Before I changed into my dinner gown I rang for the steward and asked if he could fetch the pureed vegetables promised for Liam. I wasn’t exactly sure what concoction was in the bowl the steward produced but it smelled and tasted quite edible and Liam smacked his little lips as he ate. Having fed him, nursed him, and then put him down for the night, I was finally able to change, powder my nose, put up my hair, and make my way to dinner. The helpful steward had promised he would listen for Liam’s cries and fetch me if necessary. But I have to confess I glanced back nervously as I made my way up the stairs. I was seated as promised at a table for six with Miss Pinkerton and her friends—all chatty older ladies who tried to make me feel welcome but plied me with constant questions. I had to fend off inquiries about in which branch of city government my husband worked and what exactly he did. When I gave a suitably vague response one of the widows warned me that a good wife should feign interest in her husband’s business affairs, even if she found the whole thing boring or beyond her.
They wanted to know where I lived in New York and I said, quite truthfully, that my last place of residence had been in the East Fifties. They were impressed by this and then peppered me with questions about people they knew, or knew of, in New York. My answers were so vague or so unexciting to them that they finally shifted the conversation to people they had spotted in first class and snippets of gossip they had overheard. The menu was a hearty beef stew followed by an apple tart. Not elegant but tasty, confirming that the French know how to cook. After dinner we lingered over coffee and I was relieved to find Liam still sleeping.
“I have decided that I shall take the top bunk after all,” Miss Pinkerton said as we made our way back to our cabin. “I have trained myself not to use the facilities during the night, so I should be just fine and you will be able to reach your little one, should the need arise.”
I thanked her profusely. We each went to the bathroom to change into nightclothes and then fell asleep. Liam was exemplary, sleeping until the steward woke us with a cup of coffee. We had a breakfast of rolls and jam, then I seated myself at one of the windows in the lounge and let Liam play with the wooden animals he had been given by Cuddles’s nanny. I had found a French magazine and attempted to read the articles, hoping to brush up my long-forgotten French. It was fascinating to see pictures of French fashions and Parisian society. A steward brought me more coffee and biscuits. I was beginning to think that I might be in for a pleasant time after all and felt a pang of guilt for poor Daniel, trying to complete his dangerous task while bunking down in someone else’s house without the support of his wife.
While I sat there a continuous procession passed by on the deck outside, taking their morning constitutional, enjoying the bright sea air. I let the low hum of French conversation wash over me as they passed, punctuated now and then by a voice raised in exclamation. “Mon dieu? C’est vrai?” Or even, “Ooh la la!”
I smiled to myself and went back to my magazine. But when I finally heard an American voice saying, “You can’t stop me. I’m grown up and know my own mind!” I looked up. A young girl was striding out, as if annoyed, ahead of a sallow woman in an old-fashioned bonnet who had to break into a run to keep up with her.
“Eleanor,” she called. “That is no way to behave. You are too headstrong by half and it will lead to your downfall.”
Then they passed me and were gone. I continued to stare at their retreating backs, then turned to Miss Pinkerton, who was sitting in another window, writing a letter.
“Did you happen to see that American girl who just went past?” I asked.
She looked up. “I’m afraid I didn’t. I was concentrating on what I was writing. Was it someone you knew?”
“Someone I thought I recognized,” I said. “It’s strange that we were talking about Reynold Bryce last night because that girl looked just like the young girl in his paintings.”
She shook her head and smiled. “Oh, no, my dear. That can’t be possible,” she said. “He painted those portraits years ago. He’s been living in Paris for quite a while now. Miss Hetherington will know. She knows everything about the art world. But maybe later you and I could take a stroll on deck and see if we can spot this young woman again. You didn’t notice her in the dining salon last night, did you?”
“No, I didn’t,” I said.
“Then maybe she is in first class. We’ll ask the others at luncheon. Let me know if she comes past again.” And she went back to her letter while I had to jump up to rescue Liam who was now crawling with determination toward the door. I would have to ask if there was possibly a baby carriage on board that I could use or I’d spend the whole time at sea chasing after him.
When we went into luncheon I looked around carefully but the girl wasn’t anywhere to be seen. I asked if any of the women had seen her. They hadn’t but Miss Hetherington was, as predicted, a font of information.