“There’s just nothing keeping you here anymore, is there?” Tears ran down Hadrian’s cheeks. “I love you, buddy,” he said, and laid him back down.
Those watching fell silent as they listened to Royce’s breathing. It grew shallower and slower, fainter with each rasping in and out. Somewhere a bird sang, and the wind blew across the hilltop.
“Who is he?”
Hadrian heard a small voice disturb the silence.
“Mercy, shush,” the empress Modina said. “His name is Royce, now be quiet.”
Hadrian looked up suddenly.
“What?” Arista asked.
“Gwen,” he said.
“Huh?”
“Gwen told me how to save him.”
“She did?”
“Yes, something about… It was the last time I saw her—one of the last things she ever told me. I—I didn’t realize…”
“Realize what?” Arista asked.
“She knew.”
“Knew what?”
“She knew everything,” Hadrian replied. “I remember she told me what to do to save him but at the time I didn’t understand. Damn, I wish I had Myron’s brain!”
Hadrian took a breath and tried to calm down. “I was with her in The Rose and Thorn, at the table. Royce was there—no—no, he wasn’t—he was in the kitchen doing something. He was happy—happy about… about… the wedding! Yes, we were talking about the wedding and about how Royce had changed over the years. I felt bad taking him away from her and she said that he had to go or I would die.” He looked back toward the arena, where Irawondona’s body still lay. “She meant this. She saw this! But then she said something else. She said… Oh, what did she say?”
He struggled to remember her voice, her words: He’s seen too much cruelty and betrayal. He’s never known mercy. That was what she had said but then there was something else, something she wanted him to do. You have to do this, Hadrian. You have to be the one to show him mercy. If you can do that, I know it will save him.
“No,” he said, stunned. “Not show him mercy—oh god! She wanted me to show him Mercy!”
He leapt to his feet and grabbed the little girl standing beside Modina. She pulled back, frightened.
“Relax, honey. Don’t be afraid,” he said softly. “Just tell me your name.”
The girl looked at Modina, who nodded.
“Mercy.”
“No—no, what’s your full name?”
“Mercedes, but no one calls me that except my mother—at least, she used to.”
“What’s your mother’s name, honey?” Hadrian asked, his hands trembling as he held her.
“My mother is dead.”
“Yes, dear, but what was her name?”
The little girl smiled. “Gwendolyn DeLancy.”
“Did you hear that, Royce!” Hadrian shouted. “Her name is Mercedes.”
He kept shouting at him. “Elias or Sterling if a boy, right? But there was only one name for the girl, Mercedes. There was only one name because Gwen had already named her! This is your daughter, Royce! This is your and Gwen’s daughter! How old are you, sweetie? Five? Six?”
“Six,” she said proudly.
“She’s six, Royce. That would have been the year we spent locked up in Alburn, remember? Gwen took her baby to Arcadius. She probably didn’t want you to feel trapped, or maybe she didn’t want her growing up in a whorehouse. In any case, she knew she would die before introducing you to your daughter. That’s why she told me to. Royce, you have a daughter, you old bastard!” He reached out and took hold of Royce’s face. “Part of Gwen is still here! Do you hear me?”
“Is he my father?” Mercy asked, drawing closer. “My mother told me that one day I would meet my father and that he would take me to live in a beautiful place and I would become a fairy princess and a queen of the forest.”
Royce’s eyelids twitched.
“Now!” Hadrian told Arista, but it was not necessary. She was already chanting. The chanting quieted to a hum and then Arista went silent. She jerked abruptly and violently. Hadrian took hold of her. He had one hand on each of them as he prayed to Maribor. Every muscle in Arista’s body was taut and her head hitched as if she were being slapped. Then suddenly she shook and her breath shortened to gasps. The time between gasps grew until she stopped breathing entirely.
All around them the crowd stopped breathing as well.
“Royce!” Hadrian screamed at him. “She’s your daughter, and if you die, she’ll be an orphan, just like you! Are you going to abandon her and leave her alone like your parents did? Royce!”
Both bodies lurched in unison and they gasped for air. Arista, damp with sweat, laid her head against Hadrian. Royce breathed deeply, and slowly his eyes fluttered open. He did not speak, but his eyes focused on the little girl.
CHAPTER 28
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