He tossed back the rest of her potion without comment. He truly couldn’t comment, what with the bitter taste scorching his throat.
After setting the drained cup aside, she returned her attention to his leg. “What happened to you?”
“A bullet happened to me.”
“It’s a miracle you didn’t lose the leg.”
“It wasn’t a miracle, it was sheer force of will. Believe me, those bloodthirsty field surgeons tried to take it.”
“Oh, I believe you. I’ve known my share of bloodthirsty surgeons. My youth was rife with them.”
“Were you ill as a child?”
She shook her head. “No.”
She dipped her fingers into the crock of liniment and moved her attentions up his leg, to his aching thigh muscles. Of course, by soothing the pain in those muscles, she was only creating new aches in his groin. Didn’t she know how dangerous it could be to provoke a man this way?
He ought to tell her to stop. He couldn’t.
Her touch was . . . God, it was just what he’d been needing. She was talented indeed.
“So how did you fend them off?” she asked. “The field surgeons.”
“Thorne,” he said. “Sat by my bedside with a pistol cocked, ready to fire at the first gleam of a bone saw.”
“I imagine Thorne could have scared them off with a look.” She traced a scar on the side of his knee, a thin line that stood out against the gnarled mess. “But someone operated here. Someone skilled.”
He nodded. “Took three days, but we found a surgeon who promised not to amputate.”
She traced a horizontal line across his thigh, above the bullet wound. There was no scar tissue there, but a leather strap had worn him bald in a telltale stripe of pale, baby-smooth skin. A matching band of hairless skin circled his upper calf. She touched that, too. He winced, not at the pain, but at the exposure. He hoped she wouldn’t understand the significance of those bands.
“You’ve been wearing a brace,” she said.
He didn’t respond.
“Why did you remove it? Bram, you can’t simply ignore an injury of this magnitude.”
He had to ignore it. His purpose was not only training men, but leading them, inspiring them. How could he accomplish that with such an obvious weakness?
“I’m healed,” he told her. “It scarcely pains me anymore.”
She made a gruff, incredulous noise. “Liar. You’re in great pain. And more than the usual amount today, I’d wager, after all that marching about the countryside. The water must have felt good.”
“It did. But not as good as you.” He reached for her, suddenly eager to take the aggressive role. He’d been lying here helplessly for much too long.
She batted his hand aside. “You should still be wearing the brace. Look at this swelling.” Her fingertip traced his red, misshapen knee. “You’re not ready to march without it.”
Her pitying touch, those limiting words . . . Something in him snapped.
He seized her wrist in a grip so tight, she gasped. “Don’t tell me what I’m ready to do.” He squeezed harder still. “Do you hear me? Don’t ever tell me what I can’t do. Those surgeons told me I’d never walk again. I proved them wrong. My superiors think I can’t command troops. I’ll prove them wrong, too. If you mean to treat me like an invalid—a man you can coddle and nurse and stroke without any hint of danger . . .” He yanked on her wrist, pulling her atop him. He cinched his other arm around her waist. “I’ll have to prove you wrong, as well.”
Her eyes flashed. “Release me.”
“Not a chance.”
She struggled in his grip, and her short, quick breaths gave him a luscious display of her br**sts.
“That won’t work, love. My leg might be injured, but I’m strong as a bull everywhere else.”
“Even bulls have their weaknesses.” He felt her wriggling, insinuating one of her lithe, slender legs between his. The hot friction of their bodies, through just the thin layers of her frock and a linen sheet, had him aching. She made a quick strike, trying to knee him in the groin. Oh, she understood how to hurt a man. But he was one move ahead of her. He scissored his good leg over hers, trapping her lower body. Then he flipped them both, putting her on her back.
“There. I have you,” he said, pinning one hand over her head. “And what will you do now?”
“I’ll scream. There are two footmen just outside this room. My father’s sleeping down the corridor.”
“Go ahead, scream. Call the footmen and your father in. We’ll be found in a very compromising position. My career will be over, you’ll be ruined, and we’ll be stuck together for life. We can’t have that, now can we?”
“Lord, no.”