The Big Bad Wolf

CHAPTER 117

THEY CAME TO THE HOUSE on Fifth Street; they came about a week after Jamilla went

back to California.

Them again.

One of the saddest days of my life.

Indescribable.

Unthinkable.

Christine was there with her lawyer and Alex Junior’s law guardian and a case manager from

Children’s Protective Services. The case manager wore a plastic ID around her neck, and it

was probably her presence that bothered me the most. My children had been raised with so

much love and attention, never with abuse or neglect. There was no need for Children’s

Services. Gilda Haranzo had gone to court and been granted a declaration of order giving

Christine temporary guardianship of Little Alex. She had won custody based on the claim

that I was “A lightning rod for danger,” putting the child in harm’s way.

The irony of what was happening was so deep that I almost couldn’t stand it. I was trying to

be the kind of policeman that most people wanted, and this was what I got? A lightning rod

for danger? Is that what I was now?

And yet, I knew exactly how I had to act this morning on Fifth Street. For Little Alex’s sake. I

would abandon all my anger and focus on what was best for him. I would be supportive

during the handover. If it was possible, I wouldn’t let anything frighten the Boy or upset him.

I even had a long printed list of Alex’s likes and dislikes ready for Christine.

Unfortunately, Alex wasn’t buying any of this. He ran behind my legs and hid from Christine

and the lawyer. I reached around and gently stroked his head. He was shaking all over,

quivering with rage.

Gilda Haranzo said, “Maybe you should help Christine take Little Alex to the car. Would you

please do that?”



I turned and tenderly wrapped my arms around the Big Boy. Then Nana, followed by

Damon and Jannie, knelt beside him for a group hug. “We love you, Alex. We’ll visit you,

Alex. You’ll come see us, Alex. Don’t be scared.”



Nana handed Alex his favorite book, which was Whistle for Willie. Jannie gave him his love-worn plush cow, Moo. Damon hugged his brother and tears started down his cheeks.

“I’ll be talking to you tonight. You and Moo,” I whispered, and kissed my son’s darling little

face. I could feel his heart going fast. “Every night. Forever and a day, my sweet boy. Forever

and a day.”



And Little Alex said, “Forever, Daddy.”



Then they took my son away.