Oh yes I will-I'll go fishing even if my f**king hand falls f**king off. I had it planned, I've been looking forward to it, and Danforth Fucking Buster Keeton isn't going to stop me.
He turned off the water and used a paper towel to blot his hand gently dry. None of the fingers which had been caught in the trap were broken-at least he didn't think so-but they were already beginning to swell, cold water or no cold water. The arm of the trap had left a dark red-purple weal which ran across the fingers between the first and second knuckles. The exposed flesh beneath what had been the nail of his index finger was sweating small beads of blood, and that sick throbbing was already beginning again.
He went back into the deserted bullpen and looked at the sprung trap, lying on its side by John's desk. He picked it up and went over to his own desk. He put the trap inside the gift-box and put it in the top drawer of his desk. He took his aspirin out of the lower drawer and shook three of them into his mouth. Then he got the tissue-paper, the wrapping paper, the ribbon, and the bow. These he stuffed into the trash basket, covering them with balls of discarded paper.
He had no intention of telling Alan or anyone else about the nasty trick Buster had played on him. They wouldn't laugh, but Norris knew what they would think... or thought he did: Only Norris Ridgewick would fall for something like that-stuck his hand right into a loaded rat-trap, can you believe it?
It must be your secret lover... Mr. Keeton was by tonight... maybe it's a kiss-and-make-up present.
"I'll take care of this myself," Norris said in a low, grim voice. He was holding his wounded hand against his chest. "In my own way, and in my own time."
Suddenly a new and urgent thought came to him: what if Buster hadn't been content with the rat-trap, which, after all, might not have worked? What if he had gone up to Norris's house? The Bazun fishing rod was there, and it wasn't even locked up; he had just leaned it in the corner of the shed, next to his reel.
What if Buster knew about it and had decided to break it in two?
"If he did that, I'd break him in two," Norris said. He spoke in a low, angry growl Henry Payton-nor many of his other law enforcement colleagues, for that matter-would not have recognized. He forgot all about locking up when he left the office. He had even temporarily forgotten the pain in his hand. The only thing that mattered was getting home. Getting home and making sure the Bazun rod was still all right.
8
The shape under the blankets didn't move when Alan eased into the room, and he thought Polly was asleep-probably with the help of a Percodan at bedtime. He undressed quietly and slid into bed beside her. As his head settled on the pillow, he saw that her eyes were open, watching him. It gave him a momentary start and he jerked.
"What stranger comes to this maiden's bed?" she asked softly.
"Only I," he replied, smiling a little. "I apologize for waking you, maiden."
"I was awake," she said, and put her arms around his neck. He slipped his own about her waist. The deep bed-warmth of her pleased him-she was like a sleepy furnace. He felt something hard against his chest for a moment, and it almost registered that she was wearing something under her cotton nightgown. Then it shifted, tumbling down between her left breast and her armpit on its fine silver chain.
"Are you okay?" he asked her.
She pressed the side of her face against his cheek, still holding him. He could feel her hands locked together at the nape of his neck.
"No," she said. The word came out in a trembling sigh, and then she began to sob.
He held her while she cried, stroking her hair.
"Why didn't she tell me what that woman was doing, Alan?"
Polly asked at last. She drew away from him a little. Now his eyes had ad usted to the dark, and he could see her face-dark eyes, dark hair, white skin.
"I don't know," he said.
"If she'd told me, I would have taken care of it! I would have gone to see Wilma Jersyck myself, and... and...
It was not the moment to tell her that Nettle had apparently played the game with almost as much vigor and malice as Wilma herself.
Nor was it the moment to tell her that there came a time when the Nettle Cobbs of the world-and the Wilma Jersycks, too, he supposed-could no longer be fixed. There came a time when they went beyond anyone's ability to repair.
"It's three-thirty in the morning," he said. "That's a bad time to talk about should-haves and would-haves." He hesitated for a moment before speaking again. "According to John LaPointe, Nettle said something to you about Wilma this morning-yesterday morning, now. What was it?"
Polly thought it over. "Well, I didn't know it was about Wilmanot then, anyway. Nettle brought over a lasagna. And my hands... my hands were really bad. She saw it right away. Nettle is-wasmay have been-I don't know-vague about some things, but I couldn't hide a thing from her."