“Wendell?” Holden said. “Report?”
“Caudel’s dead,” Wendell said. He didn’t sound sad about it. He didn’t sound like anything. “I think I broke my wrist. Anyone know where they came from?”
“Nope,” Holden said. “Let’s not assume they were alone, though.”
They retraced their steps, back through the long, wide passages. Past bodies of men and women they hadn’t killed, but who were dead now anyway. Prax didn’t try to keep from weeping. There was no point. If he could keep his legs moving, one foot in front of the other, it was enough.
They reached the bloodied pit after a few minutes or an hour or a week. Prax couldn’t tell, and all options seemed equally plausible. The ruptured bodies stank, the spilled blood thickening to a black currant jelly, the opened viscera freeing colonies of bacteria usually held in check by the gut. On the catwalk, a woman stood. What was her name? Paula. That was it.
“Why aren’t you at your post?” Wendell snapped when he saw her.
“Guthrie called for backup. Said he was gut-shot and about to pass out. I brought him some adrenaline and speed.”
“Good call,” Wendell said.
“Uchi and Caudel?”
“Didn’t make it,” Wendell said.
The woman nodded, but Prax saw something pass over her. Everyone here was losing someone. His tragedy was just one among dozens. Hundreds. Thousands. By the time the cascade had run all the way out, maybe millions. When death grew that large, it stopped meaning anything. He leaned against the nitrogen bath, his head in his hands. He’d been so close. So close …
“We have to find that ship,” he said.
“We have to drop back ten and punt,” Holden said. “We came here looking for a missing kid. Now we’ve got a covert scientific station halfway to being packed up and shipped out. And a secret landing pad. And whatever third player was fighting with these people while we were.”
“Third player?” Paula asked.
Wendell gestured to the carnage.
“Not us,” he said.
“We don’t know what we’re looking at,” Holden said. “And until we do, we need to back off.”
“We can’t stop,” Prax said. “I can’t stop. Mei is—”
“Probably dead,” Wendell said. “The girl’s probably dead. And if she’s not, she’s alive someplace besides Ganymede.”
“I’m sorry,” Holden said.
“The dead boy,” Prax said. “Katoa. His father took the family off Ganymede as soon as he could. Got them someplace safe. Someplace else.”
“Wise move,” Holden said.
Prax looked to Amos for support, but the big man was poking through the wreckage, pointedly not taking either side.
“The boy was alive,” Prax said. “Basia said he knew the boy was dead and he packed up and he left, and when he got on that transport? His boy was here. In this lab. And he was alive. So don’t tell me Mei’s probably dead.”
They were all silent for a moment.
“Just don’t,” Prax said.
“Cap?” Amos said.
“Just a minute,” Holden said. “Prax, I’m not going to say that I know what you’re going through, but I have people I love too. I can’t tell you what to do, but let me ask you—ask you—to look at what kind of strategy is going to be best for you. And for Mei.”
“Cap,” Amos said. “Seriously, you should look at this.”
Amos stood by the shattered glass cube. His shotgun hung forgotten in his hand. Holden walked up to the man’s side, following his gaze to the ruined container. Prax pushed away from the nitrogen bath and joined them. There, clinging to the walls of glass that still stood, was a network of fine black filament. Prax couldn’t tell if it was an artificial polymer or a natural substance. Some kind of web. It had a fascinating structure, though. He reached out to touch it and Holden grabbed his wrist, pulling him back so hard it hurt.
When Holden spoke, his words were measured and calm, which only made the panic behind them more terrifying.
“Naomi, prep the ship. We have to get off this moon. We have to do it right now.”
Chapter Eighteen: Avasarala
What do you think?” the secretary-general asked from the upper left pane of the display. On the upper right, Errinwright leaned forward a centimeter, ready to jump in if she lost her temper.