'Looks like the kind of guy who might need a map to find his way home,' the other cop said. Thad moved to the door of his office and unlocked it. 'He's more alert than he looks,' he said, and opened the door.
He wasn't aware that Garrison-or-Harriman was beside him, one hand inside his specially tailored Tall Fella sport-coat, until he had flicked on the overhead lights. Thad felt a moment of belated fear, but the office was empty, of course - empty and so neat, after the soft and steady fallout of an entire year's clutter, that it looked dead. For no reason that he could place, he felt a sudden and nearly sickening wave of homesickness and emptiness and loss - a mix of feelings like a deep, unexpected grief. It was like the dream. It was as if he had come here to say goodbye.
Stop being so goddam foolish, he told himself, and another part of his mind replied quietly: Over the deadline, Thad. You're over the deadline, and I think you might have made a very bad mistake in not at least trying to do what the man wants you to do. Short-term relief is better than no relief at all.
'If you want coffee, you can get a cup in the common room,' he said. 'The pot will be full, if I know Rawlie.'
'Where's that?' Garrison-or-Harriman's partner asked.
'Other side of the hall, two doors up,' Thad said, unlocking the files. He turned and gave them a grin that felt crooked on his face. 'I think you'll hear me if I scream.'
'Just make sure you do yell, if something happens,' Garrison-or-Harriman said.
'I will.'
'I could send Manchester here for the coffee,' Garrison-or-Harriman said, 'but I get the feeling that you're asking for a little privacy.'
'Well, yeah. Now that you mention it.'
'That's fine, Mr Beaumont,' he said. He looked at Thad seriously, and Thad suddenly remembered that his name was Harrison. Just like the ex-Beatle. Stupid to have forgotten it. 'You just want to remember those people in New York died from an overdose of privacy.'
Oh? I thought Phyllis Myers and Rick Cowley died in the company of the police. He thought of saying this out loud and then didn't. These men were, after all, only trying to do their duty.
'Lighten up, Trooper Harrison,' he said. 'The building's so quiet today a barefoot man would make echoes.'
'Okay. We'll be across the hall in the what-do-you-call-it.'
'Common room.'
'Right.
They left, and Thad opened the file marked HNRS APPS. In his mind's eye he kept seeing Rawlie DeLesseps dropping that quick, unobtrusive wink. And listening to that voice telling him he was over the deadline, that he had crossed to the dark side. The side where the monsters were. 4.The phone sat there and didn't ring.
Come on, he thought at it, stacking the Honors folders on the desk beside his University-supplied IBM Selectric. Come on, come on, here I am, standing right next to a phone with no bug on it, so come on, George, give me a call, give me a ring, give me the scoop. But the phone only sat there and didn't ring.
He realized he was looking into a file cabinet that wasn't just pruned but entirely empty. In his preoccupation he had pulled all the folders, not just the ones belonging to Honors students interested in taking creative writing. Even the Xeroxes of those who wanted to take Transformational Grammar, which was the Gospel according to Noam Chomsky, translated by that Dean of the Dead Pipe, Rawlie DeLesseps.
Thad went to the door and looked out. Harrison and Manchester were standing in the door of the department common room, drinking coffee. In their ham-sized fists, the mugs looked the size of demitasse cups. Thad raised his hand. Harrison raised his in return and asked him if he would be much longer.
'Five minutes,' Thad said, and both cops nodded.
He went back to his desk, separated the creative writing files from the others, and began to replace the latter in the file drawer, doing it as slowly as possible, giving the phone time to ring. But the phone just went on sitting there. He heard one ring someplace far down the corridor, the sound muffled by a closed door, somehow ghostly in the building's unaccustomed summer silence. Maybe George got the wrong number, he thought, and uttered a little laugh. The fact was, George wasn't going to call. The fact was, he, Thad, had been wrong. Apparently George had some other trick up his sleeve. Why should he be surprised? Tricks were George Stark's sp?cialit? de la maison. Still, he had been so sure, so goddamned sure -
'Thaddeus?'
He jumped, almost spilling the contents of the last half a dozen files onto the floor. When he was sure they weren't going to slip out of his grasp, he turned around. Rawlie DeLesseps was standing just outside the door. His large pipe poked in like a horizontal periscope.
'Sorry,' Thad said. 'You threw a jump into me, Rawlie. My mind was ten thousand miles away.'
'Someone calling for you on my phone,' Rawlie said amiably. 'Must have gotten the number wrong. Lucky I was in.'
Thad felt his heart begin to beat slow and hard - it was as if there were a snare-drum inside his chest, and someone had begun to whack it with a great deal of measured energy.