“What am I supposed to be seeing?” she asked.
“I don’t know. What do people see when they gaze at the sky? Inspiration? Beauty?” She heard him sigh. “Truth be told, this view always intimidated me. The sky’s so vast. I can’t help but feel it has expectations of me. Ones I’m already failing.” He was silent for a long moment. “It reminds me of your eyes.”
She dug her elbow into his side. “My eyes are brown. And my back’s growing damp. This is definitely very loam-rich soil. I just needed to look at the sky to realize it.”
With a chuckle, he rolled over and pinned her with one leg. “Do you know, you are the most surprising woman.”
Her breath caught. “You have a way of surprising me, too. Not always pleasantly.”
“If surprises were always pleasant, there wouldn’t be much surprise in them.”
“I suppose that’s true.”
He brushed a few wisps of hair from her face, then removed her spectacles and laid them atop the trunk.
Minerva’s pulse pounded as he slowly lowered his head and kissed . . . the tip of her nose.
She blinked up at him, trying hard to focus and read his expression. Was it teasing or affectionate? She couldn’t tell. “Why did you do that?”
“Because you weren’t expecting it. Which kind of surprise was it? Pleasant or otherwise?”
“I’m not sure.”
“Then I’ll try again.”
He bent his head and kissed her temple. Then her chin, her jaw, the place between her eyebrows.
His tongue flicked over her ear.
Slid down her neck.
Dipped into the warm, sensitive valley between her br**sts.
She gasped. “Colin.”
He clutched a fistful of her skirt and brought her pelvis flush with his.
“Min,” he groaned against her neck. “I know it’s mad, but I need this right now. Right here, in the midst of all this beauty. I need to feel you hot and alive beneath me.”
As he leaned in to kiss her mouth, she put a hand to his chest. “I don’t think this is a good idea.”
His hand swept over her body. “Last night wasn’t good?”
Shadowy memories of that frantic, wicked, grinding pleasure assailed her. She grew damp between the legs, and it had nothing to do with the loamy soil.
“It was very good. But it was confusing.”
“This doesn’t have to be complicated.” He cupped her breast and thumbed her nipple to a stiff, aching peak. “It’s physical. Instinctual. Releasing tension in a mutually pleasurable way.”
He seeded kisses along her neck, and tendrils of desire unfurled from each one. Still . . .
“I’m not . . .” She gasped at another greedy kiss. “I’m not sure I’m comfortable being the instrument of your release.”
“You make it sound so one-sided. I promise, you’ll enjoy it, too.”
She didn’t doubt that. His hand found its way under her neckline, and he slipped his fingers beneath the fabric to curl around her breast. With practiced skill, he eased the soft globe up and free.
“God,” he breathed, circling her bared nipple with his fingertip. “You’re so soft. So warm and soft and sweet.”
He took her nipple in his mouth. He moaned, drawing lightly on the tip with delicious suction, then swirling his tongue around the peak.
Minerva reeled with the exquisite sensations. The way he was touching her, kissing her, licking and suckling her . . . it felt so good. The pleasure was so sharp, it made her ache deep inside. It was impossible to feel this and not crave more.
But Colin wasn’t the only one with principles. He wasn’t the only one who could make rules. She just couldn’t take any more “lessons” or pretending. She only wanted this if it was real.
His leg snaked between hers. “You have so much fire in you, Min. A natural talent for passion.”
A talent for passion? Her?
“Even if that were true,” she said, “look where indulging it has landed me.” Thrown off one carriage, robbed on the next. Lost in the woods. Hungry, almost penniless.
“It’s landed you here. In the most beautiful afternoon to ever grace the English countryside. Sprawled on a lush carpet of bluebells, staring up at a heartbreakingly blue sky.”
“With you.”
“With me.”
They were silent for a time. Then she sensed his demeanor make a sudden shift. The muscles of his chest tensed beneath her touch. His tone changed.
“I see,” he said, withdrawing his fingers from her bosom. “So that’s the problem. Not the setting, not the notion of pleasure. It’s me. You think you’re here with the wrong man.”
“Colin—”
He rolled away from her. “You’d rather be sharing all this with someone else. Someone like Sir Alisdair Kent. Talking of loam and soil composition, and denying the part of yourself that screamed my name last night.”