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He continued to improve the next day, but he was weak. Wolf carried him 'horseyback' and they made slow progress west. Around dusk they started looking for a place to lie up for the night. Jack spotted a woodshed in a dirty little gully. It was surrounded by trash and bald tires. Wolf agreed without saying much. He had been quiet and morose all day long.
Jack fell asleep almost at once and woke up around eleven needing to urinate. He looked beside him and saw that Wolf's place was empty. Jack thought he had probably gone in search of more herbs in order to administer the equivalent of a booster shot. Jack wrinkled his nose, but if Wolf wanted him to drink more of the stuff, he would. It surely had made him feel one hell of a lot better.
He went around to the side of the shed, a straight slim boy wearing Jockey shorts, unlaced sneakers, and an open shirt. He peed for what seemed like a very long time indeed, looking up at the sky as he did so. It was one of those misleading nights which sometimes comes to the midwest in October and early November, not so long before winter comes down with a cruel, iron snap. It was almost tropically warm, and the mild breeze was like a caress.
Overhead floated the moon, white and round and lovely. It cast a clear and yet eerily misleading glow over everything, seeming to simultaneously enhance and obscure. Jack stared at it, aware that he was almost hypnotized, not really caring.
We don't go near the herd when we change. Good Jason, no!
Am I the herd now, Wolf?
There was a face on the moon. Jack saw with no surprise that it was Wolf's face . . . except it was not wide and open and a little surprised, a face of goodness and simplicity. This face was narrow, ah yes, and dark; it was dark with hair, but the hair didn't matter. It was dark with intent.
We don't go near them, we'd eat them, eat them, we'd eat them, Jack, when we change we'd -
The face in the moon, a chiaroscuro carved in bone, was the face of a snarling beast, its head cocked in that final moment before the lunge, the mouth open and filled with teeth.
We'd eat we'd kill we'd kill, kill, KILL KILL
A finger touched Jack's shoulder and ran slowly down to his waist.
Jack had only been standing there with his penis in his hand, the foreskin pinched lightly between thumb and forefinger, looking at the moon. Now a fresh, hard jet of urine spurted out of him.
'I scared you,' Wolf said from behind him. 'I'm sorry, Jack. God pound me.'
But for a moment Jack didn't think Wolf was sorry.
For a moment it sounded as if Wolf were grinning.
And Jack was suddenly sure he was going to be eaten up.
House of bricks? he thought incoherently. I don't even have a house of straw that I can run to.
Now the fear came, dry terror in his veins hotter than any fever.
Who's afraid of the big bad Wolf the big bad Wolf the big bad -
'Jack?'
I am, I am, oh God I am afraid of the big bad Wolf -
He turned around slowly.
Wolf's face, which had been lightly scruffed with stubble when the two of them crossed to the shed and lay down, was now heavily bearded from a point so high on his cheekbones that the hair almost seemed to begin at his temples. His eyes glared a bright red-orange.
'Wolf, are you all right?' Jack asked in a husky, breathy whisper. It was as loud as he could talk.
'Yes,' Wolf said. 'I've been running with the moon. It's beautiful. I ran . . . and ran . . . and ran. But I'm all right, Jack.' Wolf smiled to show how all right he was, and revealed a mouthful of giant, rending teeth. Jack recoiled in numb horror. It was like looking into the mouth of that Alien thing in the movies.
Wolf saw his expression, and dismay crossed his roughened, thickening features. But under the dismay - and not far under, either - was something else. Something that capered and grinned and showed its teeth. Something that would chase prey until blood flew from the prey's nose in its terror, until it moaned and begged. Something that would laugh as it tore the screaming prey open.
It would laugh even if he were the prey.
Especially if he were the prey.
'Jack, I'm sorry,' he said. 'The time . . . it's coming. We'll have to do something. We'll . . . tomorrow. We'll have to . . . have to . . . ' He looked up and that hypnotized expression spread over his face as he looked into the sky.
He raised his head and howled.
And Jack thought he heard - very faintly - the Wolf in the moon howl back.
Horror stole through him, quietly and completely. Jack slept no more that night.
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