Part Four
Winter 2008
Elm
It was the strangest feeling. She would be fine. Hungry, tired, but fine. And then the world would turn upside down and that horrible feeling of her insides revolting, the organs contracting violently to expel the poison within, would take hold. She rarely made it to the bathroom, just looked for the nearest receptacle, sometimes missing even that.
Tired didn’t even begin to describe it. She’d heard people say they’d overdone it, but she had never really understood the feeling. However, with this pregnancy exhaustion would overwhelm her. Even her elbows felt bushed. She actually sat down on the floor of the crosstown bus (she wasn’t showing so no one offered her a seat) and rested her head on her bent knees until an elderly woman put a cool hand on her shoulder, asking, “Are you all right, dear?”
At home, watching her retch from the safety of the bathroom door, Moira asked, “What’s wrong, Mommy?”
“I think I have the flu,” she answered.
“Poor Mommy.” Moira rubbed Elm’s forehead the way Colin did when Moira was sick. Her hands were sticky with something—what had she snuck from the kitchen?
Elm and Colin had never spoken about what was happening with his job. It seemed like in the past weeks they had been living in shifts—they were never awake and without Moira. Elm was avoiding him, and wondered if he was avoiding her. What scared her was not that she didn’t know what was going on but that she had forgotten to be worried about it.
She longed to confide her secret to someone—Ian would be ideal, but she knew she couldn’t tell anyone. Her fantasies now involved pretzels and confession—sodium and some lessening of the burden.
It was after eleven as Elm turned the key in the front door and tiptoed gratuitously into the living room. After years of New York living, her family could sleep through fire drills, earthquakes, alien invasions. She set her purse down on the kitchen table and took off her shoes.
Thirsty, she took a container of orange juice out of the refrigerator and stood there drinking it from the carton. Then she became aware of movement behind her. She spun around guiltily, spilling some orange juice down the front of her shirt.
“Hey,” Colin said. His hair was comically disheveled. “How’d it go?”
“Fine. I hate those things.” Part of Elm’s duties as a board member of the New Jewish Institute consisted of glad-handing donors at galas that often ended late. She reached in for a piece of cold pizza. It had gone pale and slack, and Elm wondered what it was that made mozzarella look like dead flesh after refrigeration. How often did they eat pizza? Would it stunt Moira’s growth, being raised only on breaded chicken and tomato sauce? Would it hurt the fetus? She put it back down. “Why don’t you go back to bed?”
Colin turned obediently and sleepwalked back to the room. When Elm went into the bedroom, though, she could feel that Colin was awake, more so than he’d been a couple of minutes ago.
Elm pretended not to notice and took off her suit, hanging it carefully in the closet and then putting on her nightgown. She climbed into bed backward, trying not to wake him, but he rolled over toward her, not touching her. “How’d it go?”
“You asked me that already.”
“No, I didn’t.”
“It was good.”
“Brilliant.”
There was a pause.
“Elm?” Colin asked. He pitched his voice high. It contained concern and seriousness.
“Hmmm,” Elm said, answering but not encouraging. She was tired. She wanted to sleep.
“Are we all right, then?”
“Of course.” Even to herself Elm sounded disingenuous. She tried to change the subject. “Moira go to bed without fuss?”
“I mean …” Colin ignored her. “I just feel …” he trailed off.
Elm felt a sense of panic invade her again, welling up like an undulation of nausea. Without thinking, she said, “I’m pregnant.”
Colin sat up quickly. “Really?” He put a hand on her upper arm. She rolled over to face him.
“Yup,” she said. She watched his face break into a wide smile. Even in the dark she could see that his excitement was unfeigned.
“God, Elm, that’s … great, fantastic, stupendous! When? How do you …? Which?” He was unable to spit out an entire question.
“I think about four weeks,” she said. “I took two at-home tests.”
“Elm, I’m so happy. This is what we wanted. Wait, is it?”
“Of course,” she said. “How can you ask that?” She sat up then too, genuinely injured. Had she really been so hostile these past weeks?
“I’m just … I hope the timing is all right. When do you think? I mean, with my work …” He began to babble, a sign that he was nervous. Now she laid a hand on his thigh.
“June, I think.” She didn’t think. She knew. “I’ll go to the doctor in a couple of weeks. What do you mean, the timing?”
“I’m just worried about work, is all. Don’t mind me. I’m so excited. Do you think it’s a boy or a girl?” He put a hand on the small bulge of Elm’s stomach where the skin was slack and a roll of fat had accumulated.
“Who knows?” Elm said.
There are holes in a marriage, Elm thought, periods of time for which if you were drawing a graph of marital compatibility there would be an absence of data. These dispersals are gradual, like not noticing that someone you see every day is getting fat until you are apart from them and return to find a different person from the one you left. It finally dawned on Elm that she and Colin had been gradually wandering in different directions. When she got married, Elm thought, as all brides do, that it was Colin and Elm against the world. She had assumed there’d be secrets, but from others, not between them, or if there were they would be minor: hiding chocolate in a stash, not necessarily telling him that someone had tried to pick her up at the gym. She had never imagined the need to keep a secret from him and found it incredibly difficult.
The urge was upon her nearly constantly to tell him, not only because she wanted to unburden herself but because it felt like an itch, a continuous low-level irritation, a desire to blurt out what she was thinking. She began to censor herself, and the effort was so great that she cut down on what she was saying to Colin, and then eliminated all but the most essential conversations: What do you want for dinner? Can you take Moira to ballet on Saturday?
From there, she imagined, it would be but a short leap until she found herself emotionally estranged from her husband. And then he would crave intimacy and find it elsewhere. Cheating now seemed inevitable, the end of the divergent paths she and Colin were taking.
It might have helped if Colin had put a stop to the estrangement that wasn’t really an estrangement, but he was worried about his job (they had extended the merger period another three months, and whatever investigation was ongoing was moving glacially, but it felt like a stay of execution, not a pardon). She could see him searching for words with which to engage her. Recently, she had ceased to cede him any emotion. No matter what he said she would reply vacantly as though humoring a pestering child. A couple of times he said things that would have pissed her off just a couple of months before, but she had barely acknowledged that he spoke, let alone risen to the bait.
Elm had seen this in her own parents. Fighting, they’d at least declared their commitment to hating each other. When they quieted, finally, toward the end of Elm’s adolescence, she knew the marriage was over. They remained together, inhabiting two separate sections of the same house. Elm saw the same vacant cohabitation looming in her own marriage. She vowed to herself that she would break this pattern, clenching her fists to seal the promise.
Moira looked adorable dressed as a Trojan for the kindergarten reenactment of the Aeneid.
“Typical posh New York school,” Colin had scoffed, “forcing kindergartners to perform a book I wasn’t even aware of until university.” Still, he was there in the front row with the other parents digitally recording the play. Oddly, the still cameras were the larger instruments, with lenses better suited to shooting football for Sports Illustrated rather than elementary school thespians in a small church basement. The video cameras, on the other hand, were so small as to be nearly invisible, nestled in the palms of hands.
Elm sat toward the back with her friend Patty, who had a daughter Moira’s age. Elm was overheated, as she so often was these days, fanning herself with the program. Patty had a second daughter, eighteen months old, who kept squirming on her lap, shrieking when Patty refused to let her down. “Be quiet,” Patty kept saying, waving a teething ring in front of her, like she was coaxing a seal to do a trick. Elm looked at them, irritated. She had forgotten that toddlers were so willful, unable to say what they wanted or to make logical decisions. Ronan had jumped off the sofa at twenty-one months and hit his head on the ottoman. When he stopped crying, Elm left him for a moment to go throw the ice pack in the sink and he was up on the sofa, leaping again.
The piano music started and the shower curtain parted to reveal a dozen five-year-olds dressed in togas. The teacher stood to the side, her back to the audience. Elm struggled to pick out Moira, but it was difficult even to tell genders apart. And then she saw a child on the end whose unruly hair must be her daughter’s. She waved, though Moira didn’t wave back. She was concentrating on following the teacher’s choreography. Hands went up, hands went down, hands went up, and the children began to sing, something high-pitched and unintelligible. Five children came forward to form a front line and they held hands, spreading out. Then Moira’s row came through from behind, ducking under the joined arms. Then the process reversed and Moira’s line went back through the hands. She bumped into someone on her way backward and got confused, spinning in circles until the teacher pointed where she should be.
Patty was laughing, bouncing her daughter on her lap.
“They’re really cute,” Elm said.
“Cleo has suddenly developed a mouth on her like a sailor,” Patty said. “I think she’s getting it from the nanny. It’s not bad words, really, just, like, a bad attitude.”
“Does it come with eye rolling? Sometimes I say something so stupid that Moira can barely deign to roll her eyes.”
“God, they’re such teenagers already.… Hey, are you expecting?”
Elm blushed. “Yes, how did you …?”
“You keep fanning yourself. The last time I was that hot I was pregnant.”
“Yeah. I’m eleven weeks.”
“Congratulations!” Patty said. She wrapped her arms around her baby to clap at the end of the first number.
“We’re not really telling anyone yet, so … I’m getting a CVS next week. I figured after that …”
So far Elm felt completely different than she had during her other pregnancies. She hadn’t even known she was pregnant until her sixth week the first time, and when she found out she’d had more energy than she could ever remember having.
Michel had explained to her in his slithering accent. “The embryo is the same, but your body’s reaction to it cannot be predicted. You are how old now, forty-three? It is not the same, having a baby at thirty-four and forty-three. Also you maybe eat now differently? Different stress? All these affect the reaction to the pregnancy. You can only expect the same result, not the same process.”
She had had to switch OBs again, and she pretended to this one that she’d just gotten new insurance and was having trouble getting her previous medical records transferred. He, of course, suspected nothing. “Seems healthy,” he said. Elm always wondered if it took practice to be able to speak to someone while your hand was inside her, but all doctors seemed to take it in stride, commenting about the weather or summer camp with their finger up her vagina or palpating her breasts. Maybe it was a course they took, and Elm giggled to think of a classroom full of young med students chatting while patients tried not to move under their fingers.
Michel had insisted on the slightly risky CVS procedure, though her own gynecologist left it up to her. “Really, it’s your choice. You know the risk statistics, though they’re lower than the national average in New York and even lower in our practice.” How like New Yorkers, Elm thought, to consider themselves in a different data category than the rest of the United States. “But you are over thirty-five, so it is indicated.” Michel, meanwhile, had said that there was evidence, “anecdotal, not scientific,” of increased genetic mutations in clones. Diseases that hadn’t occurred to Elm, like Fragile X and DiGeorge syndrome, which occur in utero after conception as cells replicate.
Patty said, “My lips are sealed. Are you going to find out the sex?”
“We’re not sure. Appointment is on Wednesday and we’re still fighting about it.”
“Who’s for and who’s against?”
“Me, both sides, actually,” Elm said. “I can’t decide for the life of me.” Colin didn’t want to find out, but he left the decision up to her. Elm was worried that if she didn’t pretend to find out the sex, she would have trouble remembering to refer to the baby as both he and she.
“My husband refused to find out if Gina was a boy or a girl,” Patty said. “I had to keep it from him for, like, four months. Whenever he pissed me off I threatened to tell.”
Elm smiled, but her anxiety mounted. All she could think about was the amount of paperwork on her desk, and when and how to tell everyone she was expecting. She tapped her foot on the floor in time to the music to hide her frustration.
They went out for ice cream afterward at the parlor that was every kid’s dream: ruffles and hats and oversized parfait glasses filled with sugar-added candied fruits and sauces. Elm had one bite and had to put down her spoon, putting her hand to her mouth in case it came back up. She was confused. With Ronan and Moira she couldn’t get enough of ice cream; for a while it was the only thing she could stomach. Colin gave her a puzzled look when he saw she’d pushed the dish away. He said nothing, though; they were out with Patty and her family as well as another friend of Moira’s and his parents and stepparents and -siblings. Elm slid her sundae over to him and he finished it.
Moira fell asleep in the taxi on the way home, and Colin carried her into her room. Elm stayed in the bathroom, willing the nausea to stop. How was it possible that she was still feeling nauseated? Colin came in and said, “Moira asked for you.”
“Tell her I’ll be in in a second.”
“Are you all right?”
“I think so,” Elm said. She sat on the edge of the tub and rested her head in her hands. After a few minutes she walked back into the kitchen. She poured herself a glass of seltzer and drank it slowly, standing at the counter. She heard Colin close the door to Moira’s room and walk into the kitchen behind her.
He took the glass from her hand and sipped. She experienced a flash of annoyance. The familiar gesture felt like an example of his lack of consideration for her. Of course, he didn’t know what she was going through.
“Elm,” he said. “I have to tell you something.”
She froze, her heart stopping for a second, like being on an airplane as it suddenly drops. She couldn’t help but feel that this would be something catastrophic, something that they would never recover from. He would tell her a secret of the same magnitude as the one she was keeping. He was usually so silly. He had been serious only once, when he had proposed to her, and she had thought that he was going to break up with her. She admitted to herself now that even fourteen years later she wasn’t really able to read him.
“What?” she breathed.
“It’s about work,” he said. “I haven’t been completely honest with you. Or with anyone, really.”
“Did you … Have you lost your job?” Elm was surprised at the way her voice sounded: distant, unperturbed. It was like listening to a watery recording.
“Not yet.” Colin sat at the table. “Can we sit down?”
“Okay,” Elm said. She slumped into a chair and forced herself to look at him. He wore an expression of anguish, his face contorted by concern and anxiety. It was still the face she knew, nose slightly askew and a little too big for his face, the eyes close-set with nearly blond lashes. She recognized something of Ronan in his face and it would therefore never be the face of a stranger, no matter what happened between them.
“Federal regulators came by,” he said. “They’re issuing subpoenas next week.”
“So you’ll have to testify.”
“Yes …” He strung the word out. “I’m in a spot. Before he left, Al maybe wasn’t quite as forthcoming as he could have been. There were studies and he withheld some of the less positive data. It’s something pharma does all the time; it’s sort of a tacit agreement between the companies and the FDA. You’ve heard me say a million times that if we had to wait for FDA approval on everything, we still wouldn’t have a polio vaccine. I know it sounds like I’m justifying,” he said, cutting off the gurgle that was the start of a protest from Elm. “But really it’s true. If this country had f*cking national health care …” He broke off.
“So they asked me, the regulators, and I told them a … softened version of the truth. Now that I’m subpoenaed I’m going to have to come clean.” He paused. “I could be charged.”
Elm stuck her chin forward in disbelief. “Have you talked to Clint?” she asked. “What does he say to do?”
“I haven’t spoken with him yet,” Colin said. “This all happened Friday. But I have a call in to him to talk about the legal.… I wanted to talk to you first, Elm. I hope this isn’t …” He physically reached into the air to look for a word.
Elm provided nothing. “What if you stuck to your story?” she asked.
Colin shook his head. “It’ll be under oath. Besides”—he paused—“I think it will all come out, once it’s upended.”
It was just like him, Elm thought, to give the ethical reason for truth before the more practical one. This was one of the things about Colin she felt was so simultaneously endearing and infuriating, his insistence on living by principles in one of the most corrupt industries on the planet. That was what she had fallen for, his scrupulous adherence to the way he saw the world, its potential rather than its actuality.
This was the time, she knew. If she was going to tell him about the baby, this was the time right here. He was vulnerable. He had admitted a mistake; she could admit one too and they would be even. It would never again be this easy. “Colin,” she began.
“I’m so sorry, Elm. I don’t think … I didn’t think …” He grabbed her hands in his and lowered his face. She felt the warmth of his tears.
Her decision to tell him dissolved. She of all people knew what it was like to f*ck up and feel guilty about it. And here was a case in which he had f*cked up royally, so royally that it was possible, though not likely, Elm knew, that there would be major repercussions. If he cooperated now, nobody would bother prosecuting him. Still, Elm pictured herself enormously pregnant, taking the train to Sing Sing and waiting for visiting hours in a room with greasy handprints on the Plexiglas dividers. She freed one hand and put it on his head, ruffling his hair. She felt a wave of love, and a sense of relief remembering that he too was fallible, that mistakes and misjudgments were the hallmarks of humanity.
“It’s okay,” she said. “It’s all right. We all make mistakes.” We all lie, she could have added.
That night Colin wrapped himself around her in bed and slept with his hand on her stomach. She lay still, sleepless but comfortable, watching the lights travel across the ceiling and wishing she’d had the courage to admit her own secret. She could be sleeping now like Colin, soundly and righteously, instead of willing her breathing to be rhythmic, focusing on moving air in and out of her lungs to match her husband.
She realized that her opportunity for unburdening herself had passed. Now it was too late and she could never tell him, never tell anyone. The weight of this knowledge pressed on her and she rolled over, letting Colin’s hand slip over her hip to rest on the empty sheet between them.
Ian looked at her quizzically across the table. “You’re pregnant, admit it. Or admit that you’ve joined some weird cult. Otherwise there is no excuse for not ordering a martini.”
“What if I’m just not in the mood?” Elm asked.
“Impossible,” Ian said. “Admit the state of your uterus, or I’m ordering you a kamikaze and you’re chugging it.”
“Okay, okay, I’ll admit it, I’m pregnant.”
“Aha!” Ian said. “Congratulations!” But his voice was hollow. “How long have you known?”
So the lack of inflection was jealousy at being left out of the loop. “I couldn’t tell at work yet.”
“So I’m just work to you?” Ian sat back and grinned goofily, but Elm could tell that he was genuinely hurt.
“That’s right. You’re a rung on my ladder to success.”
“Stepped on, again!” Ian flung the back of his hand to his forehead.
Elm wondered if that’s how easy it was, if that’s what would put everything back to normal. She had dreaded telling him for weeks, worried about his reaction and his ability to keep it a secret. She didn’t want him to make a big scene, to turn it into a cause for boisterous celebration. He was prone to making everything into a big production, and Elm just wasn’t ready.
Wasn’t that the way of it, she mused. You worry so much about something and put it off and then it turns out not to be worth even a third of the anxiety. And then something you didn’t think would be important turns out to be a bigger deal than you thought, worthy of concern and strategy.
They toasted with seltzer water and Elm let herself smile, just a little, from the inside, instead of out of sheer muscular will. And then her chicken sandwich with garlic mayonnaise and roasted red peppers looked delicious and she ate it as if she hadn’t eaten in weeks. They even indulged in a chocolate soufflé.
After the CVS she spent a tense two days in bed waiting for the cramping and spotting to stop. They did, and the report came back: a boy (quelle surprise) and a clean bill of health. Elm let out a long exhale. The next hurdle was twenty-five weeks, the limit of viability, and then she could relax a bit, although not fully until week thirty-four, when he’d be full-term, but then not really until his actual birth, and even then not until he was past SIDS age, and then he’d be into skateboarding and rock climbing like Ronan. Who was she kidding? She would worry for the rest of her life.
Colin said nothing further about the situation at work. He said he didn’t want to worry her, and there had been a stay of execution while the investigators untangled some jumble of cords in other departments. Colin said he was doing nothing at work all day, playing Scrabble online with some insomniacs in New Zealand, reorganizing his files, exchanging jokes with coworkers in the canteen.
“It’s horrible, Elm,” he said. “Like it’s obvious that we’re going to starve so we’ll have to eat someone and we don’t know who it is. The fat guys are especially afraid,” he joked.
She scheduled a meeting with Greer for the following week. Everyone had to know she was pregnant, though. With this third pregnancy her abdominal muscles just gave up, stretching in anticipation of her growing belly. She was pinning her pants shut by the sixth week, and now, in her twelfth week, she was wearing full maternity gear.
She purposefully scheduled her appointment for the afternoon, when she knew that the sun streaming in Greer’s office window wouldn’t blind her. But she needn’t have worried. The day was overcast, gray like canvas had been laid outside the window. She sat down and attempted to make small talk. Was Greer going to the family estate in August?
“Yes, we’re all going up there. The kids are each bringing some monstrous friend. The mosquitoes have been unbearable these last couple of years.”
“They were always bad,” she said. “Down by the boathouse?”
“I suppose they were. And it’s really gotten hot. We’ve had to put air-conditioning in all the cottages. The main house is insufferable.”
Elm remembered many nights on the screened-in sleeping porch, praying for breezes and hoping her bed partners (there were always piles of cousins) wouldn’t move any closer, sweat pooling in any concavity. But she gave a sympathetic grunt.
“And, well, there’s this situation there, but I’ll tell you later.” He was doing it again, piquing her curiosity by bringing up something and then delaying telling her. It would probably be something completely uninteresting, but now she wanted to know. She knew he wouldn’t give her the satisfaction of telling her, so she didn’t give him the satisfaction of showing her curiosity. A silence descended.
“So,” Greer said. “To what do I owe the honor of this meeting?”
“You may already know,” Elm said, “but I’m expecting again.”
“That’s great!” Greer said. “I’m sure you must be very happy after …”
Elm’s face flushed. It absolutely infuriated her when people tried to suggest that someone could ever replace Ronan. But of course, she had replaced him.
“Can I ask you when you’re due, as a relative, not as a boss. I’m not sure I’m allowed to ask that legally, except as a cousin.”
“June,” she said.
“That’s when we’re ramping up for fall.”
Elm nodded. What was she supposed to do about it? It wasn’t like some sort of vacation she could postpone to a more advantageous time. “We’re always busy.”
“I suppose June’s as good a time as any.” Greer sighed. He jiggled his mouse and looked at something on his screen. This was WASP for “time to leave.” “You’ll work up until the date, yes?”
Elm stood up. “Unless doctors tell me otherwise.” She smiled. “Thanks for your consideration, Greer.” She sounded like the close of a business letter, but if he detected something less than genuine in her tone, he didn’t respond.
The e-mails of congratulations started pouring in. Having a baby was slightly more interesting in New York, where almost everyone, it seemed, had some sort of journey toward parenthood, either to China or Ethiopia or via infertility treatments. What Elm had been through was everyone’s worst nightmare, and now they wanted to believe it could be erased. Also, while everyone had been unable to help Elm, to share in her grief, they might be able to make up that lapse now, by celebrating the happy occasion. Elm had to insist on only one baby shower.
And then came the censorious looks. Elm had forgotten that when you’re pregnant you’re public property. People touch your stomach without asking, even when any visible roundness might be an accumulation of fat rather than the swell of fertility. Because you are a vessel that is carrying the Future of the World, your every move is scrutinized: Should you really be eating that? Sugar in pregnancy can lead to gestational diabetes, which can lead to obesity in the infant’s later life. That Diet Coke has caffeine! Phenylalanine can be neurotoxic to developing fetuses. Elm began to eat lunch in her office. She hid her diet Sprite in a Vitaminwater bottle.
It was really happening. It wasn’t just in her mind; people were starting to cede seats to her on the subway, smile at her on the street. Moira loved to lie on her, cooing baby talk to her belly button, drawing circles around it with her fingers.
Colin’s reaction Elm found more puzzling. He swung from the extreme solicitousness he showed during her pregnancy with Ronan (he scolded her for overexertion for merely bending to tie her shoes) to his laissez-faire “I’ve done this before” nonchalance with Moira (she’d nearly had her daughter at home, waiting for Colin to finish up his phone calls and take a shower). Sometimes he was gallantry incarnate, propping her feet with pillows, offering to take out the trash, letting her watch the dance competition television show that was her guilty pleasure. Other times he barely seemed to notice her. His snoring, which in addition to being annoying and a source of complaint was also a comfort to Elm, began to change. It grew erratic, staccato. Elm wondered if she was sending him mixed signals, excited and scared in such a complicated way that he was unable to understand how he was supposed to feel.
In early February, Ian showed up at her office door. Elm was snarfing an egg salad sandwich on white bread, shoving it down her maw before anyone came in to comment on fat content or salmonella. She held up a hand while she swallowed.
“Have you seen?” he asked.
“What?” Elm asked.
“Turn your computer on. Google Indira Schmidt.”
Elm did, and read:
Reuters, Paris, France—February 4, 2008. French police, in cooperation with United Kingdom law enforcement, today arrested Augustus Klinman, who holds a U.K. passport. Klinman, 66, is accused of creating and selling forged paintings and drawings for personal profit.
“Mr. Klinman has raised vast sums of money by selling fraudulent art,” said the head of regional Interpol, Sevier Becard, in a statement made today in Paris.
“He was able to perpetrate these acts by claiming that the pieces were found after the Nazi regime fell, and the works’ owners were either deceased or unable to be identified. While it appears he has indeed shared some of the profit with other families of survivors, this Robin Hood is still a criminal.”
Tobias Schnell, a spokesperson for Holocaust Survivors for Reparation of Stolen Art—a nonprofit organization dedicated to uniting Holocaust survivors and descendants with their families’ art—reached at his home in Frankfurt, Germany, said, “It is unfortunate that a criminal is using the tragedy of the Holocaust for personal profit. Those of us who deal with art stolen by the Nazi regime aim only to return it to its rightful owners or their heirs.”
The Nazis looted many homes in France, Austria, Germany, and Holland. Hitler and Goering, his commanding officer, took many of Europe’s greatest works for their own personal collections (and a planned Führermuseum). Other art that was considered “degenerate” was destroyed. Still more was injured beyond repair during bombings.
In 1946, the Monument Men, a group of American art lovers, found a trove of masterpieces in a cave in the Jura region of France. Since then, the idea that works by such artists as Rembrandt, Ingres, Picasso, Vermeer, and others might be hidden in cellars has captured popular imagination.
“There is definitely art out there that has yet to be returned to its owners, or is still unidentified in a hiding place since forgotten,” Schnell confirmed. “But to use it to perpetrate fraud is unconscionable.”
Even when art is authenticated, its owners are difficult to determine, as records didn’t exist or were destroyed. “This makes it exceedingly difficult to reunite art with its owners,” Schnell said.
Klinman, whose extended family perished in 1943 in Bergen-Belsen, was born in China and grew up in Leeds, England. He is unmarried and has no children. His lawyers made this statement: “These allegations are completely false. Augustus Klinman has done nothing illegal, and it is unfortunate that anti-Semitism so persists in this day and age that people are quick to condemn before evidence is presented.”
Police officials claim that Klinman had the art, mostly drawings, forged in Paris, though he seems to have had several international victims and clients. According to officials, who have yet to interview her, the internationally known ceramicist Indira Schmidt is a person of interest in this case.
Klinman’s arrest follows an intensive multiyear investigation into international art forgery rings in Europe.
Elm stared at the screen in disbelief. Klinman arrested? Indira a person of interest? Indira was innocent; she had to be innocent. But if she were a person of interest, sooner or later the investigators would come and speak to her about the drawings and paintings Tinsley’s sold on Indira’s behalf in the spring auction. At the very least it would cast doubt on the legitimacy of the drawings’ attribution. Elm could be implicated in the conspiracy as well. And if they found out about the drawings she sold with Relay …
She could do this. She’d had months of practice. “Wow,” she said. “That’s a scandal.” Her mind spun. Elm thought to herself: What do I need? Wallet, keys, phone.
“But her pieces last spring in the auction. The provenances were good, right?” Ian looked at her expectantly.
“Hmmm,” Elm breathed. They were decidedly not good. Flimsy, really. Mercat was given to her before the war and she kept it behind the sofa all those years? It threw everything into doubt. “I have to go,” Elm said. “I have a prenatal appointment.”
“That must be wonderful, to see the baby moving on the sonogram,” Ian said.
“Yes, it is.” Elm shut down her computer. Did Ian not see that Elm was hurrying, putting on her jacket, gathering her briefcase? “Can you hold down the fort?”
Ian spread his hands wide across the desk, bolting it to the floor. It was a quick gesture that would have been corny had anyone else done it, but he was fast enough to remove his hands to seem like he was parodying the type of person who would make such a stupid joke, even as he made it. “You’re in a meeting,” he said. “All afternoon.”
“You’re a peach.”
“Did you just call me a peach?” he called after her down the hall. “The PC term is ‘apricot-challenged.’ ”
A Nearly Perfect Copy
Allison Amend's books
- A Brand New Ending
- A Cast of Killers
- A Change of Heart
- A Christmas Bride
- A Constellation of Vital Phenomena
- A Cruel Bird Came to the Nest and Looked
- A Delicate Truth A Novel
- A Different Blue
- A Firing Offense
- A Killing in China Basin
- A Killing in the Hills
- A Matter of Trust
- A Murder at Rosamund's Gate
- A Novel Way to Die
- A Perfect Christmas
- A Perfect Square
- A Pound of Flesh
- A Red Sun Also Rises
- A Rural Affair
- A Spear of Summer Grass
- A Story of God and All of Us
- A Summer to Remember
- A Thousand Pardons
- A Time to Heal
- A Toast to the Good Times
- A Touch Mortal
- A Trick I Learned from Dead Men
- A Vision of Loveliness
- A Whisper of Peace
- A Winter Dream
- Abdication A Novel
- Abigail's New Hope
- Above World
- Accidents Happen A Novel
- Ad Nauseam
- Adrenaline
- Aerogrammes and Other Stories
- Aftershock
- Against the Edge (The Raines of Wind Can)
- All the Things You Never Knew
- All You Could Ask For A Novel
- Almost Never A Novel
- Already Gone
- American Elsewhere
- American Tropic
- An Order of Coffee and Tears
- Ancient Echoes
- Angels at the Table_ A Shirley, Goodness
- Alien Cradle
- All That Is
- Angora Alibi A Seaside Knitters Mystery
- Arcadia's Gift
- Are You Mine
- Armageddon
- As Sweet as Honey
- As the Pig Turns
- Ascendants of Ancients Sovereign
- Ash Return of the Beast
- Away
- $200 and a Cadillac
- Back to Blood
- Back To U
- Bad Games
- Balancing Act
- Bare It All
- Beach Lane
- Because of You
- Bella Summer Takes a Chance
- Beneath a Midnight Moon
- Betrayal of the Dove
- Betrayed
- Binding Agreement
- Black Flagged Apex
- Black Flagged Redux
- Black Oil, Red Blood
- Blackberry Winter
- Blackjack
- Blackmail Earth
- Blackmailed by the Italian Billionaire
- Blackout
- Blind Man's Bluff
- Bolted (Promise Harbor Wedding)
- Breaking the Rules
- Cape Cod Noir
- Carver
- Casey Barnes Eponymous
- Chaotic (Imperfect Perfection)
- Chasing Justice
- Chasing Rainbows A Novel
- Citizen Insane
- Collateral Damage A Matt Royal Mystery
- Conservation of Shadows
- Constance A Novel
- Covenant A Novel
- Cowboy Take Me Away
- D A Novel (George Right)
- Dancing for the Lord The Academy
- Darcy's Utopia A Novel
- Dare Me
- Dark Beach