An hour later, Ethan closed the tailgate and the back hatch.
He returned the rifle to the gun rack.
He draped himself across the hood, saltwater burning his eyes.
The light down here in the gloom of the forest was nearly gone.
It was so quiet he could hear his heart pounding against the metal.
When he could breathe normally again, he stood.
He’d been hot, but now the sweat felt clammy and chilled his skin.
“What the hell are you into?”
Ethan spun.
Pam stood peering through the tinted glass into the back of the Bronco, as if she’d materialized out of nothing.
Wore tight-fitting blue jeans that showed her figure and a red tank top, her hair pulled back into a ponytail.
Ethan studied her trim waistline.
She wasn’t armed as far as he could see unless she was packing something compact in the small of her back.
“You checking me out, Sheriff?”
“Do you have a weapon?”
“Oh, right, that’s the only reason you’re ogling me.”
Pam lifted her arms over her head like a ballerina, went up on point in her tennis shoes, did a little twirl.
She didn’t have a weapon.
“See?” she said. “Nothing in these jeans but little old me.”
Ethan pulled the pistol out of his holster, held it at his side.
Alas, empty.
“That’s a big gun, Sheriff. You know what they say about guys with big guns.”
“It’s a Desert Eagle.”
“Fifty caliber?”
“That’s right.”
“You could kill a grizzly bear with that beast.”
“I know what you did to Alyssa,” Ethan said. “I know it was you and Pilcher. Why?”
Pam ventured a step toward him.
Eight feet away.
She said, “Interesting.”
“What?”
“I’ve now closed the distance between us. Two steps—two big steps—and I could be all up in your personal space, and yet you haven’t even threatened me.”
“Maybe I want you in my personal space.”
“I made myself available to you and you would rather fuck your wife. What’s bothering me, the rub if you will, is that you’re a pragmatist.”
“I’m not following.” But he was.
“A man of few words and less bullshit. One of the things about you that make me want you. I’m going to go out on a limb and say that if there were any bullets in that gun, you’d have drawn down on me at first sight and wasted my ass. I mean, that’s really your only move at this point, right? Am I onto something?”
She took another step toward him.
Ethan said, “There’s something else you haven’t considered.”
“Oh?”
“Maybe I want you in my personal space for another reason.”
“And what might that be?”
Another step.
He could smell her now. The shampoo she’d used this morning.
Her minty breath.
“Shooting is so impersonal,” Ethan said. “Maybe instead of that, I want to pin you down and beat you to death with my bare hands.”
Pam smiled. “You had that chance before.”
“I remember.”
“You got the jump on me. Wasn’t a fair fight.”
“For who? I was drugged, for fuck’s sake.”
Ethan raised the pistol and pointed it at her face.
She said, “That’s a big hole at the end of that gun.”
Ethan thumbed back the hammer.
For a beat—hesitation in her eyes.
She blinked.
Ethan said, “Think long and hard. Out of all the moments you’ve experienced, is this the one you want to be your last? Because it’s heading fast in that direction.”
She was wavering.
Not exactly fear in her eyes, but uncertainty.
Disdain for a situation she was not controlling.
Then it passed.
That steel resolve returning.
A smirk curled her lips.
She had balls. No way around that fact. She was about to call his bluff.
When her mouth opened, he squeezed the trigger.
The hammer snapped down into the firing pin.
Pam flinched—a split second of am-I-dead self-doubt.
Ethan spun the pistol in his hand, gripped it by the barrel, and swung with everything he had, four point five pounds of Israeli-made steel on a collision course with her skull, and it would’ve smashed it in, but Pam weaved at the last conceivable second.
As the momentum of Ethan’s swing turned him sideways, she hooked him in the kidney with a blow of such stunning and direct force it brought Ethan to his knees, a bright release of incendiary pain flashing through his lower back, and before he could even fully appreciate that pain, she punched him in the throat.
He was on the ground, face against the forest floor, world askew, and wondering if she’d crushed his trachea because he couldn’t draw breath.
Pam squatted down in front of him.
“Don’t tell me it was that easy,” she said. “I had this all built up in my mind, you know? But two shots and you’re asphyxiating on the ground like a little bitch?”
He was fading, his vision igniting with oxygen-deprived pyrotechnics.
There.
Finally.
Right on the cusp of uncontrolled panic, something gave.
A trickle of precious air slid down his throat.
He tried not to let on.
Made his eyes bug out as he inched his hand into his back pocket.
The Harpy.
“As you lay there suffocating, I want you to know something.”
Ethan worked his thumb into the hole in the blade.
“Whatever you were trying to pull off, you failed, and Theresa and Ben…”
He produced a wet, choking sound that made Pam smile.
“What I do to them will make what we did to Alyssa seem like a day at the spa.”
He flicked the blade open and shoved it straight into Pam’s leg.
It was so sharp, he only knew he’d aimed well when she gasped.
He turned his wrist, turned the blade.
Pam shrieked and jerked back away from him.
Blood darkened her jeans, ran down over her shoe, into the pine needles.
Ethan struggled to sit up.
Came painfully to his feet.
His kidney was throbbing but at least he could breathe again.
Pam was dragging herself away from him with her good leg, seething, “You’re dead! You’re fucking dead!”
He picked up the Desert Eagle and followed her.
As she screamed at him, he bent over and brought the heavy pistol down on the back of her head.
The forest was quiet again.
The evening gone deep blue.
He was fucked.
Absolutely fucked.
How long could Pam be AWOL before Pilcher sent out a search party? Strike that. There wouldn’t even be a search. He’d just dial in on her chip and come right to the fence.
Unless…
With the Harpy, Ethan cut out a large swath of Pam’s jeans, exposing the back of her left leg.
A shame she couldn’t be conscious for this.