“I want…” She gets up and comes closer, touching my chest. “You.”
I laugh. I can’t help it. Even if I wasn’t all-consumed with thoughts of Margo, Amelie leaves a bad taste in my mouth. “Not gonna happen.”
Her hand winds into my hair, and she pulls me down to her. I indulge her kiss for a second, watching her closed eyes. She makes some noises in the back of her throat.
I don’t feel anything. I shove her away.
She stumbles back, falling on her butt, and bursts into tears.
I sigh and open my phone, shooting off a quick text before recrossing my arms. “Who’s found me?”
Amelie pushes to her feet, glaring at me. “Who do you think?”
I shake my head. There’s only one person who Amelie would know about… one person with whom Amelie would know I don’t want involvement.
“Get out,” I snap.
“But—”
“No buts, Amelie.” Anger floods through me. “If you don’t leave right now, you’re going to wish you never set foot in here.”
She throws her shoulders back. “Don’t worry, Caleb. I already wish that.”
She stomps past me, up the stairs, and slams the front door shut behind her.
Eli comes down a split second later, whistling. “Wow. You doing Amelie behind Margo’s back?”
I grunt. “Fuck, no.”
“Then what did she want?”
I shake out my limbs. I need to go to the gym, work off some of this sudden anxious energy. She could ruin everything.
“Caleb.” Eli waves his hand in front of my face. “What did Amelie want?”
“To warn me,” I reply dryly. “Pretty sure she was looking for any excuse to come down here.”
Eli laughs. “Yeah, man. Sure. Warn you about what?”
I heave a sigh. May as well tell him. After all, I pretty much owe him for the rest of my life. Oh, but he’s going to freak out. “If you say a word of this to anyone, I’ll kill you.”
He nods. He’s used to my threats—takes them in stride and thinks something is off when I don’t threaten him.
“Margo’s mom is back in town.”
Eli pales. “Fuck.”
I nod, but it’s jerky. “She’s going to get in the way. I told her—”
“Doesn’t matter what you told her, man,” he answers. “You’re going to find out what she wants and escort her the fuck back out of Rose Hill.”
Yeah. Because it’s that easy.
If she finds out about Margo…
Game over.
21
My social worker, Angela, is in the kitchen when I come down the stairs.
I freeze for a second, eyes widening, before I force myself to keep moving. My head hurts, my stomach is rolling, but all in all—it could probably be a lot worse.
“Good morning,” Angela says to me.
I smile at her. “Been here long? You could’ve woken me.”
She cocks a brow. “I heard you had a late night. Stumbling in after curfew with a boy, drunk…”
The blood rushes away from my face. “Did they call you to take me away? It was one mistake—”
“No one is taking you away.” Angela rises from her chair and comes closer. “This visit was scheduled with them since last week. Okay? Calm down.”
I exhale.
“But…”
“Angela—”
“We’re concerned,” she says. “What’s up with this behavior, Margo? Does it have to do with your d—”
“No!” I pass her and open the cabinet, searching for a mug. Once I’ve poured and doctored a cup of coffee, I take a seat at the table.
She joins me, watching me with concerned eyes.
“Where are the Jenkinses?” I mumble.
“They elected to give us some privacy,” she says. “It’s just you and me. How are you doing?”
I heave a sigh. “Good, I think. It’s weird being back at school, with people I used to know…” I shake my head. Now’s not the time to get sidetracked by thoughts of Caleb. “I’m still getting used to the Jenkinses being so nice.”
Angela laughs. “From what I’ve heard, they think the world of you.”
“Probably not after last night.” I focus my gaze out the window.
“They know teenagers make mistakes.” She touches my wrist. “Apologize, and things will be fine. Don’t slip again.”
“I won’t,” I promise. I shift. “I do have a question for you.”
“Shoot.”
“Claire’s phone disconnected. I haven’t been able to reach her. Could you give her my number if I wrote it down?”
Claire, Hanna, and I were together at my last foster home. Claire is sixteen, and Hanna is twelve. They’re real siblings, which means… well, there was a higher chance that they wouldn’t get separated. The foster system wants them to stay together.
We knew, toward the end, that I would not be going to the same new home as them. There was no way. Two teenage girls are one thing—three are nearly impossible to place together.
Angela’s lips thin. “I can’t make any promises, Margo. But yes, if you write down how to get in touch with you, I can try to pass it along.”
I smile. “Thank you, Angela. Seriously.”
“No promises,” she repeats. “But I’ll do my best.”
We stand, and she wraps me in a hug. We’re usually a limited-contact type of relationship, and the moment surprises me. I hug her back, inhaling her warm vanilla scent.
She’s been the only stable person in my life for seven years.
“Take care,” she says. “And no more drinking. This is your only warning. Got it?”
“Yes, ma’am.” I hold back the urge to salute her.
I lock the door after she leaves. I lean against it, letting my head fall forward. I’m an idiot. Letting Caleb get me drunk—okay, well, that’s not really fair. Getting drunk and letting him take me home—that’s the mistake.
One that will not happen again.
I’m sitting on the couch when Lenora and Robert get home. They’re armed with groceries, and once the bags are put on the kitchen island, they come in and sit with me.
“You saw Angela?” Lenora asks.
I nod, biting my lip. Uncertainty wars inside me. Do I just blurt out an apology? Ease into it?
“Did you have any concerns? With us?” Robert’s eyebrows crinkle.
“No,” I say. “I just—I’m so sorry.” Blurting out an apology, it is. “I’ve never drank. I’ve never been drunk—”
“Margo.” Lenora frowns and reaches toward me.