CHAPTER 3
Adaon
AT FIRST LIGHT the warriors made ready to depart. Taran hurriedly saddled the gray, silver-maned Melynlas, colt of Gwydion’s own steed Melyngar. Gurgi, miserable as a wet owl at being left behind, helped load the saddlebags. Dallben had changed his mind about not seeing anyone and stood silent and thoughtful in the cottage doorway, with Eilonwy beside him.
“I’m not speaking to you!” she cried to Taran. “The way you acted. That’s like asking someone to a feast, then making them wash the dishes! But—farewell, anyway. That,” she added, “doesn’t count as speaking.”
Gwydion leading, the horsemen moved through the swirling mist. Taran rose in his saddle, turned, and waved proudly. The white cottage and the three figures grew smaller. Field and orchard fell away, as Melynlas cantered into the trees. The forest closed behind Taran and he could see Caer Dallben no more.
With a whinny of alarm, Melynlas suddenly reared. As Ellidyr had ridden up behind Taran, his steed had reached out her long neck and given the stallion a spiteful nip. Taran clutched at the reins and nearly fell.
“Keep your distance from Islimach,” said Ellidyr with a raw laugh. “She bites. We are much alike, Islimach and I.”
Taran was about to reply angrily when Adaon, who had seen what happened, drew his bay mare to Ellidyr’s side. “You are right, Son of Pen-Llarcau,” Adaon said. “Your horse carries a difficult burden. And so do you.”
“What burden do I carry?” cried Ellidyr, bristling.
“Last night I dreamed of us all,” Adaon said, thoughtfully fingering the iron clasp at his throat. “You I saw with a black beast on your shoulders. Beware, Ellidyr, lest it swallow you up,” he added, the gentleness of his tone softening the harshness of his council.
“Spare me from pig-boys and dreamers!” Ellidyr retorted, and with a shout urged Islimach farther up the column.
“And I?” Taran asked. “What did your dream tell of me?”
“You,” answered Adaon, after a moment’s hesitation, “you were filled with grief.”
“What cause have I to grieve?” asked Taran, surprised. “I am proud to serve Lord Gwydion, and there is a chance to win much honor, more than by washing pigs and weeding gardens!”
“I have marched in many a battle host,” Adaon answered quietly, “but I have also planted seeds and reaped the harvest with my own hands. And I have learned there is greater honor in a field well plowed than in a field steeped in blood.”
The column had begun to move more rapidly and they quickened their steeds’ gaits. Adaon rode easily and skillfully; head high, an open smile on his face, he seemed to be drinking in the sights and sounds of the morning. While Fflewddur, Doli, and Coll kept pace with Gwydion, and Ellidyr followed sullenly behind King Morgant’s troop, Taran kept to Adaon’s side along the leaf-strewn path.
As they spoke together to ease the rigors of their journey, Taran soon realized there was little Adaon had not seen or done. He had sailed far beyond the Isle of Mona, even to the northern sea; he had worked at the potter’s wheel, cast nets with the fisherfolk, woven cloth at the looms of the cottagers; and, like Taran, labored over the glowing forge. Of forest lore he had studied deeply, and Taran listened in wonder as Adaon told the ways and natures of woodland creatures, of bold badgers and cautious dormice and geese winging under the moon.
“There is much to be known,” said Adaon, “and above all much to be loved, be it the turn of the seasons or the shape of a river pebble. Indeed, the more we find to love, the more we add to the measure of our hearts.”
Adaon’s face was bright in the early rays of the sun, but a trace of longing had come into his voice. When Taran asked him what was amiss, he did not answer immediately, as though he wished to hold his own thoughts.
“My heart will be lighter when our task is done,” Adaon said at last. “Arianllyn, my betrothed, waits for me in the northern domains, and the sooner Arawn’s cauldron is destroyed, the sooner may I return to her.”
By day’s end, they had become fast friends. At nightfall, when Taran rejoined Gwydion and his companions, Adaon camped with them. They had already crossed Great Avren and were well on their way to the borders of King Smoit’s realm. Gwydion was satisfied with their progress, though he warned them the most difficult and dangerous portion of their journey was to come.
All were in good spirits save Doli, who hated riding horseback and gruffly declared he could go faster afoot. As the companions rested in a protected grove, Fflewddur offered his harp to Adaon and urged him to play. Adaon, sitting comfortably with his back against a tree, put the instrument to his shoulder. For a moment he was thoughtful, his head bowed, then his hands gently touched the strings.
The voice of the harp and Adaon’s voice twined one with the other in harmonies Taran never before had heard. The tall man’s face was raised toward the stars and his gray eyes seemed to see far beyond them. The forest had fallen silent; the night sounds were stilled.
The song of Adaon was not a warrior’s lay but one of peacefulness and deep joy, and as Taran listened, its echoes rang again and again in his heart. He longed for the music to continue, but Adaon stopped, almost abruptly, and with a grave smile handed the harp back to Fflewddur.
The companions wrapped themselves in their cloaks and slept. Ellidyr remained aloof from them, stretched on the ground at the hooves of his roan. Taran, his head pillowed on his saddle, his hand on his new sword, was impatient for dawn and eager to resume the journey. Yet, as he dropped into slumber, he recalled Adaon’s dream and felt a shadow like the flutter of a dark wing.
NEXT DAY THE COMPANIONS crossed the River Ystrad and began bearing northward. With much loud grumbling at being kept from the quest, King Smoit obeyed Gwydion and turned away from the column, riding toward Caer Cadarn to ready his warriors. Later, the pace of the column slowed as the pleasant meadows wrinkled into hills. Shortly after midday the horsemen entered the Forest of Idris. Here, the brown, withered grasses were sharp as thorns. Once familiar oaks and alders appeared strange to Taran; their dead leaves clung to the tangled branches and the black trunks jutted like charred bones.
At length the forest broke away to reveal sheer faces of jagged cliffs. Gwydion signaled the company forward. Taran’s throat tightened. For a cold instant he shrank from urging Melynlas up the stony slope. He knew, without a word from Gwydion, that the Dark Gate of Annuvin was not far distant.
Narrow trails rising above deep gorges now forced the company to go in single file. Taran, Adaon, and Ellidyr had been jogging at the end of the column, but Ellidyr kicked his heels against Islimach’s flanks and thrust his way past Taran.
“Your place is at the rear, pig-boy!” he called.
“And your place is where you earn it,” cried Taran, giving Melynlas rein to strive ahead.
The horses jostled; the riders struggled knee against knee. Islimach reared and neighed wildly. With his free hand Ellidyr seized the bridle of Melynlas to force the stallion back. Taran tried to turn his mount’s head but Melynlas, in a shower of pebbles, slipped from the trail to the steep slope. Taran, flung out of the saddle, clutched at the rocks to break his fall.
Melynlas, more surefooted than his master, regained his balance on a ledge below the trail. Taran, sprawled flat against the stones, tried vainly to clamber back to the path. Adaon dismounted instantly, ran to the edge of the slope, and attempted to grasp Taran’s hands. Ellidyr, too, dismounted. He brushed Adaon aside, leaped down, and seized Taran under the arms. With a powerful heave, he lofted Taran like a sack of meal to the safety of the trail. Picking his way toward Melynlas, Ellidyr put his shoulder beneath the saddle girth and strained mightily. With all his strength, little by little, he raised Melynlas until the stallion was able to clamber from the ledge.
“You fool!” Taran threw back at Ellidyr, racing to Melynlas and anxiously examining the steed. “Has your pride crowded all the wits out of your head?” Melynlas, he saw with relief, was unharmed. Despite himself, he glanced at Ellidyr in amazement and not without a certain admiration. “I have never seen such a feat of strength,” Taran admitted.
Ellidyr, for the first time, seemed confused and frightened. “I did not mean for you to fall,” he began. Then he threw back his head and, with a mocking smile, added, “My concern is for your steed, not your skin.”
“I, too, admire your strength, Ellidyr,” Adaon said sharply. “But it is to your shame you proved it thus. The black beast rides in the saddle with you. I see it even now.”
One of Morgant’s warriors, hearing the clamor, had given the alarm. A moment later Gwydion, followed by King Morgant, strode back along the trail. Behind them hurried the agitated Fflewddur and the dwarf.
“Your pig-boy had no better sense than to force his way ahead of me,” Ellidyr said to Gwydion. “Had I not pulled him and his steed back…”
“Is this true?” Gwydion asked, glancing at Taran and his torn clothing.
Taran, about to answer, shut his lips tightly and nodded his head. He saw the look of surprise on Ellidyr’s angry face.
“We have no lives to waste,” Gwydion said, “yet you have risked two. I cannot spare a man or I would send you back to Caer Dallben this instant. But I shall, if this happens again. And you, too, Ellidyr, or any of this company.”
King Morgant stepped forward. “This proves what I had feared, Lord Gwydion. Our way is difficult, even unburdened with the cauldron. Once we gain it, I urge you again not to return to Caer Dallben. It would be wiser to take the cauldron north, into my realm.
“I think, too,” Morgant continued, “that a number of my own warriors should be dispatched to guard our retreat. In exchange I offer these three,” he said, gesturing toward Taran, Adaon, and Ellidyr, “a place among my horsemen when I attack. If I read their faces well, they would prefer it to waiting in reserve.”
“Yes!” cried Taran, gripping his sword. “Let us join the attack!”
Gwydion shook his head. “The plan shall be as I set it. Mount quickly, we have already lost much time.”
King Morgant’s eyes flickered. “It shall be as you command, Lord Gwydion.”
“What happened?” whispered Fflewddur to Taran. “Don’t tell me Ellidyr wasn’t to blame somehow. He’s a trouble-maker, I can see it. I can’t imagine what Gwydion was thinking of when he brought him along.”
“The blame is as much mine,” said Taran. “I behaved no better than he did. I should have held my tongue. With Ellidyr,” he added, “that’s not easy to do.”
“Yes,” the bard sighed, glancing at his harp. “I have a rather similar difficulty.”
THROUGHOUT THE DAY the company went with greatest caution, for flights of gwythaints, Arawn’s fearsome messenger birds, were now seen against the clouds. Shortly before dusk, the trail led downward toward a shallow basin set with scrub and pines. There, Gwydion halted. Ahead rose the baleful crags of Dark Gate, its twin slopes blazing crimson in the dying sun.
Thus far the company had encountered no Cauldron-Born. Taran deemed this lucky, but Gwydion frowned uneasily.
“I fear the Cauldron-Born more when they cannot be seen,” Gwydion said, after calling the warriors around him. “I would almost believe they had deserted Annuvin. But Doli brings news I wish I might spare you.”
“Had me turn invisible and run ahead, that’s what he did,” Doli furiously muttered to Taran. “When we go into Annuvin, I’ll have to do it again. Humph! My ears already feel like a swarm of bees!”
“Take heed, all of you,” Gwydion went on. “The Huntsmen of Annuvin are abroad.”
“I have faced the Cauldron-Born,” Taran boldly cried. “These warriors can be no more terrible.”
“Do you believe so?” Gwydion replied with a grim smile. “I dread them as much. They are ruthless as the Cauldron-Born, their strength even greater. They go afoot, yet they are swift, with much endurance. Fatigue, hunger, and thirst mean little to them.”
“The Cauldron-Born are deathless,” Taran said. “If these are mortal men, they can be slain.”
“They are mortal,” Gwydion answered, “though I scorn to call them men. They are the basest of warriors who have betrayed their comrades; murderers who have killed for the joy of it. To indulge their own cruelty they have willingly chosen Arawn’s realm and have sworn allegiance to him with a blood oath even they cannot break.
“Yes,” Gwydion added, “they can be slain. But Arawn has forged them into a brotherhood of killers and given them a terrible power. They rove in small bands, and within those companies the death of one man only adds to the strength of all the rest.
“Shun them,” Gwydion warned. “Do not give battle if it is possible to avoid it. For the more you strike down, the more the others gain in strength. Even as their number dwindles, their power grows.
“Conceal yourselves now,” he ordered, “and sleep. Our attack must be tonight.”
Restless, Taran could barely force himself to close his eyes. When he did, it was in light, uneasy slumber. He woke with a start, groping for his sword. Adaon, already awake, cautioned him to silence. The moon rode high, cold and glittering. The warriors of King Morgant’s train moved like shadows. There was a faint jingle of harness, the whisper of a blade drawn from its sheath.
Doli, having turned himself invisible, had departed toward Dark Gate. Taran found the bard strapping his beloved harp more securely to his shoulders. “I doubt I’ll really need it,” Fflewddur admitted. “On the other hand, you never know what you’ll be called on to do. A Fflam is always prepared!”
Beside him, Coll had just donned a close-fitting, conical helmet. The sight of the stouthearted old warrior, and the cap hardly seeming enough to protect his bald head, filled Taran suddenly with sadness. He threw his arms around Coll and wished him good fortune.
“Well, my boy,” said Coll, winking, “never fear. We’ll be back before you know it. Then, off to Caer Dallben and the task is done.”
King Morgant, cloaked heavily in black, halted at Taran’s side. “It would have done me honor to count you among my men,” he said. “Gwydion has told me a little of you, and I have seen you for myself. I am a warrior and recognize good mettle.”
This was the first time Morgant had ever spoken directly to him, and Taran was so taken aback with surprise and pleasure that he could not even stammer out an answer before the war leader strode away to his horse.
Taran caught sight of Gwydion astride Melyngar and ran to him. “Let me go with you,” he pleaded again. “If I was man enough to sit with you in council and to come this far, I am man enough to ride with your warriors.”
“Do you love danger so much?” asked Gwydion. “Before you are a man,” he added gently, “you will learn to hate it. Yes, and fear it, too, even as I do.” He reached down and clasped Taran’s hand. “Keep a bold heart. Your courage will be tested enough.”
Disappointed, Taran turned away. The riders vanished beyond the trees and the grove seemed empty and desolate. Melynlas, tethered among the other steeds, whinnied plaintively.
“This night will be long,” Adaon said, looking intently past the shadows at the brooding heights of Dark Gate. “You, Taran, shall stand first watch; Ellidyr second, until the moon is down.”
“So you shall have more time for dreaming,” Ellidyr said with a scornful laugh.
“You will find no quarrel with my dreams tonight,” replied Adaon good-naturedly, “for I will share the watch with both of you. Sleep, Ellidyr,” he added, “or if you will not sleep, at least keep silent.”
Ellidyr angrily wrapped himself in his cloak and threw himself on the ground near Islimach. The roan whickered and bent her neck, nuzzling her master.
The night was chill. Frost had begun to sparkle on the dry sedge and a cloud trailed across the moon. Adaon drew his sword and stepped to the edge of the trees. The white light caught his eyes, turning them brilliant as starshine. He was silent, head raised, alert as a wild creature of the forest.
“Do you think they’ve gone into Annuvin yet?” Taran whispered.
“They should soon be there,” Adaon answered.
“I wish Gwydion had let me go with him,” Taran said with a certain bitterness. “Or with Morgant.”
“Do not wish that,” Adaon said quickly. His face held a look of concern.
“Why not?” asked Taran, puzzled. “I would have been proud to follow Morgant. Next to Gwydion, he is the greatest war lord in Prydain.”
“He is a brave and powerful man,” Adaon agreed, “but I am uneasy for him. In my dream, the night before we left, warriors rode a slow circle around him and Morgant’s sword was broken and weeping blood.”
“Perhaps there is no meaning in it,” Taran suggested, as much to reassure himself as Adaon. “Does it always happen—that your dreams are always true?”
Adaon smiled. “There is truth in all things, if you understand them well.”
“You never told me what you dreamed of the others,” Taran said. “Of Coll or good old Doli—or yourself, for the matter of that.”
Adaon did not reply, but turned again and looked toward Dark Gate.
Unsheathing his sword, Taran moved worriedly to the edge of the grove.