The Big Bad Wolf

CHAPTER 55

EIGHT-THIRTY ON THE BUTTON.

A shiny silver Taurus, a rental car from Hertz, pulled up in front of our house on Fifth Street.

Christine Johnson got out, and though she looked a little severe with her hair pulled back in a

tight bun, I had to admit that she was a beautiful woman. Tall and slender, with distinct,

sculpted features that I couldn’t make myself forget. Seeing her again made my heart catch

in spite of what had happened between us.

I was edgy, but also tired. Why was that? I wondered how much energy I’d lost in the past

year and a half. A doctor friend from Johns Hopkins has a half-serious theory that our life

lines are written on the palms of our hands. He swears he can chart stress, illnesses, general

health. I visited him a few weeks ago, and Bernie Stringer said I was in excellent physical

shape, but that my life lines had taken a beating in the last year. That was partly because of

Christine, our relationship, and the breakup.

I was standing behind the protective screen of the front door, with Alex in my arms. I stepped

outside as Christine approached the house. She was wearing heels and a dark blue suit.

“Say hi,” I said to Alex, and waved one of his arms at his mother.

It was so strange, so completely unnerving to see Christine like this again. We had such a

complicated history. Much of it was good, but what was bad was very bad. Her husband had

been killed in her house during a case I was working on. I had nearly been responsible for her

death. Now we were living thousands of miles apart. Why was she in D.C. again? To see Little

Alex, of course. But what else had brought her?

“Hello, Alex,” she said, and smiled, and for a dizzying instant it was as if nothing had

changed between us. I remembered the first time I had seen her, when she was still the

principal at the Sojourner Truth School. She’d taken my breath away. Unfortunately, I guess,

she still did.

Christine knelt at the foot of the stairs and spread her arms. “Hi, you handsome guy,” she

said to Little Alex.

I set him down and let him decide what to do next. He looked up at me and laughed. Then he

chose Christine’s beckoning smile, chose her warmth and charm and went right into her

arms.

“Hello, baby,” she whispered. “I missed you so much. You’ve grown so big.”



Christine hadn’t brought a gift, no bribes, and I liked that. It was just her, no tricks or

gimmicks, but that was enough.

In seconds, Alex was laughing and talking up a storm. They looked good together, mother

and son.

“I’ll be inside,” I said, after I watched them for a moment. “Come in when you want. There’s

fresh coffee. Nana’s. Breakfast if you haven’t eaten.”



Christine looked up at me and she smiled again. She looked so happy holding the Boy, our

small son. “We’re fine for the moment,” she said. “Thank you. I’ll come in for coffee. Of

course I will.” Of course. Christine had always been so sure about everything, and she hadn’t

lost any of her confidence.

I stepped back inside and nearly bumped into Nana, who was watching from just beyond the

screen door.

“Oh, Alex,” she whispered, and she didn’t have to say any more than that. I felt as if a knife

had been plunged in my heart. It was the first twist, and just the first of many. I shut the front

door and left them to have their private time.

Christine brought the baby inside after a while, and we all sat in the kitchen and drank coffee

and she watched Alex with his bottle of apple juice. She talked about her life out in Seattle;

mostly about work at a school out there, nothing too personal or revealing. I knew she had to

be nervous and stressed, but I never saw it.

Then Christine showed the kind of warmth that could melt a heart. She was looking at Little Alex.

“What a sweetheart he is,” she said. “What a sweet, darling little boy. Oh, Alex, my little Alex, how

I missed you. You have no idea.”