not anxious for a dose of assault and battery, complied in a hurry.
Heck started toward Jack. Jack pushed groggily away from the wall and raised his fists. Heck stopped.
'You'd like that, wouldn't you,' Heck said. 'Fighting with a guy that's only got one good hand.' Color rushed up into his face.
Footsteps rattled on the third floor, heading toward the stairs. Heck looked at Jack. 'That's Sonny. Go on. Get out of here. We're gonna get you, my friend. You and the dummy both. Reverend Gardener says we can, unless you tell him whatever it is he wants to know.'
Heck grinned.
'Do me a favor, snotface. Don't tell him.'
2
They had taken something out of Wolf in the Box, all right, Jack thought. Six hours had passed since his hallway confrontation with Heck Bast. The bell for confession would ring soon, but for now Wolf was sleeping heavily in the bunk below him. Outside, rain continued to rattle off the sides of the Sunlight Home.
It wasn't meanness, and Jack knew it wasn't just the Box that had taken it. Not even just the Sunlight Home. It was this whole world. Wolf was, simply, pining for home. He had lost most of his vitality. He smiled rarely and laughed not at all. When Warwick yelled at him at lunch for eating with his fingers, Wolf cringed.
It has to be soon, Jacky. Because I'm dying. Wolf's dying.
Heck Bast said he wasn't afraid of Wolf, and indeed there seemed nothing left to be afraid of; it seemed that crushing Heck's hand had been the last strong act of which Wolf was capable.
The confession bell rang.
That night, after confession and dinner and chapel, Jack and Wolf came back to their room to find both of their beds dripping wet and reeking of urine. Jack went to the door, yanked it open, and saw Sonny, Warwick, and a big lunk named Van Zandt standing in the hall, grinning.
'Guess we got the wrong room, snotface,' Sonny said. 'Thought it had to be the toilet, on account of the turds we always see floating around in there.'
Van Zandt almost ruptured himself laughing at this sally.
Jack stared at them for a long moment, and Van Zandt stopped laughing.