He wondered what Roksana was doing at that moment. Probably sitting in class, listening to the teacher with a skeptical ear. He went back to the day she’d taken him home. He pictured her leading him into the living room and talking over lunch. Her soft hand slipping his aunt’s address to him. The way her T-shirt narrowed at her waist.
His mind jumped to Mimi, a very different girl, if she could be called that. Her skin, her legs, her chest. It was more than he had ever before seen of a woman. A woman of innocence and shame. Beyond the smoky eye shadow settled into the creases, the smell of cigarette smoke on her clothes, and the tossed-about look on her face, Saleem could see a sweetness to her. He saw it in the way she pursed her lips or sat with her chin propped on her palm.
Saleem had not known girls like these. Just thinking about them made him feel like more of a man, as little sense as that made.
NIGHT CAME AND SALEEM FOUND HIS WAY BACK TO THE DIMLY lit street. He did not see Mimi. He saw other girls, girls of all hues, wearing short pants or ruffled skirts, masking their ennui with coquettish postures. He kept his distance.
He sat on the front steps of an abandoned building. His watch read nine o’clock. A few cars drove by, slowly. From where he sat, he could see the streetlamp under which they’d met. He would wait, he decided.
Thirty minutes later, a car pulled up. The passenger-side door opened, and one pale leg after another, Mimi emerged. She closed the door behind her just as the car began to peel away. She adjusted her skirt and stepped back onto the sidewalk gingerly, her ankle still tender.
She wore a jade-colored top and white skirt that shimmered under the glow of the streetlamp. Saleem stood and walked toward her. She saw him approaching from afar but acted coolly.
“Mimi,” Saleem said nervously. He kept his hands in pockets, not knowing what else to do with them.
“You come back.”
By the way she said it, Saleem could tell she had not expected him to nor was she particularly thrilled that he had.
“Yes. Your foot. Is it okay?”
She nodded. Maybe she regretted telling him to return.
Saleem spoke quickly, before she could tell him to leave. “Can you take me to this man? The man who can send me to France?”
“It is bad idea. Sorry. Maybe is better you find your way.”
The hope she’d kindled in him last night had grown into a full blaze. She was hesitant. Saleem was not.
“Please, I need help. I must go England . . . for my family. For my mother, my sister, my brother.”
Mimi winced at the mention of family. She put a hand on her hip and took a quick glance behind her.
“I do not know what happen. These people sometimes in dangerous places. You have come to Italy alone. I think you go now and find your way, like everyone. You can. No one watch you or hold you here.”
“Mimi, please,” he beseeched.
“It is not good idea,” she said softly.
“I have nothing,” Saleem said simply. “I need this.”
He had more than she did, Mimi knew. She envied the chance he could take—the chance she, as a caged bird, could never take. She relented, having given him ample warning. Whatever happened after this moment would not be on her conscience.
“I show you. But you not say my name.”
Saleem agreed readily. A ring. She hurriedly reached into her small handbag and pulled out a mobile phone. She spoke with someone briefly, her eyes roving the street as she talked. She sounded nervous, obedient.
“We go quickly.”
He followed her lead. She told him she would lead him to an apartment building and, from there, Saleem would have to approach the man and ask for assistance on a passage to France.
Finally, Saleem thought, I am getting somewhere.
His relief was short-lived.
They had walked but a few moments when a steel-gray car whipped around a corner and screeched to a stop in front of them, nearly hopping the curb. They jumped back and Mimi went toppling over, her foot already unsteady. Saleem reached out to help her, and she took his hand.
“You are customer,” she whispered quickly. Her voice trembled.