Wicked Dreams (Fallen Royals, #1)



I want to laugh, knowing she’s not really sorry. She’s probably too excited and nervous at the prospect of Eli taking her.

Lenora calls up the stairs that my friend is here. My friend. I scoff at the mirror, straightening my sweater. It’s one of my newer purchases, and it’s as soft as butter. My other clothes are worn out in one way or another. A hole in the hem, a loose thread, a bleach stain. Luckily, the uniform at school hides my lack of clothes.

I go slowly down the stairs, not expecting Caleb to be right at the bottom. He’s wearing a long-sleeve black shirt with Emery-Rose’s gold logo on the breast, dark jeans, and a black beanie. His hair curls out from under it, like the hipster version of Channing Tatum.

He grins at me, all charm, and Lenora sighs from the other side of the room.

“You weren’t supposed to come in,” I say through my teeth.

“What was I supposed to do? Honk from the curb?” He frowns. “That’s not very nice of me.”

“Exactly. You’re not nice.”

He takes my hand and puts it on his arm. I curl my fingers around his biceps, kind of hating the formality of this, and he takes me over to where Lenora and Robert are standing in the kitchen.

“Ah, honey, that sweater is beautiful on you,” Lenora says.

“Thanks.”

Caleb looks me up and down. “It is nice to see you outside of our uniform.” And then he reaches out and shakes Robert’s hand. “Nice to see you both,” he says. “We’ll be on our way. Does Margo have a curfew?”

There he goes using my name again. It does weird things to the butterflies in my stomach.

Lenora and Robert glance at each other.

“Oh,” she says, “this is the first time we’ve had to discuss it. What do you think, Rob?”

“Midnight? Is that too late? Too early?” He laughs.

I shift on my feet, eager to be gone.

“Only too late if she’s secretly Cinderella,” Caleb says. “I’ll get her back by then.”

“Have fun!” Lenora wraps her arm around Robert’s waist.

I barely have time to wave before Caleb has steered me outside.

I slide into the passenger seat of his Audi, trying to hold back my…

Anticipation?

Fear?

Whatever it is, it coils in my stomach like a living thing.

Caleb gets in the driver’s seat. “Want to drive?”

“No.”

“Why not?” He starts the car, the engine turning over with a soft purr. “Afraid you wouldn’t be able to handle her?”

“It’s not that.” I look out the window.

“Tell me.”

His hand touches my thigh. He finger-walks his hand higher, a devilish smile on his face. We’re still in the driveway. My foster parents are right there, probably peeking out from the window.

“Stop.” The coiling heat in my stomach moves lower.

“Do you mean that?”

I shiver.

“Margo.”

His eyes are dark. They always seem to be dark when he does wicked things to me. His finger touches me through my jeans, and I clench my muscles at an unfamiliar ache.

“I can’t drive,” I blurt out. Anything to stop the movement. It’s torturous, just on the edge of not enough.

He pauses. “Really.”

“What, do you think a foster parent would’ve taught me?”

He withdraws his hand, and I relax into the leather seat. He pulls out of the driveway. He has a contemplative expression. Maybe he’s going to ask—sooner or later, everyone asks.

What’s it like?

Don’t people want you?

Why hasn’t someone adopted you?

He gets to the end of our street and turns in the opposite direction of the school. I look over at him, my eyebrows rising. “Where are we going?”

He shrugs. “Coach forbade me from going to the game.”

I scowl. “You tricked me.”

“No, I just…” He yanks off the beanie, tossing it into his backseat. “I couldn’t not show up. Especially since Riley wasn’t coming for you.” He laughs as, unbeknownst to him, my dreams of seducing his friend go down the drain. “Imagine what a terrible third wheel you would’ve been. I saved you from that, love.”

“What do I have to do to stop you from calling me that?” Defeat rings through me. I’d probably do whatever he wanted tonight, just to get the world to stop.

It’s too much. Lenora and Robert are great, but I miss my own parents. There was a time we were happy—Mom and Dad and me. We’d go to the park and have picnics on borrowed blankets, they helped me with my homework and tuck me in at night. Mom read magical stories to me, and Dad checked my closet for ghosts.

Or demons.

If only he was here to protect me from Caleb.

“Why does it bother you?” he asks. “It’s just a name. Better than Sheep, I’d imagine. Although, dear Margo, I must say, you’re still acting like a scared little sheep.”

I shake my head. “I’m not. I’m standing up to you.”

He chuckles. “I’ll let you know when you actually stand up. Until then…”

We pull into the entrance of a park. It’s the same one my parents used to take me for picnics. It’s also…

I close my eyes.

It’s where Dad was arrested.

“Why did you bring me here?”

He turns off the car. “To relive the past.”

“But not all of it,” I whisper. “Just the hard parts.”

“Yes.” He gets out and circles around, opening my door.

He’s smart: I would’ve just stayed here.

He grabs my hands and takes me out by force. “Show me. I wasn’t here, after all.”

I shudder.

“You weren’t,” I agree. “It was…”

The worst day of my life.

Mom was already gone, and Dad must’ve wanted peace and quiet before the next step. Before the other shoe dropped on our family.

He releases me as I start to walk. It’s like there’s a ten-year-old Margo guiding me to the exact spot. We were sitting on a bench overlooking the pond. The running path was behind us. The sound of footsteps hitting the dirt wasn’t out of place in my memory.

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