SEVEN
WITNESS TOSSED AND TURNED all night. His mind played out the worst of scenarios, and the pain in his belly intensified. When the first streaks of light crept through the torn curtains, he climbed out of bed and pulled on his clothes. It was time to renew his search for Tombi.
He had nearly two hours before meeting his helpers at the school. In the meantime he’d go out on his own. He made himself a cup of strong tea, added milk and lots of sugar, and cut himself a thick slice of bread.
He was terrified. Over the past few years, several young girls had disappeared without a trace. Some said the girls were kidnapped for sex, but most whispered that it was for muti. Witness shuddered. The thought of his little girl being cut up . . . He cried out in anguish. What sort of man could do that to an innocent girl?
And what would he do if he lost her? What had he done to deserve this? First his wife, and now his beautiful daughter.
“No!” he shouted. “No, no!” He wasn’t going to give up. He was going to find her.
WITNESS WALKED TOMBI’S LIKELY route to the school. He looked for any hint of what had happened, but to no avail. The sandy shoulder had many tire tracks and many more footprints. There was no way he could know which were Tombi’s—if, in fact, she had been there. Then he walked back on the other side of the road with the same futile results.
When he reached his house, he called the police station to ask if they had any information.
“No, rra,” was the reply. “But I’ll send a constable over this afternoon to take a detailed statement. As we told you last night, we’ll only start searching tomorrow if we have enough men. It will probably have to wait until Monday.”
“But she may be dead by then!” he shouted. “You need to start looking today!”
“Sorry, rra. That’s impossible. I suggest you phone the hospitals in case she’s had an accident that hasn’t been reported to us. Goodbye, rra.” The line went dead.
Witness felt like throwing his phone at the wall.
He still had nearly an hour before the search party was going to gather at the school, so he decided to drive to the Princess Marina Hospital. The nurse at Admissions checked the records, but no one matching Tombi’s description had been admitted. She suggested that he call the two private hospitals in Gaborone and gave him their numbers. He called both, but neither had any information.
With a few minutes remaining, he stopped at a shop near his home, where he knew the owner. When he understood the situation, the owner sympathetically made a pile of copies of Tombi’s photograph. Witness thanked him and scribbled his phone number on one of the copies. “If you see her, please call me.”
WHEN WITNESS ARRIVED AT the school, he was grateful to see about twenty people waiting. Most of the helpers had brought sticks of some sort, either broomsticks or cut from a tree. Two women came up as soon as he climbed out of the car. He recognized them as the mothers of Chastity and Asakona.
“Oh, Rra Maleng. I hope Tombi is okay. We’re all praying for her.” Mma Ramotwa touched him on the arm.
“She’s such a lovely girl. Chastity doesn’t know what could’ve happened. They all left for home at the same time,” Mma Maboda said. “I’ve brought my husband and one of my neighbors to help. I also went to all the teachers’ houses, and some of them have come, too.”
Witness fought back his tears.
“Thank you.”
A large man with a bright shirt, shorts, and sandals walked over.
“Dumela, Rra Maleng,” he said, extending his hand. “I’m Charlton Tsimako, Zumi’s father. My wife cannot be here, so I have come in her place.”
They shook hands in the traditional manner.
“I’m a security guard at a bank,” Charlton continued. “I’ve had some training in searches. Let me help you.”
“Thank you,” Witness responded. “I have no experience. But I have something that will help.” He held out the packet containing copies of Tombi’s photograph. “I was able to make these this morning.”
The big man turned and shouted: “Dumela, everyone. Please come here so we can get started.” The group walked over to him.
“Thank you for coming to help. We all know how Witness must be feeling. So let’s get started.” He took the copies from Witness. “We’re going to break into groups. Some are going to go to every house between here and Witness’s home on Dutela Crescent. Show them Tombi’s photo and see if they saw her or saw anything unusual last night around five-thirty. Also ask at the tuck shops. There are several on the way. And see if any of the taxi drivers saw anything.”
He made four groups of two people each and gave them each a set of roads to cover. They took their copies and set off. “We’ll meet back here in an hour!” he shouted after them.
“The rest of us will search all the bush areas around here. We’ll start outside the school gates and check the big vacant area along Segoditshane Way. When we get there, we’ll form a line with about three or four yards between us. Use your poles to check under bushes or in long grass. We’ll keep doing that until we’ve covered all the areas around there. Then we’ll check along the railway line, even though that’s in the opposite direction.” He clapped his hands. “Let’s go!”
“Why aren’t the police here?” one of the men shouted.
“They say they’ll send a constable this afternoon,” Witness answered. “They don’t seem interested. They say kids often disappear for a few days.”
“Aaii,” one woman exclaimed. “The police never do anything. They’re useless. All they’re interested in is their paycheck. We can do a better job than them.”
They picked up their sticks and set off to start the search.
THE SEARCHERS KEPT A ragged line as they walked in the soft sand, sharing gossip and shouting encouragement. They poked clumps of long grass or crouched to peer under bushes. Even when they used their poles to move branches aside, thorns often managed to scratch their arms. Most difficult were the wag-’n-bietjie (wait-a-bit) bushes, with their thorns curved toward the center.
It took about twenty sweaty minutes for the line to reach the end of the first section of bush. After a few minutes’ rest, they moved to the next section and slowly worked their way back.
When they reached the school, several of the other groups had already returned and were standing in the shade of an acacia tree.
“Did you find anything?” Witness asked as he walked up.
Nobody had anything positive to report. No one had seen Tombi the previous evening, and no one had seen anyone or anything suspicious.
BIG MAN CHARLTON TOOK control again. He widened the area for the groups to go house-to-house and asked one of the men, who ran a small business, to make fifty posters with a photo of Tombi and Witness’s phone number. “When you’ve made them, staple them to trees and lampposts in the area. Maybe somebody will recognize her or remember something.”
Then he led the rest of the group to the next area where they would beat the bushes for any sign of the missing girl.
As Witness worked his way through the bushes, he became increasingly despondent. I’m never going to find her, he said to himself. She’s gone. What have I done to deserve this? He lifted his pole and smashed it against the nearest bush. And again, and again.
Charlton walked over and put his arm around Witness’s shoulders. “Have faith, my friend. If she’s alive, we’ll find her. And if she’s not, she’s in a better place.”
For just a moment Witness buried his face against Charlton’s chest. Then he pulled away.
“Let’s keep looking,” he said as he went back to his place in line. “Let’s keep looking.”
IT WAS NEARLY NOON when the remaining searchers assembled back at the school. There wasn’t a single lead, not a scrap of information that could help Witness find Tombi. She had disappeared without a trace.
“Thank you for your help, my friends,” Witness said to the group. “You did everything you could. I fear the worst. Someone has taken her. For what, I don’t know. Please pray for her; pray that she’s alive.” He wanted to add that otherwise they should pray that her death was quick and without pain. But he knew he’d choke on the words if he tried to say that. “And take care of your own children. Look after them. Protect them.”
When the others had left, Witness sat down under a tree outside the school gate and leaned against its trunk. He thought back to his wife, and the familiar feeling of sadness came over him. And anger. When had it happened? Who was it?
He thought they’d built a good marriage. They’d laughed and played together, and he’d loved watching Tombi grow from a little black ball, squirming in his hands, to a happy teenager, well on her way to becoming a woman.
Then came the shock—the night his wife told him that she was HIV positive. That he should get tested, too. He’d been devastated. And she refused to answer any questions, which made him furious. He had a right to know. She was his wife.
She was different after that night. The sparkle was gone, as were the energy and laughter. And a year later she died, a wasted shadow. He hadn’t known whether to be relieved or sad.
So he transferred all his love to Tombi. She’d filled the void. And hadn’t disappointed him.
But now she was gone.
He sobbed. It wasn’t possible. It wasn’t fair.
He continued to lean against the tree, head down, until he became aware that someone was watching him. He looked up and saw Gordon Thembe. He dropped his eyes again. Gordon was not one of his friends. He did odd jobs when he needed money, and otherwise hung around the shebeens drinking and chatting with his friends and women. Witness thought him lazy and unreliable. He wished the man would go away and leave him in peace. But Gordon flopped down next to him. “Courage, my friend,” he said. “Somehow she will be found.”
Witness grunted.
“You must try and relax, man. Keep calm. You’re no use to Tombi this way. Here, share this with me.” The man pulled a plastic packet from his jacket, removed a crinkled cigarette paper, and poured out some dried plant material. Witness guessed it was dagga, the local name for marijuana. He wanted to be angry with Gordon, to tell him to leave. But after all, the man had risen early to help search for Tombi. He shrugged. Gordon rolled the dagga in the paper and neatly sealed it by licking along the edge.
When the pungent smoke started to rise, Witness took the joint and inhaled deeply a few times. He coughed a little, but after a while felt the tension ease. As Gordon babbled about nothing in particular, Witness listened quietly, taking a drag from time to time, letting his brain unwind.
“They’re probably right,” he said at last. “Tombi will come home. I’ll be very cross with her!” That struck him as funny, and he giggled. Gordon chuckled, too, while he rolled another joint.
Suddenly Witness grabbed Gordon, almost pulling him over. “Look at that man!” He pointed toward the road, his hand shaking. “You can see he’s a witch doctor!”
Gordon looked at the shabbily dressed man walking along the road, perhaps looking for work. There seemed nothing unusual about him. He started to chuckle again.
Witness turned to him angrily. “Can’t you see? He’s changed himself into a man but he still has hyena fur! He’s a witch doctor. He has Tombi!” Witness clambered to his feet, but Gordon grabbed his arm.
“Witness, my friend, it’s just a man. He has torn clothes, not fur. No one is with him. Come, sit down again.”
Tense, Witness watched the man until he was out of sight. Then he collapsed back under the tree and smoked more dagga. He started to count the branches of the tree, but they kept moving, confusing him. He laughed aloud. He tried to explain the joke to Gordon, but he was laughing, too. Witness closed his eyes. It was much easier to count the branches that way. Gordon watched him for a few minutes while he finished the joint. Then he climbed to his feet.
“Witness will be all right here,” he said to himself. “He’ll sleep in the sun with good dreams.” He shook his head. “But he’ll wake again to his pain.” He rose to his feet and shambled away.
“ARE YOU ALL RIGHT, rra?” The young female voice seeped into Witness’s mind.
“Tombi!” He jumped up. “Tombi, where have you . . .” He stared at the young woman, dressed in a T-shirt and jeans, and the smiling man next to her.
“You’re not Tombi! You’re not my daughter.” His temper flared. “I’ve lost my daughter. How dare you pretend to be her!” He gave her a shove but was so unsteady that he nearly fell over and had to grab the tree for support. He glanced at the man and shouted, “You’re old enough to be her father! Leave her alone!”
The girl looked at him in surprise. “It’s a poster, rra,” she said hesitantly. “We’re putting up posters for the election. I was going to put it on the tree here. It’s just a poster.”
Witness shook his head vehemently. “You’re too young to have sex!” he shouted at her. “You’ll die of AIDS! That man could be your father!”
Still holding the poster, the young woman backed away, turned, and ran to a couple of other women taking posters out of the trunk of their car. She pointed at him. They talked for a few moments, stacked the posters back in the trunk, and drove away, shouting something he couldn’t hear properly.
Witness leaned against the tree and closed his eyes, his mind swirling.
WHEN WITNESS EVENTUALLY PULLED himself together, he decided to go home, grab some lunch, and then call the hospitals again. And the morgue. If there was no information, he’d go back to the police and make them do something.
As he drove home, he noticed that each telephone pole had a poster, but not of Tombi. One poster read FREEDOM PARTY. PUBLIC MEETING. SATURDAY. MOTSWEDI JUNIOR SECONDARY SCHOOL. 11 A.M. The next showed a picture of the handsome man who had been with the young woman. He smiled down at Witness, teeth glistening. VOTE FOR FREEDOM was splashed across the bottom.
“There’s nothing to smile about!” he shouted. “My daughter’s gone!”
But the man continued to smile, and Witness felt his eyes following him down the road.