Hours passed. A latrine in the corner collected their waste. The air burned with the sharp smell of ammonia. Two men sobbed, not bothering to hide their faces. Dignity had been lost long ago.
Saleem closed his eyes. One or two at a time, the refugees were taken out of the holding room and led into an interview room. Some people came back and others did not. Saleem was not sure which to hope for. When a guard pointed at Saleem, he stood and followed him down the hall. He was instructed to take a seat at a small table. The police officer in front of him looked from Saleem to the document on the table.
Keep your answers the same. Remember what you told them in Greece.
The questions started. Saleem was now familiar with the process.
Where did you come from? Why did you leave Turkey? What were you doing in Greece? Who was traveling with you? How old are you? The truth—what is your age?
I am from Afghanistan. I do not want to be refugee in Turkey or Greece. I am alone. I am fifteen.
For the most part he was able to respond to their questions in Turkish, the rest he filled in with English. This seemed to entertain the officer.
Fifteen? Hmph. The same suspicious sneer. Why did you leave your country?
Saleem decided to be forthright with them, selectively.
I want to go to England. My country, there are Taliban. They are dangerous. We had no money, no school, no work. They are killing people.
Were they thinking of sending him back? He could not go back. He would not survive there on his own.
Are you a soldier?
Soldier? No! I was a student. My father was engineer. They took my father and . . . they kill him.
Saleem’s heart broke to say the words. They looked dubious. He’d been herded and poked at like livestock and still they wanted more.
You do not want to be in Turkey?
Saleem shook his head.
But you speak some Turkish.
Saleem nodded, unsure if this would help or hurt him.
Do you know anyone here in Turkey? Did you live here?
These questions were trickier. Saleem told the officer he had met some boys, but he did not know where they were. He had lived in a small town and worked on a farm but he did not remember where that town was. He did not want to go back there, he assured the police.
The officer left and then returned with another man. They stood outside the door to the room and spoke quietly. Saleem could not hear what they were saying nor could he read the enigmatic expressions on their faces. Had he made a mistake in his answers? Did they think he was lying? What were they deliberating?
His head ached. The combination of human odors, hunger, and cigarette smoke had brought on a throbbing headache. He was tired and felt the chair pushing against his bones.
They entered together.
You must leave Turkey.
Saleem nodded.
You must not return to Turkey. And if you are arrested somewhere else, you must tell them you have never been to Turkey. Do not speak Turkish. You speak some English. That is enough for you.
Saleem was uncertain what their warnings meant. It almost sounded as if they were going to blindfold him, spin him around a few times, and push him off into the unknown. Were they sending him back to Greece? Iran? The officer was not pleased with Saleem’s reticence. He may have mistaken it for something else.
He took one broad step in and slapped Saleem against his temple.
Saleem suddenly became very afraid.
If you are found again in Turkey, it will be a very unpleasant experience for you.
Slap. Saleem’s ear throbbed. He kept his head bent.
Do you understand what I am telling you? You speak Turkish, no? Why do you not want to speak now?
I understand, Saleem managed to get out.
An officer grabbed him again by the elbow and led him quickly and brusquely through the hallways and out a door. Saleem stumbled, staggering to keep his footing.
The sunlight burned his eyes. His hand went up reflexively.
He felt one firm blow to his backside and he was on the ground. Another boot hit his left rib cage and dirt flew into his open mouth.
Maybe you really are fifteen years old. You fall like a boy, not a man.
One officer laughed.