FIFTEEN
Jessica stared at the phone, willing it to ring. This had never worked in the past, but that did not stop her from the practice.
Long after the baby’s body had been removed from the basement and the church had been sealed as a crime scene, long after the CSU officers had collected their evidence, Jessica and Byrne had stayed behind, not a single word passing between them for what seemed an eternity.
The two detectives ‘walked the scene,’ recreating, in their view, what might have happened. They examined the point of entry, envisioned the route the killer had taken. Jessica knew this was a different exercise for her partner than it was for her. She had never known anyone more compassionate than Kevin Byrne, but she knew that he knew what the experience of finding a dead – murdered was the right word – newborn baby must mean to her, to any mother.
After thirty minutes of silence, the solitude of the old stone church became oppressive.
‘Talk me out of thinking this is a homicide,’ Jessica finally said.
‘I wish I could, Jess.’
‘Tell me a story about how some mother was giving her little baby girl a bath, something terrible happened to the mother, and the baby just accidentally drowned in that tub.’
Byrne said nothing.
‘Tell me it was just an accident, and the mother – let’s assume she’s some religious nut job, just for the sake of argument – took the baby, her beloved baby, down to this church and tried to baptize the child, and something went terribly wrong.’
Jessica walked the aisle, up the three steps to where the altar once was, back down, over to the steps leading to the basement.
‘I need to think this was not a deliberate act, Kevin. I need to think this is not part of some plan, and that we’re never going to see this again. Ever.’
Byrne didn’t say anything. Jessica hadn’t really expected him to.
In front of the church, on the lamppost, they found another X.
Eventually they went off duty that day, Byrne to his life, Jessica to hers. Jessica hugged her children a dozen times that night, sat up all night in the hallway between their two rooms, checking on them every ten minutes, finally falling asleep a half-hour before the alarm clock rang.
Two days later the hot rage that had burned inside became something else, a feeling she’d had only a few times as a police officer. She had taken every case she’d ever been assigned as a homicide detective seriously, and had the utmost respect for the dead, even if the victim was a despicable person. Every detective Jessica knew felt the same way. But there were cases that put you to bed, woke you up, ate with you, and walked with you. There were cases that took showers with you, went shopping with you, and sat with you in a movie theater. You never escaped their scrutiny, until they were closed.
This was one of those cases.
She knew that there was a process – not to mention a backlog – that was in place when it came to forensics. Blood typing, fingerprint identification, hair and fiber, DNA testing. These things took time.
Jessica knew all this and it still didn’t stop her from calling the lab every hour on the hour. She had not slept twenty minutes straight since leaving that church.
Those tiny fingers and toes. Every time the image crossed her mind she felt the anger and fury begin to surge.
It was far from the first dead body she had ever seen, of course. It was far from the first dead infant she had ever seen. You work homicide in a place like Philadelphia and there is no confirmation of man’s inhumanity that shocks or surprises.
It was the way they had found the baby. The flawless preservation in that frozen block of ice. It was as if the baby would remain a child eternally, forever stalled mid-breath, eyes open. Perfect, crystal blue eyes.
The media had gotten hold of the case and was running a headline constantly:
WHO IS BABY GIRL DOE?
Both the broadcast and print outlets were running a silhouette of a Gerber baby style cut-out with the standard question mark over the face.
Preliminary forensics had come in from the two crime scenes. The evidence on the lampposts in front of the two churches was not blood. It was, instead, a composite of substances including a starchy compound, soil, and tannin.
Beneath the body, frozen into the ice, was another copy of My Missal, identical to the book found at St Adelaide’s. The book was currently being processed, although the possibility of collecting forensic evidence from something that long in water was slight.
The ME’s office had told them that it would be three or four days before an autopsy could be performed on the infant, or physical evidence could be gathered from the small body. When Jessica protested, she was told that any attempt to warm the body by other means would simply destroy the evidence. The infant’s body was currently in a chilled room at the medical examiner’s office on University Avenue.
Jessica thought about Daniel Palumbo’s dying words.
He lives.
Who lives?
So far, no one had come forth to claim the baby, despite the story being splashed all over the newspapers and television. For Jessica, this was as horrifying as anything connected to the case.
Was it possible that there was a mother somewhere in the city of Philadelphia who didn’t know that her infant child was missing?
Soon the lab results would start to roll in, and they could begin to piece this all together. So Jessica watched the phone. And waited.
Byrne had the afternoon off, and by one o’clock Jessica was crawling out of her skin. She had to hit the streets and make something happen.
She went through the pamphlets and papers they had found in Danny Palumbo’s backpack, courtesy of Thomas Boyce. A few of the papers were torn from legal pads. One had a series of times of the day, along with what might have been street addresses.
She input some of the addresses onto major thoroughfares, came up with nothing. None were long enough to be phone numbers.
Were these meal times at shelters?
She got a list of shelters, and none of the addresses matched. Then it hit her. AA or NA meetings. She looked up Philadelphia AA chapters, and the locations and times matched perfectly. They could start attending these meetings, but the whole point of AA was anonymity, and even in the course of a homicide investigation, it was unlikely they would find anyone who would go on the record about one of their attendees. If, indeed, Danny had even attended these meetings. They’d do this if they had to, but it probably would be a waste of time.
On the back of that page was a series of numbers, seven lines deep. This made even less sense. Jessica filed the paper away, chalking it up to a man with a disturbed mind, sadly at the end of his life.
Jessica turned her attention to the as yet unidentified baby. She could not imagine a mother not coming forward. It either meant the woman could not do so, or was unaware that the baby was gone. But that would mean the baby was left in the care of someone else who didn’t know or care that it was missing.
Jessica moved forward with the premise that the baby’s mother was poor and/or on drugs. If that were the case, the woman probably wouldn’t have a personal physician. It meant she would have sought out prenatal and postnatal care either at emergency rooms, or free clinics.
Jessica decided to start with free clinics. There weren’t that many in Philadelphia. She would begin in North Philadelphia, then West Philadelphia. Hopefully, Byrne would be back to help her with South Philly. She printed off a list, and got on the road. Anything was better than staring at a phone.
By mid-afternoon she had visited four community clinics, spoken to a half-dozen doctors and administrators, all of whom were aware of the Baby Doe story. None of them had treated a white female infant, aged two months, in or around the timeline that surrounded the murder. More than ninety percent of the children at these North Philadelphia clinics were Hispanic or African-American.
The last North Philly free clinic was the St Julius Clinic on Lehigh near Twelfth, run by the parish. By the time Jessica walked in she was bone weary, hungry, and starting to feel that all of this was a very long shot. But it was a shot she had to take.
The St Julius Free Clinic was a three-story converted rowhouse. On one side was a second hand store, on the other was a funeral home. Jessica stepped inside. The waiting room was small and cramped, with warped vinyl tiles on the floor, posters of Philadelphia landmarks on the wall. Two young Hispanic women, very pregnant, sat next to each other. Jessica pegged them at no more than seventeen. Across from them sat a young black kid holding a blood-soaked kitchen towel to his forehead.
To a lot of the people in this neighborhood, and this part of the city, this was health care.
While Catholic hospitals were run by religious orders – St Mary was run by the Franciscans – the archdiocese itself did not run or operate any hospitals or clinics in Philadelphia. The few that were in existence were run by local parishes.
Jessica approached the young woman at the front counter, showed her ID, and asked to speak to someone in charge. She was told that that would be a man named Ted Cochrane, but he had three patients that were in triage, the worst of which was probably a rupturing appendix, and they were waiting for EMS. It might be a while.
After ten minutes or so, during which the appendectomy candidate was picked up and transported to nearby Temple University Hospital, a man emerged from the back room, spoke to the young woman behind the desk. The woman gestured to Jessica. The man signed a few papers, came around the desk.
‘I’m Ted Cochrane,’ he said. ‘How can I help you?’
Jessica made him to be about twenty-two. Tall and well-built, dark hair and eyes. It didn’t seem likely, based on his youthful appearance, but Jessica asked anyway. ‘Are you a doctor?’
Cochrane smiled. ‘Not yet. I’m an LPN. I’m heading to med school this fall.’
‘Is there somewhere we can talk privately?’
‘Sure.’ He got the young woman’s attention, pointed to a back room. The receptionist nodded. Cochrane led Jessica to a small examination room off the main hallway. It looked like every other examination room she had ever been in, but shabbier, more exhausted. On the wall was the ever-present hand sanitizer tube. Cochrane pulled a small ball of disinfectant foam, ran it over his hands, partially closed the door behind them.
‘What can I do for you, detective?’
‘Well, maybe you can start with what you do here at the clinic.’
‘We patch and repair, mostly. Lots of bumps and bruises, ’flu shots, sore throats. We’re pretty much first line. There is usually a doctor here six hours a day, but the MD on today’s sheet got called into Temple for an emergency surgery.’
Jessica noted the crucifix on the wall. ‘How much religion do people get here?’
‘As much or as little as they want. None at all, if that’s what they want. We are partially funded by the parish, but belief in Christ is by no means a prerequisite to medical care.’
‘Like AA?’
‘Like AA,’ Cochrane said. ‘Our evangelism is really just that wall of pamphlets in the waiting room. We don’t proselytize.’
‘Are you a Catholic?’
Cochrane smiled. ‘No, born and raised Methodist.’
‘Do you do pediatrics here?’
‘We do just about everything here. Pre-natal, post-natal, pediatrics, all the way up to and including geriatric medicine.’
‘What about mental-health services?’
‘Absolutely. Family counseling, substance abuse counseling, group therapy, some Cognitive Behavioral Therapy.’
‘You have the staff for this?’
He smiled again. ‘No, far from it. We are blessed to get a lot of pro bono work through the Catholic hospitals. The Archdiocese has been very good about turning the emotional and professional screws on its faithful.’
‘Have you treated any young infants in the past few weeks?’
‘Oh, my, yes. At least five or six.’
‘Any white female babies?’
Cochrane considered the question. ‘Is this about the baby on the news? Baby Doe?’
‘I need you to keep this inquiry confidential, but yes.’
Cochrane nodded. ‘I had some down time yesterday, and I started going through records from the last few weeks. As you might expect, most of the children we treat here are minorities. But we did see a Caucasian female infant recently. Her information will be in the database.’
‘Why do you think this is related?’
Now it was Cochrane’s turn. ‘I need this to be confidential, as well.’
‘Of course.’
‘The mother of this baby, Adria Rollins is her name, has some mental health issues. When she visited she came with her great-grandfather, who is pretty frail. That’s why the flag went up when I saw the news story. I thought the child might be at risk.’
‘Do you have contact information for the mother?’
‘Maybe, maybe not. We do our best here, but half the time the addresses we get are fake.’
‘Could you take a look?’
Cochrane hesitated. Jessica was losing him.
‘I wouldn’t ask if this wasn’t very important,’ she said. ‘I know how crucial it is to keep medical records confidential, but this may well be related to a homicide – perhaps two homicides – and I promise I will treat the information with discretion.’
It was touch and go for a second, but Cochrane soon relented. He sat down at the terminal, hit a few keys, then a few more.
‘Here it is,’ he said. ‘The address on her record is of her great-grandfather’s apartment. It looks like he is her legal guardian.’
Jessica wrote down the address. It wasn’t that far away.
The woman from the front desk poked her head in the room. ‘I’m sorry to interrupt, but we need the room.’
Jessica and Cochrane stepped into the narrow hallway. The woman led in a man who appeared to have scraped half the skin off the back of his left hand. The nurse closed the curtain.
‘If I recall correctly, we have a few pictures of the Rollins baby,’ Cochrane said. ‘We sometimes take photographs of children when we suspect abuse.’
‘Are you saying this baby was abused?’
‘It’s possible. I can show you the pictures.’
‘I would appreciate it.’
Cochrane went into the back room for what seemed like fifteen long minutes. In that time four more people came into the clinic. Nobody made eye contact with anybody else, perhaps out of some sense of shame. They all seemed to wait patiently, reading coverless five-year-old copies of Sports Illustrated or Essence.
Finally Cochrane emerged, a manila file folder in hand. He took Jessica to the side, extracted two photos from the folder. One was a close-up of the back of an infant’s leg.
‘This is Ceci,’ Cochrane said. The photograph showed a deep purple bruise, just at the top of the right calf. ‘That’s her nickname, of course. Her full name is Cecilia.’
‘This is Adria Rollins’s baby?’
‘Yes.’
Jessica studied the photograph. ‘And this bruise is the result of abuse?’
‘Hard to tell,’ Cochrane said. ‘If a baby comes back with other evidence, we’ll have this record, then we make the call to Children’s Services. As I’m sure you know, unless the abuse is flagrant – which this is not – there has to be a pattern of abuse before a case can be made.’
With this Cochrane took out the other photograph, turned it over.
The plummeting feeling in Jessica’s stomach was instant, and debilitating. It took every ounce of her strength, and every moment of her training, not to break down in tears. The photograph in front of her was of the baby they had found frozen to death in that shuttered church.
There was no doubt in her mind.
She now had a name to go with the face that she was sure would live in a dark corner of her mind for a very long time, long after this case was closed.
The dead little girl’s name was Cecilia.
SIXTEEN
They sat at a table at the Subway on Frankford Avenue, near Cottman. It was between the lunch and dinner hours, and the regulars had not yet descended on the place. At this hour, the restaurant was nearly empty.
Byrne found himself covertly checking his pager every few minutes, hoping he wasn’t being obvious about it. The cases weighed heavily on his mind, but there was a team on it, and he knew if something broke he would get a phone call. He had his phone on vibrate, but it was on. When he decided to become Gabriel Hightower’s Philly Brother he knew there were going to be times like this, times when he should be chasing shadows instead of taking the days off he had coming. On the other hand, they had no hot leads at the moment, and the dead stay dead.
Gabriel was alive.
‘What did you think of the movie?’ Byrne asked. Gabriel had lobbied for every R-rated film on the roster, regardless of subject matter. In the end, Byrne picked a PG-13 action film, hoping that the action, and the sex, were muted. They were, as were much of the plot, characterization, and wit.
Gabriel shrugged. This time, Byrne noticed, it was only a one-shoulder shrug. Maybe they were making progress.
‘It was okay,’ Gabriel said.
‘Just okay? Is that better than a’ight?’
Gabriel smiled, his first bona fide grin. ‘I liked the part where that old guy wasted that kid. That was cold, man.’
They sat in silence for a few moments, sipping their sodas through straws. Gabriel made bubbles. A pair of teenaged girls sat at the next table. Gabriel tried to make eyes without making eyes. Byrne remembered that stage very well.
‘So, you never told me how you got that nickname G-Flash,’ Byrne said. ‘Are you a photographer or something?’
Another smile. ‘Nah, it’s because I’m fast, man.’
‘Are you now.’
‘For real. But my brother, Terrell, he was real fast. Like lightning fast. He got medals and everything.’ Gabriel began to fold and unfold the wax paper his sandwich came in. Byrne just listened. ‘I remember this one time, when I was just little, maybe five or six or something, we had this dog. Real ratty-lookin’ thing. Called it Bitley.’
Byrne smiled. ‘Bitley? Where’d the dog get a name like that?’
Another one-shoulder shrug. This time the left. ‘Wasn’t my idea. Came with the dog, I guess.’
‘Okay.’
‘But this dog was fast. When he got out the door, he would be all the way up the street to the Boulevard before you knew it, right? Come home in a hour all dirty and shit.’
Gabriel looked up, realizing he swore. Byrne took no notice.
‘So this one time … time when Terrell was training for the state finals? He’s in the front, and I come out and leave the door open by accident? Bitley come outta the house like a bullet, man. Well, Terrell he ran after it, and caught it. Can you believe that? Outran a dog, man.’ Gabriel finished his Coke with a loud flourish, rattled the ice. ‘You gotta be fast to do that.’
There was a lot Byrne wanted to ask the kid about his brother, about life. For now he was content to listen. The kid was talking, and that was a good thing.
After a few more moments of silence, Gabriel asked, ‘So how come you became a cop?’
Byrne had a very long, convoluted answer to this, so he had to think of a short version. ‘Well, it was a different time when I came up. I guess I looked at it as a way to do something for the city, you know? Do something to make it a better place.’
Byrne realized this sounded like a recruitment pamphlet, but when Gabriel just nodded, he realized it was probably adequate for the time being.
‘What about you?’ Byrne asked. ‘Ever think about what you want to do for a living someday?’
‘Sometimes.’
‘What do you think you might want to do?’
‘I don’t know. Architect or something. I like to draw. I like to build things.’
‘An architect, huh?’ Byrne said, thinking to himself how expensive the tuitions for that were. The kid didn’t have much of a shot at it. Maybe with a full scholarship it would happen. ‘That’s great.’
Byrne heard the door open, turned to look. A pair of young priests entered the restaurant. Byrne glanced over at Gabriel. He sat a little straighter. Byrne thought it odd. He decided to ask, in a roundabout way.
‘So are the folks at the foster home religious?’
‘Nah,’ Gabriel said. ‘Not really.’
‘What about you?’
‘A little bit. I remember Terrell used to pray before every track meet. He prayed to St Sebastian.’
‘Why St Sebastian?’
‘Said he was the saint of athletes or something.’
You learn something new every day, Byrne thought. ‘You’re Catholic?’
‘My real mom was,’ Gabriel said. ‘I don’t remember her too good, though. I was just little when she passed. I don’t know what I am.’
Byrne had been in his late thirties when his mother died. He still missed her every day. He wondered what his teenaged years would have been like without her. Would he be a different man today? There was little doubt of that.
‘How ’bout you? You Catholic?’ Gabriel asked.
‘Oh, yeah. I went to Catholic school and everything.’
Gabriel nodded. At his age, where you went to school meant everything. Along with what sneaks you wore, what labels were sewn into your clothes, and which cell phone you used. It pretty much told the world everything they needed to know about you.
‘Do you go to church?’ Gabriel asked.
Now it was Byrne’s turn to shrug. He suddenly felt as if he had to defend himself. Maybe he did. Maybe he should have to defend himself, not that he had a valid argument in his arsenal. ‘Not as often as I’d like.’
Gabriel smiled. ‘Somethin’ stopping you?’
Damn, Byrne thought. Nothing gets by this kid. ‘You’re right. Nothing’s stopping me.’ Byrne balled up the wax paper on the table, tossed it expertly into a nearby can. ‘Tell you what, I’ll go if you go.’
‘Okay.’
The kid put out a fist to bump. They were making progress.
This time Byrne dropped Gabriel at the foster home. Pulled right up out front, large as life. Byrne got out, walked around the car. He knew he was being watched. There were two runners on the corner. He turned and looked at the apartment building across the street. He saw a shadow in the window on the third floor. By the time Byrne opened the door for Gabriel he saw the kid on the corner move out of his sight, taking out his cell phone. If there was one thing an unmarked detective sedan was in this part of the city, it was a clearly marked police car.
Byrne and Gabriel walked up the steps to the front door.
‘So, I’ll call you in the next couple days or something?’ Byrne asked.
‘Cool.’
By the time Byrne got back down to the street he saw one of the thugs from the corner standing behind his car. The kid was trying to look casual, invisible. But Byrne could see that he had his cell phone in hand, and that the front of the phone was pointed at the rear end of the department-issue Taurus. The kid was trying to take a picture of Byrne’s license plate.
‘Something I can help you with?’
The kid seemed surprised at Byrne’s speed at getting down the steps and across the sidewalk. Before he could stop himself, the kid flicked a glance to the third-floor window across the street, then back at Byrne.
‘Just crossing the street, man,’ the kid said.
‘You mean jay walking across the street. Now that’s illegal. You wouldn’t want to break the law, would you?’
Byrne pulled back the hem of his coat, revealing the badge on his belt. He knew the kid already knew he was a cop, but it never hurt to show your hand. The kid tried to hold Byrne’s gaze, but gave up after a second. He backed onto the curb slowly, then turned and strolled to the corner. Before getting back in the car, Byrne checked the window across the street. The shade was now down.
Byrne then glanced at the foster home. Gabriel was in the front-room window. He had seen the whole exchange. Byrne lifted a hand to wave. To Byrne’s relief, Gabriel waved back.
Byrne slipped into the car, waited to pull out into traffic. He looked down at the passenger seat. There he saw a small white object, and had to smile.
It was an origami eagle.
Byrne drove to St Damian’s, parked across the street. The building was still a crime scene, still ringed with bright yellow tape.
I will give thee a crown of life.
These words had come to him the day they found the prayer card at St Adelaide’s. How had he known the crown referred to the bell tower? How had he known to send Josh to look there?
The truth was, he had not. Not with any certainty. It was a feeling he’d had, and it had been right.
But no feeling like this had come to him about St Damian’s. Not yet. For some reason he could not shake the notion that there was another clue inside this old stone church, a calling card telling them where to look next. He would come back to this place soon, he thought. Or maybe he would find himself here.
By the time Byrne reached Eighth Street, his pager vibrated for the fourth time. It was Jessica. He flipped his phone, speed-dialed her number. She answered in half a ring.
‘What’s up?’ Byrne asked.
‘We found the baby’s mother.’
‘How did you track her down?’
Jessica filled him in on her visit to the clinic.
‘Where are you?’ Byrne asked.
‘Twelfth and Lehigh.’
‘I’ll pick you up.’
As Byrne approached the corner of Twelfth and Lehigh he saw that Jessica was pacing. She only paced when she was upset. For Jessica it was like opening a steam valve. Byrne pulled over, Jessica got in.
Byrne pointed to the ramshackle building.
‘That’s the clinic?’ he asked.
‘Yeah,’ Jessica said. She told him about Ted Cochrane, and the rest of the details she had learned at the clinic.
‘This LPN treated the baby?’
‘He said that they suspected some kind of abuse, but they couldn’t be sure.’
‘What kind of abuse?’
‘The baby had a bruise on the back of one of her legs. It was hard to tell from the photograph.’
As they drove toward Fifth Street Jessica found that she had tightened her hands into fists. It had not gone unnoticed to Byrne. He put a hand on her forearm for a moment. She knew what he was trying to communicate. You go into an interview with anger and you come out with nothing.
‘When I got the mother’s name I called it in,’ Jessica said, trying to calm down. ‘Maria ran it.’
‘The mother’s got a sheet?’
‘No criminal record. But she has been institutionalized a few times for mental disorders.’
‘How bad?’
‘One time it was for more than a month.’
‘In other words …’
‘Yeah,’ Jessica said. ‘Bad.’
‘Why do you think it’s our baby?’
Jessica reached into her portfolio, took out the color photograph Ted Cochrane had given her. At a red light Byrne took it, studied it.
‘That’s her, isn’t it?’ Jessica asked.
‘Yeah,’ Byrne said. ‘That’s her.’