Yes, but if he's had a heart attack... or... or...
She thought of the overturned chair and fresh alarm coursed through her.
Suppose he came home and surprised a burglar? What if the burglar conked Danforth over the head, knocked him out, and dragged him into his study?
She rapped a flurry of knuckles on the door. "Danforth? Are you all right?"
No answer. No sound in the house but the solemn tick-tock of the grand father clock in the living room, and... yes, she was quite sure of it: the creak of the chair in Danforth's study.
Her hand began to creep toward the knob again.
"Danforth, are you..."
The tips of her fingers were actually touching the knob when his voice roared out at her, making her leap back from the door with a thin scream.
"Leave me alone! Can't you leave me alone, you stupid bitch?"
She moaned. Her heart was jackhammering wildly in her throat.
It was not just surprise; it was the rage and unbridled hate in his voice. After the calm and pleasant morning they had spent, he could not have hurt her more if he had caressed her cheek with a handful of razor-blades.
"Danforth... I thought you were hurt. Her voice was a tiny gasp she could hardly hear herself.
"Leave me alone!" Now he was right on the other side of the door, by the sound.
Oh my God, he sounds as if he's gone crazy. Can that be? How can that be? What's happened since he dropped me off at Amanda's?
But there were no answers to these questions. There was only ache. And so she crept away upstairs, got her beautiful new doll from the closet in the sewing room, then went into the bedroom.
She eased off her shoes and then lay down on her side of their bed with the doll in her arms.
Somewhere, far off, she heard conflicting sirens. She paid them no attention.
Their bedroom was lovely at this time of day, full of bright October sunshine. Myrtle did not see it. She saw only darkness.
She felt only misery, a deep, sick misery that not even the gorgeous doll could alleviate. The misery seemed to fill her throat and block her breathing.
Oh she had been so happy today-so very happy. He had been happy, too. She was sure of it. And now things were worse than they had been before. Much worse.
What had happened?
Oh God, what had happened and who was responsible?
Myrtle hugged the doll and looked up at the ceiling and after awhile she began to weep in large, flat sobs that made her whole body quake.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
1
At fifteen minutes to midnight on that long, long Sunday in October, a door in the basement of Kennebec Valley Hospital's State Wing opened and Sheriff Alan Pangborn stepped through. He walked slowly, with his head down. His feet, clad in elasticized hospital slippers, shuffled on the linoleum. The sign on the door behind him could be read as it swung shut:
MORGUE
UNAUTHORIZED ENTRY PROHIBITED
At the far end of the corridor, a janitor in gray fatigues was using a buffer to polish the floor in slow, lazy sweeps. Alan walked toward him, stripping the hospital cap off his head as he went. He lifted the green-gown he was wearing and stuffed the cap in a back pocket of the blue-jeans he wore beneath.
The soft drone of the buffer made him feel sleepy. A hospital in Augusta was the last place on earth he wanted to be tonight.
The janitor looked up as he approached, and switched off his machine.
"You don't look so well, my friend," he greeted Alan.
"I'm not surprised. Do you have a cigarette?"
The janitor took a pack of Luckies from his breast pocket and shook one out for Alan. "You can't smoke it in here, though," he said.
He nodded his head toward the morgue door. "Doc Ryan throws a fit."
Alan nodded. "Where?"
The janitor took him to an intersecting corridor and pointed to a door about halfway down. "That goes to the alley beside the building.
Prop it open with something, though, or you'll have to go all the way around to the front to get back in. You got matches?"
Alan started down the corridor. "I carry a lighter. Thanks for the smoke."
"I heard it was a double feature in there tonight," the janitor called after him.
"That's right," Alan said without turning around.
"Autopsies are bastards, ain't they?"
"Yes," Alan said.
Behind him, the soft drone of the floor-buffer recommenced.
They were bastards, all right. The autopsies of Nettle Cobb and Wilma jerzyck had been the twenty-third and twenty-fourth of his career, and they had all been bastards, but these two had been the worst by far.
The door the janitor had pointed out was the sort equipped with a panic-bar. Alan looked around for something he could use to prop it open and saw nothing. He pulled the green-gown off, wadded it up, and opened the door. Night air washed in, chilly but incredibly refreshing after the stale alcohol smell of the morgue and adjoining autopsy room.