He sat up and scrubbed his eyes with the back of his wrists before giving me his sleepy attention.
“I don’t think it’s a good idea for you to jump right into something with Marna.”
He blinked and scratched his short hair with both hands.
“It’s nothing to worry about. I can’t believe you came all the way out here to say that.”
“I’m serious, Jay. I love you both, and I don’t want to see either of you hurt. Plus, if Veronica found out . . .”
“She dumped me. I’m allowed to have a little fun, right?” Guilt spun around his chest. “We’re just hanging out.”
I gave him my “yeah, right” look, and he gave me a sheepish grin.
“You’re not gonna tell Roni, are you?” he asked.
“No way.” The breakup was mostly her doing, but she’d still go ballistic with jealousy if she found out he’d immediately moved on with her nemesis.
“Do you hate me?” he asked.
“Of course not.” I needed to talk sense into Jay, but I knew how it felt to fall for somebody. Nothing anyone said could stop it. “It’s just that Marna lives in England,” I explained. “And her dad is really controlling. He’d never let her move here.”
“Yeah, I know. But she’s a flight attendant, so she can come here on her days off and stuff.”
He sounded way too hopeful.
“That’s such a long trip, Jay. It’s going to get really tiring.”
“You’re the one with a boyfriend on the other side of the country, so you don’t have much room to talk.”
Hmph. Well, crap.
“Anna,” he said, searching for words. “There’s just something about Marna. I didn’t think we’d ever be able to be together, you know? But I’ve always thought about her. Probably too much. Roni used to test me. She’d ask stuff like, ‘What would you do if that British girl came back right now and tried to get you to break up with me?’ And I’d tell her she was crazy for asking, ’cause I knew that would never happen, but really . . .” He cleared his throat and dropped his eyes. “I knew what I’d do. As much as I loved Roni, I always thought about Marna. Everything feels different with her. Bigger. I can’t explain it. Like she’s my soul mate or something—and I don’t even believe in that crap.”
“I get it, Jay. I really do. But Marna isn’t at a time of her life when she can settle down with you. I don’t want you to get your hopes up about her.”
“You worry too much.” He slid back down into his bed and closed his eyes.
I rubbed the top of his thick blond hair and sighed. “Go back to sleep.”
“Nigh’-night,” he mumbled.
And he fell asleep. How nice would it feel to be so free of worries you could slide into sleep that easily? I hoped Jay’s life would always be like that.
Outside in the warm morning I climbed into my car and called Patti.
“You doing okay?” I asked her.
“Fine. You?”
“Yeah. Just tired. I think you should stay where you are until it’s time to move.”
She sighed. “You’re probably right. There’s plenty of stuff in walking distance. I should go over to the store and get a couple novels to keep me busy. I’ll need my car eventually.”
“Yeah. Once I get word, I’ll come get you and we can run back to the apartment to grab our stuff and leave.”
“All right, sweetie. Be safe.”
A sudden chill slid up my spine. My thumb hit the End button and I heard the Legionnaire chuckling inside my head—a rattling, insidious sound. I turned and jumped at the sight of the dark whisperer behind me in the car. Its ugly face grinned in gleeful malice, and its giant wings stretched through the sides of my car. How long had it been there? The hearing of demon spirits wasn’t very good, but in this small, quiet space the whisperer would’ve had no trouble. I went over the conversation in my mind, searching for anything incriminating I might have said. Any little thing could be used against me at this point.
“What do you want?” I asked, letting my irritation show.
Again, it chuckled, and without answering flew away. What the heck was that about? Just a checkup? I had to be more careful—constantly on guard. This was why Marna needed to stay away from Jay. Hopefully she would do the smart thing. For once I was siding with Ginger.
Not knowing if or when Pharzuph might come back to town, I got out of Atlanta and drove to a mall. I walked around all day, buying a few things. At four o’clock I went to see a movie by myself, which was lonely, but it passed the time.
I never stopped looking for demon spirits.