CHAPTER FIVE
At the sound of the doorbell, Emma threw on her robe and hurried down the hallway to let Casey in. She barely cracked open the door when Casey demanded, “How are you holding up?”
Emma groaned. “I’m supposed to meet Aidan in an hour, and I feel like I’m going to puke at any moment. I may need a Xanax to make it through the night!”
“I imagined as much,” Casey replied as she stepped into the foyer. “Never fear. I’m here now to talk you down from the ledge and to ensure you’re looking fabulous.”
Emma gave Casey a quick hug. “You don’t know how much this means to me.”
“Don’t mention it.” She patted Emma’s back. “Besides, you’ve put up with a lot of my relationship bullshit over the years. I figured I owed you!”
They strode down the hallway and into Emma’s bedroom. “So what are you wearing?” Casey asked.
Emma motioned to a rather demure black dress hanging on the closet door. Casey shook her head. “No, no, no! That one is way too understated for something like tonight!”
“Honestly, Case, he knows I’m a sure thing. Why does it matter what I have on? It’s not like I’ll be wearing it long.”
Casey rolled her eyes. “Don’t be silly, Em. Men are so visual. You’ve got to get him raring to rip your clothes off and ravish you the moment he sees you.”
“But we’re having dinner first,” Emma protested as Casey barreled into the closet and flicked on the light.
“Good, let him be at half-mast the entire time and wanting to eat you for dessert!”
“I seriously cannot believe you thought that, let alone said it!”
Casey gave a contemptuous snort. “Well, one of us has to think of these things.”
Emma ignored her and went back to the bathroom to start on her make-up. She slid rose-colored blush across her ivory cheeks when Casey finally burst through the door. “Ooh, this one!” She thrust out a short, strapless emerald chiffon dress.
The lilac colored walls of the bathroom suddenly began to close in on Emma. She shook her head wildly at Casey. “No, I can’t wear that.”
“Why not? It’s sexy, but not slutty, and it’s his favorite color on you. Plus, it’ll show off that fabulous rack of yours!”
A slow, emotional burn radiated through her chest, and for a moment, she was so overcome she couldn’t speak. When she finally did, her voice was strained with emotion. “That’s the dress I wore to mine and Travis’s engagement party.”
Casey’s beaming expression momentarily faltered, but then she quickly plastered back on a smile. “You should totally wear it again. That was a happy night, and tonight is a happy one because it starts a new chapter of your life, the one where you become a mom.”
Emma stared at the dress for a moment. A crystal clear image cut through her mind of her mother, clutching her heart, and smiling broadly. Her mother’s voice echoed through her mind the same as it had that day in the store. Oh Em, honey, that dress is to die for! You’ll take Travis’s breath away. She closed her eyes, trying both to savor the memory and keep her emotions in check. When she was sure she wouldn’t cry, she opened her eyes and smiled at Casey. “You’re right. It needs some more wear and some more memories with it.”
“That’s the spirit!” Wrapping her arms around Emma, Casey squeezed her tight. “Damn, I’m proud to call you my best friend. You’re so strong and resilient with all you’ve been through, and then deciding to have a baby on your own like this. You’re my own little Steel Magnolia!”
Emma grinned. “Who knew it would take casual sex to get you so sentimental.”
“I’m just so happy for you, and that I’ll get to be an auntie.”
“Godmother, remember?”
Casey wrinkled her nose. “I don’t know if I want all the moral and ethical responsibility that comes with being a godmother. I’m more the naughty aunt who sneaks them into R rated movies and buys them booze when they’re underage.”
Emma giggled. “We’re going to have to work on that mentality, especially before you become a mom!”
“Bite your tongue on that one, missy. We’ve got to get Nate through his internship before we even think of kids.”
Emma went back to working on her make-up while Casey started in on her hair.
“What do you think? A lose knot?”
“No, Aidan likes my hair down and wavy,” Emma replied as she applied some eye-shadow.”
“Ah, there’s my girl thinking of what Aidan wants. You’ll have him eating out of the palm of your hand in no time!”
Emma rolled her eyes. “Why do I feel like Scarlett O’Hara in Gone with the Wind all the sudden when she bemoans why women have to act so silly to catch a husband?”
“Well, technically you’re not doing all this for a husband—you just want Aidan to spring an erection…or two.”
Emma’s body shook with laughter, sending her eyeliner arching up her temple. “Case, dammit, look what you made me do!” she said when she finally caught her breath.
“Me? I didn’t do anything but state facts.”
After cleaning off her smudged eyeliner, Emma flicked her wrist over and glanced at her watch. “Shit! We have to get a move on, or I’m going to be late!
***
Emma stared down at her phone for the millionth time. “Shit, shit, shit!” She was now fifteen minutes late, and her original text to Aidan had gone unanswered. She feared he was going to get pissed off and just leave. After all, he didn’t have to wait for women—they were usually willing and able at his slightest command. Her phone buzzed as her car eased up to the valet stand. Fumbling inside her purse, she dug it out.
One glance down at the message and her heart stilled and then restarted. “You sure as hell better get here. Fast. Not settling for a cold shower tonight.”
“Ma’am?” the valet asked.
With her thoughts consumed by Aidan, she didn’t even realize her car door had opened and a young man now stared expectantly at her.
“Oh, I’m sorry.”
Emma took the ticket from him and hurried into the hotel. Her gaze swept over the mass of strange faces in the lobby. When she didn’t see Aidan, she craned her neck, searching through the crowded room.
Finally, her eyes met his, and she gave a tentative smile. He strode determinedly towards her. At his frustrated expression, she held up her hands. “Oh, Aidan, I’m so, so sorry I’m late. Traffic was a nightmare and –”
He silenced her once again by crushing his lips to hers. He kept this kiss a lot more chaste than the night in the parking deck since they were in the middle of the teeming hotel lobby. When he pulled away, Emma smacked his arm.
“You’ve really got to stop doing that!” she protested.
“Kissing you?”
“No, interrupting me.”
“I’m sorry, but I couldn’t help myself. You’re like a f*cking vision tonight.”
She widened her eyes and then smiled. “Okay then, you’re forgiven.”
Aidan grinned. “Glad to hear it. Are you hungry?”
“A little,” she lied. The very thought of eating made her want to throw up. Her nerves were still too out of control.
“Come on.” He rested his palm against the small of her back and guided her towards the hotel restaurant. A waiter outfitted in a tux sat them at a table with a gorgeous view of the sun setting over the city. He took their drink orders and then left.
When she reached for the menu, her fingers grazed Aidan’s. He glanced up and gave her his signature drop dead sexy smile. A mixture of burning longing coupled with crippling anxiety pulsed through her, and she shifted her gaze back to the menu. Breathe, Em. You can do this.
“What sounds good?” he asked, breaking the silence.
“Oh, I don’t know,” she murmured, keeping her eyes firmly on the menu. Food was the farthest thought from her mind. All she could think about was what was going to happen after dinner. What would it feel like to finally be intimate with someone else again? Most of all, she worried she could never live up to the expectations he had set for her.
Emma was never more grateful when the waiter returned with her margarita. She tipped it up and took a long, fiery gulp, sucking half the glass down. She shuddered when the alcohol hit her stomach.
By the time the waiter took their food order, she had guzzled the scorching tequila heavy drink and ordered another one.
“I guess they make a pretty mean margarita here, huh?” Aidan asked with a tight smile.
She bobbed her head enthusiastically. “Totally.”
While Aidan launched into a conversation detailing his promotion to Vice President of marketing and how he was looking forward to all the traveling, Emma worked at draining her second margarita. She barely processed his ramblings about working overseas and within the country for business. Instead, she focused on slurping the liquid courage through the tiny straw. Without missing a beat, she waved the waiter over for another.
Aidan cut himself off mid-sentence and quirked his blonde eyebrows. “Are you trying to get drunk off your ass so you can endure having sex with me?”
“No, no, that’s not it at all!” she cried.
He leaned in across the table. “You barely drank half of your margarita last week. Now you’re downing them like a lush fresh out of rehab.”
Emma drew in a deep breath, deciding it was best to be honest with him. “It’s just…I’m nervous that’s all.”
“About us sleeping together?”
Emma nodded.
Aidan’s brows creased. “Are you afraid I’m going to hurt you or make you do something you don’t want to?”
“No, it’s nothing like that.”
“Then what is it?” he demanded.
“I’m afraid of being a disappointment.”
His mouth fell open in disbelief. “How could you possibly think that?”
She shrugged. “Because you’ve been with a lot of women…I don’t have the experience. I’ve only been with one man, and outside of him, I don’t know what men want.”
“First of all, despite what the rumor mill says my number is relatively low, Emma. It’s not like I’ve f*cked half of the city, or I’m Gene Simmons from Kiss. And second, sex is basically the same premise no matter who you’re with. Different people bring different likes and desires to the table.”
She toyed with the straw in her drink. “I guess I’m afraid once you’ve been with me, you won’t want to follow through with our bargain.”
“Like I’d be so turned off by the experience I’d never want to sleep with you again?”
“Yes,” she murmured. When Aidan threw his head back and roared with laughter, her lip trembled slightly. “It’s not funny.”
His amusement quickly faded. “Oh Em, I’m sorry if I hurt your feelings. It’s just I couldn’t imagine you would actually believe something like that.”
“Well, I did.” She sighed. “I do.”
He held up his index finger. “Let me make this abundantly clear. There is no way in hell you could ever disappoint me to where I wouldn’t want you.” He drew closer to her—his fiery breath singed the sensitive skin on her earlobe. “I get hard just looking at you.”
Emma’s cheeks flushed at his words. “I can’t believe you just said that!”
Aidan grinned. “It’s the truth. The moment I saw you tonight I wanted to sweep you upstairs.” Taking her hand, he ducked it under the tablecloth and brought it to his lap. “See what you do to me?”
Emma’s mouth ran dry at his words, and the fact he was already at half-mast just like Casey had wanted. She ran her tongue over her lips. The way he was staring at her made her body tingle from head to toe, especially between her legs. God, he was so sexy—a little too sexy for her liking. If he was able to get her so hot and bothered just sitting at the table, she couldn’t imagine what it would be like in bed with him. In that moment, her anticipation won out over her nerves. “I think I’m ready to go upstairs if you are.”
Aidan’s eyebrows shot up in surprise. “Even without dinner?”
She bobbed her head.
“Let me guess. You’re afraid you’ll lose your nerve?” he asked.
With the ridiculous amount of alcohol pumping through her system, she gave him a sultry smile. “No, I’m just ready for you to f*ck me.” The moment the words escaped her lips, she gasped and ducked her head. “Oh my God, did I actually just say that?”
“You keep talking dirty, and I won’t be able to walk upstairs without giving away my condition to the whole room.” He quickly signaled the waiter for the check.
Once he had paid, Emma shot out of her chair, sending the room spinning around her. “Oh shit, I’m dizzy.”
Aidan grabbed her shoulders to steady her. “Are you going to be able to walk?”
“I think so. But whether or not I ever drink again is debatable.”
He chuckled as he wrapped his arm around her waist and led her out of the restaurant. Emma leaned her head against his chest, enjoying the woodsy smell of his cologne. When he started for the elevators, she glanced up and asked, “Don’t we need to check-in?”
He fished the room key out of his jacket pocket and waved it at her. “All taken care of.”
“Aren’t you just the man with the plan,” she replied, and then giggled like it was the funniest thing she had ever said. When Aidan glanced down at her in amusement, she shook her head. “Seriously, never, ever drinking again.”
“Nah, you’re pretty cute when you’re tipsy,” he said, punching the elevator button.
The doors opened, and they stepped inside. The car’s jolt upward made Emma’s legs feel rubbery, and she clung to Aidan tighter. The elevator dinged when they reached their floor. “After you,” Aidan insisted when the doors opened.
“Thank you.” But when she stepped out, she turned right and then left, unsure of which way to go.
“This way,” Aidan instructed, taking her by the arm.
When they reached their room, Emma’s gaze caught the brass nameplate on the door, and she grabbed Aidan’s suit sleeve. “What are we doing here? This is a Honeymoon suite.”
“Yes, I realized that when I booked it. I was told it happens to be one of the nicest ones they have.” He grinned. “Besides, I thought you might be more comfortable doing what we have to do if it looked like we were married.”
She blinked in disbelief. “That’s so sweet. You’ve thought of everything, didn’t you?”
“Anything to make you more comfortable.”
Her heart fluttered at his words. “Thank you.”
Aidan unlocked the door. “After you.”