‘Yeah. That’s what I mean.’
‘It started coming four years ago, give or take. I was about the age Tina is now. There’d be an envelope addressed to my dad every month or so. Never any letter with it, just the money.’
‘Five hundred dollars.’
‘Once or twice it might have been a little less or a little more, I guess. I wasn’t always there when it came, and after the first couple of times, Mom and Dad didn’t talk about it very much.’
‘Like talking about it might jinx it?’
‘Yeah, like that. And at some point, Teens got the idea I was the one sending it. Like as if. Back then I didn’t even get an allowance.’
‘If you didn’t do it, who did?’
‘I don’t know.’
It seems he will stop there, but then he goes on. Hodges listens peacefully, hoping Pete will say too much. The boy is obviously intelligent, but sometimes even the intelligent ones say too much. If you let them.
‘You know how every Christmas they have stories on the news about some guy giving out hundred-dollar bills in Walmart or wherever?’
‘Sure.’
‘I think it was that type of deal. Some rich guy decided to play Secret Santa with one of the people who got hurt that day at City Center, and he picked my dad’s name out of a hat.’ He turns to face Hodges for the first time since they got in the car, eyes wide and earnest and totally untrustworthy. ‘For all I know, he’s sending money to some of the others, too. Probably the ones who got hurt the worst, and couldn’t work.’
Hodges thinks, That’s good, kiddo. It actually makes a degree of sense.
‘Giving out a thousand dollars to ten or twenty random shoppers at Christmas is one thing. Giving well over twenty grand to one family over four years is something else. If you add in other families, you’d be talking about a small fortune.’
‘He could be a hedge fund dude,’ Pete says. ‘You know, one of those guys who got rich while everyone else was getting poor and felt guilty about it.’
He’s not looking at Hodges anymore, now he’s looking straight out of the windshield. There’s an aroma coming off him, or so it seems to Hodges; not sweat but fatalism. Again he thinks of soldiers preparing to go into battle, knowing the chances are at least fifty-fifty that they’ll be killed or wounded.
‘Listen to me, Pete. I don’t care about the money.’
‘I didn’t send it!’
Hodges pushes on. It’s the thing he was always best at. ‘It was a windfall, and you used it to help your folks out of a tough spot. That’s not a bad thing, it’s an admirable thing.’
‘Lots of people might not think so,’ Pete says. ‘If it was true, that is.’
‘You’re wrong about that. Most people would think so. And I’ll tell you something you can take as a hundred percent dead-red certainty, because it’s based on forty years of experience as a cop. No prosecutor in this city, no prosecutor in the whole country, would try bringing charges against a kid who found some money and used it to help his family after his dad first lost his job and then got his legs crushed by a lunatic. The press would crucify a man or woman who tried to prosecute that shit.’
Pete is silent, but his throat is working, as if he’s holding back a sob. He wants to tell, but something is holding him back. Not the money, but related to the money. Has to be. Hodges is curious about where the cash in those monthly envelopes came from – anyone would be – but he’s far more curious about what’s going on with this kid now.
‘You sent them the money—’
‘For the last time, I didn’t!’
‘—and that went smooth as silk, but then you got into some kind of jackpot. Tell me what it is, Pete. let me help you fix it. Let me help you make it right.’
For a moment the boy trembles on the brink of revelation. Then his eyes shift to his left. Hodges follows them and sees the card he put on the dashboard. It’s yellow, the color of caution. The color of danger. POLICE CALL. He wishes to Christ he’d left it in the glove compartment and parked a hundred yards farther down the street. Jesus Christ, he walks every day. A hundred yards would have been easy.
‘There’s nothing wrong,’ Pete says. He now speaks as mechanically as the computer-generated voice that comes out of Hodges’s dashboard GPS, but there’s a pulse beating in his temples and his hands are clasped tightly in his lap and there’s sweat on his face in spite of the air-conditioning. ‘I didn’t send the money. I have to get my dad’s pills.’
‘Pete, listen. Even if I was still a cop, this conversation would be inadmissible in court. You’re a minor, and there’s no responsible adult present to counsel you. In addition I never gave you the words – the Miranda warning—’
Hodges sees the boy’s face slam shut like a bank vault door. All it took was two words: Miranda warning.