He would give her time, he decided. If she wasn’t back at work in a couple of days, he would go talk to her. If she wouldn’t talk to him, he would insist she talk to someone else.
PIA STUDIED THE SIGNS and did her best not to shudder. Bad enough that busloads of men were pouring into town. Worse that there was going to be a bachelor auction.
It was embarrassing. Not for her specifically, but for the town.
“I just don’t like this,” she said.
Montana grinned. “That’s because you already have a good guy in your life.”
“Even if I didn’t, this would scare me. Who are these guys? What do they want?”
“If you have to ask the question, then Raoul is doing something very, very wrong.”
Pia turned away from her friend and did her best not to blush. “I’m newly pregnant. We’re not…you know.”
“I guess it would be weird to have sex knowing that someone else’s embryos are growing inside of you.”
Pia winced. “Thank you for spelling that out so clearly.”
“Am I wrong?”
“No, but still.”
Montana grinned. “So, did you ever…you know? Before the pregnancy?”
Pia thought about that amazing night. “Once,” she admitted, then waited to be struck by lightning for the lie. “Actually it was one evening, but several times.”
“Impressive. A man with stamina.”
“It is an appealing characteristic.” Although she was sure there would come a time when it was safe for them to do the wild thing while she was pregnant, she had a feeling she was going to have to wait until after the babies were born to have a repeat performance of that one, magical night.
“He did set the standard really high,” she added, “and we should talk about something else. How’s your sex life?”
“Nonexistent.”
“Then you should check out the new guys.”
“No, thanks.” Montana stapled the cardboard handles onto the auction paddles. “I’m focusing on my career right now.”
“You got the job?”
Montana grinned. “I did and I love it. The dogs are so great. Well-trained and friendly. Max is the best, too. He’s really patient. I’m doing lots of reading and I’ve started my online class. I’m going to Sacramento in a few weeks for an intense three-week training seminar. Max is even paying for that, if you can believe it.”
“You like Max,” Pia said, pleased to see her friend so happy.
“Of course. He’s so nice and he knows everything about dogs and…” Montana wrinkled her nose. “Um, no. Don’t even go there.”
“Office romances are very stylish.”
“It’s not like that. He’s in his fifties and even if he wasn’t, I admire him. I don’t want a romantic relationship with him. We’re friends.”
“If you say so.”
“I do.” She nudged Pia. “It’s already happening. You’re engaged and now you want everyone else paired up.”
“I don’t. I just want my friends to be happy and if—” She paused as she saw Montana’s eyes practically bug out of her head. “What?”
“The ring. It’s incredible.”
Pia resisted the urge to tuck her hand behind her back. She loved her engagement ring, but she was having a little trouble getting used to it. And not apologizing for it. The stones were stunning and the whole thing was so bright, it was practically a light source.
“Raoul picked it out,” she murmured.
“Does he have a brother?”
Something she should know, but didn’t. “I can ask.”
Montana grabbed her hand and stared at the ring. “I love it more than life.”
“Thanks.”
“Make you a little nervous?”
“Some. Nothing about the situation feels real to me. Not the engagement or even being pregnant.” She lowered her voice. “I’ve peed on a stick and had an ultrasound. I’m really, really pregnant. So why don’t I feel different?”
“You’ve gone through a lot in a very short period of time. You’ll get there.”
“I hope.” Although Pia was starting to have her doubts. Maybe there was something wrong with her. “What if I can’t bond with the babies when they’re born? What if I can’t love them?”
“You won’t have a choice. You’re going to be a great mom, Pia. Stop doubting yourself.”
Pia put down the signs. “I want to believe you, but I can’t. Both my parents left me. So has every guy I’ve ever cared about. I want to think it will be different with Raoul and the babies, but I’m not sure.”
“Raoul’s not going anywhere. He’s a good guy.”
He was a guy who was marrying her to get a readymade family. Not because he was crazy in love with her.
“Besides,” Montana continued. “You never know how things are going to work out. My parents loved each other every day of their marriage. When my dad died, we were all scared Mom wasn’t going to make it. But he wasn’t the only love of her life.”
Pia hadn’t heard that. “What do you mean?”
Montana grinned. “She has a tattoo on her hip. It says Max.”