Chapter 25
WINCH HAD KEPT TRACK of him. As he had all of his boys. In his job there was not all that much to do, that he did not have time to do outside things, too.
Also, Winch’s contacts had grown. In the time he had been at O’Bruyerre. With important help from Jack Alexander, he had extended his contacts until by now he had a web of informers, spreading out through all of Second Army Command here at O’Bruyerre, through all of Second Army HQ in Luxor, through Alexander’s hospital, and through all the various areas and aspects of O’Bruyerre itself.
Winch hated to use that word informers. But that was what it was. Pals, or buddies, would have been a better word. But that wasn’t what they were, they were informers. For vanity’s sake, and for pride, the whole thing was built and structured to look, and to seem, as if they were buddies. Nobody wanted to be an informer. First-three-graders from the QM from here, first-three-graders from Signal from there. All coming in singly to report from time to time, but looking like they were coming in really to say hello and have a beer.
Winch had set up in the first-three-graders area of the big main PX beer hall, at a big corner table. This was part of the bigger NCOs’ section, which was separated from the rest of the huge hall by a low fence of aluminum poles. At early evening every evening, just after work (what would be called the cocktail hour at the officers’ club) the big table was reserved for Winch, and there at his corner table Winch received.
The topics of conversation were always the gossip. That was how his informers conveyed their information. Junior first-three-graders came into Winch’s table for beer from just about everywhere on the big post. I don’t know if anybody can believe this, but I heard. So and so may not know what he’s talking about, but he said. So and so said this. Some other so and so heard this.
Winch presided, buying the various beers, easily, laughing, but filing away in the dark file cabinets of his head everything that might be pertinent somewhere or other. Almost everything was. For a while at first he kept a half-full glass mug of beer in front of him which he never touched. Later on he dispensed with the untasted beer. He would drink a glass of white wine or two now and then, from bottles he himself brought the barman.
Winch hated the aluminum-post fence. Just as he hated the two huge chrome-and-colored-lights Wurlitzer jukeboxes which stood in the big hall and were constantly being paid fortunes in nickels and quarters to play at top volume all the popular war songs. If they were going to put in a fence, why couldn’t they have put in a fence of turned wooden posts, like a beer hall should have? And he was heartily sick of Jo Stafford’s “I’ll Never Smile Again”; Dinah Shore’s “Sentimental Journey”; Vera Lynn’s “I’ll Be Seeing You”; Dick Haymes’ “I’ll Get By”; Alice Faye’s “You’ll Never Know”; Frank Sinatra’s “All or Nothing at All”; Helen Forrest’s “I’ve Heard That Song Before.” Sentimental hogwash. And “Avalon,” “Elmer’s Tune,” “Ciribiribin,” “Chattanooga Choo-Choo,” “The Jersey Bounce,” “I’ve Got a Gal in Kalamazoo.” They rattled and banged, or moaned, all over the place without cease, hanging up high in the huge room like a second cloud of tobacco smoke. But they made a good screen cover for the information that was passed to Winch in the form of lighthearted gossip.
So Winch knew all about Harry L Prevor and the 3516th, long before Landers showed up and drew that assignment. He also knew immediately it happened how Landers had saved Prevor’s ass twice, or three times, if you counted the payroll, with his superior clerking ability, learned right here at Mother Winch’s tit. He also knew, as soon as it came through, about Landers’ promotion back up to buck sergeant. And a month later he knew about his promotion to staff.
In spite of promotions Winch shrewdly suspected Landers was a long way from being out of the woods yet. It was Winch’s hunch that Landers had taken up the cause of Lt Prevor, and the saving of his company for him, as a moral cause. If so, Landers was shit out of luck. Winch had followed Lt Prevor’s progress since Lt Prevor had arrived in Second Army, a week after Winch himself. The anti-Jewish discrimination practices utilized against Prevor and two other Jews who had come in in the same batch of young officers were constant and unbending.
There was nothing in it for or against Winch and his command. But Winch found it an interesting thing to watch. There were other Jews in Second Army, quite a few of them, and some of them quite high-placed. But none of these were new, and strangers, without friends. And none of these established Jews came forward, either openly or behind the scenes, to help Prevor and the other two. According to the gossip received by Winch from their various sergeants, the established, accepted Jewish officers seemed to be more against Prevor and the other two than the white Anglos. In the sergeants’ opinions, the accepted Jews were doing it to stay “in.”
That made sense to Winch. He had long ago given up making moral judgments against Jews, or anybody else. But he did not think Landers had. And if Landers had decided to throw in his moral indignation behind Lt Prevor, Landers was on the losing side from the start. Because poor Prevor was a lost cause from the beginning, and his ouster from command of the 3516th was a foregone conclusion from the moment he got the command.
Second Army was allowing only two alternatives. One, if Lt Prevor got the command working and whipped it into some kind of good shape, Second Army would put some well-liked unassigned captain in over Prevor’s first lieutenancy to command it, and sop up the gravy poor Prevor had sweat blood to create for him. Second, and much more likely, if Prevor turned out an inept and shady outfit that was malfunctioning and in lousy shape, Second Army would relieve him and put him to work on some other cadre, with several black marks against him. And would then let some unloved young officer take the outfit overseas.
The only other possible alternative, the worst of all, would be that Prevor would be able to do nothing at all with this soured, motley crew, and would wind up with an undisciplined, morale-less gang of crippled stockade figures. In that case Second Army would let him take them overseas himself, caught up in the midst of his own death trap he had created, to be rid of him. Any way it came out Prevor stood to lose.
And if this was the cause Landers was putting himself and his talents behind, there was no way Landers could do anything but lose, too. What Landers would do, when one of these bad alternatives came up to be faced, was something Winch had to think about.
Meantime Winch had his own life to live. Mostly, his life consisted of Carol. Carol, and his nightmares. And the nightmares were gaining ground, on Carol, and on everything.
There had been a time, when Winch first got back from overseas, that he had had a very strong, almost uncontrollable desire to sleep with a bayonet or .45 pistol under his pillow. There was no sense to it. It was just comforting, like a kid with his security blanket. Winch had kept his pistol from the old company, writing it off as lost or stolen, and it was easy enough to come by a bayonet. He had used one or the other a few times, self-consciously, at the hospital in San Francisco, but then had stopped it. But both pieces still reposed in his gear and now the desire had come back so strong that only the presence of Carol in the apartment and in the bed at night kept him from doing it. The few nights he slept alone in his quarters, he did sleep with one or the other. There was something immensely comforting about the feel of the warm metal under your hand under the pillow as you fell asleep.
The nightmares had nothing to do with the desire for a weapon, at least not as far as Winch could see. But lately the nightmares had started to win. There were three of them now. Three separate and different nightmares. There wasn’t a night, or a nap, or a half-hour’s doze, that there wasn’t one of them there, bedeviling him. And recently the original nightmare had broken through into the outside world, into the conscious awareness of other people. The thing he had tried most to avoid.
One night in a deep sleep Carol had awakened him saying that he was shouting something in his sleep. Something about “Get them out of there! Get them out of there!” The same sentence, over and over. It sounded as though it had something to do with the war, she said. But it was all so garbled. Was that what it was? Something about the war?
“It was nothing,” Winch said. “No. It wasn’t about the war.”
But the eager look on her face of concealed delight was so apparent, and so strong, that he felt sorry he couldn’t tell her. It would give her something romantic to remember about the war. When she was older. An older woman.
“It was nothing,” he said. “Just a bad dream.” But he was shaken, by the fact that he had yelled it aloud.
“You really are upset,” Carol said.
“A little. It’ll go away.”
Instinctively, or almost instinctively (it was always hard to tell with her), she had shoved one of those delicious breasts of hers up to his face, lying beside him, as if to comfort him. Winch had begun to nuzzle it, then kiss it and lick it, then suck it, the puckering nipple. Detesting himself. But it was so soft, so tender. Then she began to pant.
So he had wound up f*cking her. It was probably the best thing. But his way, not her way. She liked it hard and driving, like a piston, beating against her spread crotch and crotch hair. He liked that, too. But he liked better the slow, long insertion and withdrawal, softly, gently, over and over, feeling every tiniest quiver along the barrel of his blood-swollen organ. When he came, it was all he could do to pull it out. But he remembered she did not have her diaphragm in, and he had to. Afterward, he lay rubbing his loosening cock into the wetted cushion of her p-ssy hair while she clutched his shoulders.
He fell asleep to be awakened by one of the other nightmares, some unknown time later, and lay looking down at her as she slept, for a time. He had a hunch she was not going to let it drop and he was right, she didn’t. The next time he saw her she brought it up, and kept on bringing it up, asked about it. And once the nightmare had broken through the one time, as if a gate had opened, it began to happen more times. Before long she was waking him every night, from one of the nightmares or another. Winch got so he hated to drift off to sleep. He became what he had never been before in his life, even on Guadalcanal and New Georgia—an insomniac.
The two new nightmares were totally different. In both texture and quality. Different from each other, and different from the familiar one. In one of them he was being attacked by a Japanese, either an officer with a sword or a tough, mean, old-hand sergeant with a Nambu which was out of ammo but was armed with a bayonet. The Japanese was coming on, intent on killing him. Winch had his .45. Winch knew he would get him, but that was not the point. The point was that they were in the middle of a mortar barrage, and the Japanese ignored it. But each time a mortar round landed nearby, which was every couple of seconds, Winch would find himself flinching. The Japanese did not flinch. Winch would fire two or three times, flinching and missing each time because a mortar had landed. There was no question he would get the Jap, he would save his last round until the Jap was right on him. This made no difference; the Jap had won. Because the Jap was ready to die, and Winch wasn’t. So he would stand, waiting, and flinching, ready to kill, but stricken with a boundless terror at his own inadequacy, uncontrollability.
The other was of a wounded man. Winch could not recognize him, and never knew who he was. It was not Jacklin (whom Winch had actually seen dead, and always remembered in the dream as a comparison), but he was lying in the same manner as Jacklin had lain. Stretched out, arms widespread, head back, but looking uphill this time, instead of downhill like Jacklin. And he wasn’t dead. A long way from dead. But enemy fire kept them from getting to him. Winch could hear him crying piteously, bleating for help, whenever the fire slackened. And there wasn’t a thing Winch could do about it. The company commander was dead, Winch commanded the company (Winch had never actually had a real company commander killed), he had a hundred and sixty men at his back, and there wasn’t a thing he could do. He couldn’t send one, or two, of these men down into that fire. And he could not go himself, he was needed to command the company. Below him the man cried out piteously. The enemy fire swept across, giving him a new wound. Again, and again. But never a killing wound. The man would never die.
Winch never did tell Carol the nightmares, could not tell her. He still believed, even though he had in his sleep let them outside himself inadvertently, that if he did not tell them to anyone, didn’t talk about them, he would be able to wriggle out of it somehow, and get back his control. And Carol was too delighted by the idea of them. Too delighted to tell them to.
There was something about her that seemed to enjoy gruesome, monstrous war stories, with an almost sexual thrill. It was like a kid loving and hating Dracula movies. That was because she had never had to live them. When you had lived them, they weren’t gruesome any more. They were just sorry. Sorry tales. But there was no reason she should be expected to see that. Far too many civilians were like her, Winch had found.
Carol was having her own troubles, anyway. They had begun with the Christmas vacation of her boyfriend. He was still hot to go into the Army, and he had come home for Christmas with nothing but that on his mind. He was determined to quit college and enlist. His own family was against it, particularly his mother. And Carol’s family was against it: they were not going to have her marrying some enlisted soldier just off on his way to Europe, no matter how well-bred and well-connected. But only Carol’s opinion carried any real weight with him. She had brought the problem to Winch again.
She had not seen Winch but once all through the Christmas vacation, as she had promised she wouldn’t, so it was not until January that he heard the story.
“Well,” Winch said, with the crispness of command, “Do you want him to go? Or do you want him not to go?”
Carol made an anguished little face, and then sort of wailed. “Well, I don’t want him to go. But I’m not sure I want to marry him. I don’t think I’m in love with him. I’m in love with you.”
“I don’t count in this,” Winch said. “Leave me out of it.”
“How can I?” Carol cried. “But I don’t want him to go. I mean, his whole family doesn’t want him to go. His poor mother. And his old dad. He’s got it all fixed for him to get a business deferment. I have to respect their wishes. I’m just not sure I want to marry him.
“And if he stays, I’ll surely have to marry him. Won’t I?”
It was easy enough to tell what kind of answer she hoped for. Was demanding, in fact. “Not necessarily,” Winch said.
Carol turned to stare at him with her large, dark eyes, for a long moment. The cocked one rolled off a little bit, then came back. “Anyway, he won’t stay just because I ask him not to go. I don’t have all that much influence on him.”
“It’s very simple,” Winch said immediately. “That’s the easiest part. Just tell him you have a lover.”
The dark, cocked eye made her seem extraordinarily sexy.
“Oh!” Carol said. “Do you think that would make him stay? It might work just the opposite. Make him run off and enlist,” she said. “In deep despair.”
Once again Winch suddenly had that feeling he had been getting more and more lately with all sorts of things. Was it real? Was it really real? Did she really mean it? Evidently she did.
Did these men really mean it, when they got together, and got all this explosive together, and killed all these other men? Evidently they did. But were all these men killed? Were they really dead? Or was it all just sort of one big kids’ game?
If you built a house, was it really a house? Or was it just a bunch of wood stacked up together a certain way and nailed, and everybody got together and said it was a house.
The frightening concept, and the bottomless feeling he had, stumped him. She had stopped him. Again.
“I just hate to do something like that,” she said. “Unless I’m absolutely sure.” Then after thinking a moment, she looked up resolutely, the one eye rolling away, and said, “I’ll do it.”
“Maybe I’m wrong,” Winch said lamely. “But it would certainly make me stay around.”
“I’ll do it,” she said again. More resolutely.
But then she hadn’t done it. She told Winch later, the next time she saw Winch, that she had been too afraid to do it. Instead she had agreed to come up to school and visit him for a week, if he would agree to go back. He had agreed. She had promised she would come up to Cleveland near the end of January.
After that she and Winch had had their four or five nights a week together for several weeks. Till she left for Cleveland. She still got up resolutely every night at four in the morning, dressed herself all up carefully, and put on all her evening makeup, to go home and be there by four-thirty. Nobody ever waited up to meet her. Nobody ever got up early to see if she came in. But it was a gamble she did not want to take. And she was always home in bed, when she had to get up at eight-thirty and her mother called her.
Winch, who at four did not have to get up for another three hours, would lie in bed and watch her go through her meticulous ritual. A lot of times he badly wanted to make love to her in the mornings. She was so cute. So adorable, with her unrelieved ritual. But there was never any chance. The ritual must never be broken, or even slowed.
It was when she got back from Cleveland that she told him she had found a new boyfriend. She had stayed away almost three weeks, instead of the one week she had agreed upon, and the new boyfriend was the reason. He was from a small town in Ohio, and the same age as the other one. “He loves it when I go down on him,” she said, without even blushing. “And he loves to go down on me. Gamahouche, he calls it. It’s an old Victorian word. He loves all the sexual things.” They were in the apartment, and it was freezing cold out. She stopped to take off her coat. “Maybe I’ll marry him, instead.” He had even more money than the other one, and more social prestige. And his family was marvelous, very genteel. Especially his mother. “Oh, you’ve taught me so much, Mart!” she cried, and swirled her coat onto the couch and whirled herself off across the room.
Winch felt he had heard the final accolade.
Then she stopped. “But I don’t love him!” she cried, in another tone, a wail. “I love you!” She came across the room and put her arms around Winch and rubbed both her breasts against his chest. In high heels she was nearly as tall as he was.
“Whoa. I’m not a competitor in this competition,” Winch said. “Remember? I told you that from the beginning.”
He put his palms, flat, on the round of her back under the arms, in the sweater she wore, then moved them down her to the flat on her hips, his finger paps pressing themselves alternately into the round of her bottom. Storing up sensory impressions. To be remembered some time later.
“Oh, what’s going to become of us?” she said, rubbing the side of her head against his ear. “What are we going to do?”
“Let’s try going to bed. How about that?” Winch said.
For quite a long time after he had begun f*cking Carol, he had had this feeling of extraordinary breathlessness, panting, afterward. A result of that heart condition. Then for quite a while it had gotten better, almost gone away. Lately it had come back, almost as strong as at first. Winch did not know why. But this time it was there, exceptionally strongly. He had to get up and walk around the room, to hide the fact that he was panting.
It was while Carol was away that three weeks in Cleveland that Bobby Prell’s marriage took place.
Winch had known it was coming. But he hadn’t expected to get an invitation. He had kept in touch with Strange by telephone, and even once, during the Christmas school holiday, had spent an evening with Strange at his Peabody suite. Strange had kept him filled in on Prell.
When the invitation came, he was nevertheless surprised. The engraved invitation form could not have been filled in by Prell’s crabbed handwriting. The rolling, back-slanted, schoolgirl hand could only have been that of little Delia Mae. Delia Mae—? Kinkaid? And there was no reason she would send him one. Winch at once suspected Strange was behind it, and got on the phone to him.
No, Strange had not told her to invite Winch. Nor had he told Prell, either. But she had come to Strange when he was visiting, and taken him off to one side, and asked him whom she ought to invite. Strange had mentioned Winch, but told her Prell might not like it. “You leave that to me,” she had told Strange. Landers was invited, too, Strange said. And Corello, and Trynor. And the rest of the old-company members. Though there weren’t that many left, any more.
“So then he didn’t stop her,” Winch said. No, Strange guessed not. “Well, I guess I’ll come,” Winch said. “Why the f*ck not?” He cleared his throat. Some strange powerful emotion in him had risen up suddenly, unclaimed, and unanticipated, and shook him violently, like a large dog shaking a rat. “What the f*ck is he getting married for, anyway?” he demanded. “A guy as crippled up as he is? How’s he going to support a wife, when he’s outside? It sounds crazy, to me.”
There was an almost Mephistophelian, low chuckle over the phone, from Strange. “Didn’t you know? Didn’t I tell you? She’s knocked up.” Winch exclaimed. “Yes. Higher than a kite,” Strange said. “He aint got a whole hell of a lot of choice.” Another near Mephistophelian note crept faintly into Strange’s voice. There were going to be quite a lot of people there. People Prell knew. It was going to be quite a big shebang. And Winch might not have to worry, about what Prell would do on the outside to support little Delia Mae. He might be staying in. There was even talk of their making him a lieutenant, Strange said. A first lieutenant.
Winch snorted sourly, said good-by, and hung up and forgot about it. Had he been thinking, as he ought to have been, had he been the Mart Winch of old, he would immediately have called Jack Alexander. But he didn’t.
So he was surprised again, when he arrived at the wedding. Which was being held at the hospital chapel. But it did not take him long to catch on. The Army, Col Stevens officiating, was giving the wedding. And picking up the tab for it. If Winch had hung out a little more at the officers’ club, as he should have done, he would already have known about it.
The other people Strange had referred to were all civilians. The reception after the ceremony was in the rec hall, which had been taken over for it, and milling around with drinks or champagne glasses were members of the Chamber of Commerce, the Lions Club, Rotary, Kiwanis, the Elks, and their wives, and even a contingent from the Luxor Combined Ladies Clubs. They were all people from the organizations Prell had given official war bonds speeches to.
They were all having a good time at the party, liked and admired Prell, and were all obviously happy to be where there were so many newspaper and magazine photographers, and reporters, all around. When Prell and Delia Mae cut the huge wedding cake with a black, GI bayonet, there were a lot of flashbulb pictures taken and the civilian guests loyally made a hearty round of applause.
The Medal of Honor was much in evidence. With its neck ribbon. When the official wedding picture was taken, Prell was asked to put it on. He was asked to put it on when he and Delia Mae cut the cake. When news photos of him and Delia Mae and of him and Col Stevens were taken, he was asked to put it on. After each time, he folded it and put it carefully away in its box.
“Well, what do you think of it, Mart?” Col Stevens said from beside Winch’s elbow.
“It’s all right, sir,” Winch said, and grinned. “Are you getting lots of war bonds sales?”
Stevens made his embarrassed, unwilling chuckle. “No. Not today, of course. But we will.”
Winch was glad he had worn his tailored dress uniform, and his ribbons. He talked to some of the civilians. Without any exception they were great admirers of Prell, and all said the same thing when they found out who Winch was. Wasn’t he proud to have been his first sergeant? Winch said he was. Johnny Strange worked his way over to him and the two of them stood together in a protected corner off to one end of one of the bars.
“You didn’t bring your girl?” Winch asked.
“Naw. She don’t go in for things like this,” Strange said. “Didn’t you bring yours?”
“She’s away,” Winch said. “But I don’t think it would have been a good thing for me to bring her. Not out here where she works.”
Strange told him that Prell had become an enormous success as a war bonds speaker. People loved his simplicity. So much so that Col Stevens had recommended to Washington they should pull him out of Kilrainey and Luxor and send him on a tour. It would not be for a little while, until he got a little better on his legs, and stronger. But then they were going to send him out. Strange said the rumor was, to Hollywood. And the Hollywood Canteen. And all that. That was the how and the why of the deal, Strange said, that was going to keep him in the Army. At least until after the war was over.
“Then I guess he’s all fixed up in pretty good shape,” Winch said, feeling heavily relieved. It was hell, not being able to drink, at these parties. Winch stepped over to the bartender to see if he had any white wine. He did have.
“I wouldn’t be too sure of that,” Strange said. He shook his head. Because Prell wasn’t too happy about it. He wanted to stay in the Army. But he wanted to go back to regular duty. “We all want to go back to regular duty,” Winch said sourly. Strange nodded. But it wasn’t the same with Prell. Prell really meant it, and believed it. Every day he was down there in the therapy rooms with the whirlpool bath and the exercises, pushing himself and his legs to the absolute limit. That was why he had made such incredible progress.
“But he’s never going to have normal legs,” Winch said, “an infantryman’s legs, again. He’s crippled. That’s crazy.”
“I know,” Strange said.
Winch looked off to where Prell was, still with little Delia Mae. He was back in his wheelchair again. He had been up on his feet for the ceremony, and for the pictures and cake cutting, and had walked a little bit. But even that little bit was obviously too much for the legs.
When he had first come in, Winch had gone straight up to him and shaken hands and congratulated him, and kissed little Delia Mae on the cheek. The look of innocence on Delia Mae’s face had not changed a bit. Prell had reacted properly. He had shaken the hand and said, “Thank you.” But he hadn’t smiled.
A couple of times later Winch had caught him looking over at him across parts of the room, unsmiling, expressionless. The second time Winch had winked at him. Prell had simply stared back without expression, then had looked somewhere else. Winch could not even be sure he had seen the wink.
“The last time I saw him,” Strange growled, following his gaze, “when we were alone, he told me that the first time he was physically able to put it in her, he knocked her up. He wasn’t able either physically or mentally to pull it back out.”
Winch snorted. “Yeah.” He moved his gaze elsewhere. He suddenly realized Landers was not here. He hadn’t seen him anywhere. His gaze fell suddenly upon the not-badlooking Gray Lady who taught the cripples their basket-weaving course in a corner of this very same rec hall all week long. She was clearly one of the Combined Ladies Clubs delegation, and she didn’t have on her Gray Lady’s uniform. She had on a very expensive dress, was obviously wealthy, and her middle-aged shortish blonde hair had just been marcelled into a very sexy, seductive hair-do. There was no Gray Lady’s cap on it. She was a little dumpy, but she didn’t have a bad ass at all, and had very nice tits. And Winch was suddenly afflicted with an immediate and totally uncontrollable need to go over to her and seize one of her tits gently, and pour all of his new, second glass of white wine onto her brand-new hair-do.
The need, the desire, was so strong Winch felt his feet tensing in his shoes preparatory to walking off in that direction. Instead, grasping himself and turning his already begun motion sideways, he drank off his glass of wine and set the glass down.
“I got to get out of here,” he growled to Strange. “I can’t stand parties like this.”
“Me neither,” Strange said. “I’ll go with you.”
Outside, in the so-familiar corridor Winch had walked along so many times, Winch could feel sweat standing out on his forehead. He reached for a handkerchief in his pocket to wipe it off. His hand was trembling ever so slightly. It had been a very near thing. And he had not even been expecting it.
“What’s your wife say, about you spending all that money up at the Peabody?” he suddenly said to Strange.
“Nothing. It aint her money. It’s mine.”
“Yeah,” Winch growled.
“She’s making a bundle up there in Cincinnati in her defense plant.”
“Yeah. What’s she say about this new girl of yours? This Frances? Or don’t she know about that, either?”
“I don’t guess she knows about it,” Strange said, slowly and precisely. “But I reckon she suspects it.” Strange did not go on for a long moment. “Anyway, we’ve split up,” he said finally.
“Oh?” Winch said, “you have?”
“She’s got some colonel, some lieutenant colonel, that she’s been running around with up there for quite some time.”
“I see. Another casualty of the war,” Winch said, suddenly remembering Landers.
“Yeah,” Strange said, “yeah. Yeah, I guess you could say that. That’s pretty good.” He paused. “Except I guess this goes a lot farther back than that. Than the war.”
“Sure,” Winch said. “They all do.”
“Whatever happened to that wife of yours?”
“Oh, she’s around,” Winch said. “Somewhere.”
“Yeah? Where?”
“Somewhere,” Winch said. “Not in Luxor.” Suddenly he grinned. They had long since passed out of the closed-in corridor into one of the open walkways, and were now out approaching the front gate, where the cabs were. “You ever get around to eating that p-ssy you were asking everybody about, awhile back.”
Strange’s face took on the look of a blatant lie, and he cleared his throat. “Well,” he said, “no. I meant to. I just never did. I will, though. I will.”
Winch signaled for a cab. “Just remember,” he said as he got in, and grinned, “eating a cunt is the best thing there is for a broken heart.”
“You can say that again,” the cab driver put in.
“See you soon, Johnny Stranger,” Winch said as he rolled up the window against the drizzle.
“See you soon, Mart,” Strange called as he signaled for another cab.
Winch did not look back. He gave the driver the address of the apartment. Strange was all right. There was nothing to worry about over Strange. Strange was as solid as a goddam f*cking rock. But Strange was worried about Prell. Winch’s tired mind did not know if that meant ill for Prell or not.
The train of thought brought him back to Landers, and why he had not been at the wedding. That didn’t sound good at all, to Winch. In the cab he fell asleep on the way into town, but woke dreaming the dream of the Japanese sergeant.
“Hey,” he asked the driver. “Did I say anything just now? In my sleep?”
“No,” the driver said, “I don’t think so.” Winch relaxed and slid back. They were almost at the apartment. His mind felt like half-dried mud.
He did not know whether he would be able to cope with Landers, or not.
Unfortunately, it was just one week after the wedding that Harry L Prevor was shipped down, and a captain named Mayhew was sent in over him to command the 3516th Gas Supply Company.