13
I AM THE LAST TO WAKE, BESIDES THE SUN, WHICH still hides beneath cloud blankets and makes them glow like embers. I cannot move. Every muscle in my body screams with pain, even the ones I didn’t think I’d used, like the ones in my toes. Groaning, I gently ease myself up and peer toward the east. Several wagon circles lie two or three hundred yards farther down the river, small as bracelets. There’s no movement on the trail.
A few feet away, Andy pulls her needle through the hem of her coat. She doesn’t notice me yet. Her top teeth clamp down on her tongue as she works. Cay and West sit with their backs to me. In front of them, the horses graze on their breakfast as Peety wanders among them, murmuring assurances and rubbing noses.
West writes in a journal, though by the flicks of his wrist, I think he’s actually sketching. Craning my neck, I make out an incomplete drawing of his horse, the sorrel, Franny. A quarter horse like Princesa, Franny wears a blond coat with no dark spots and a flaxen mane. Assuming they do sell horses at Fort Kearny, they won’t be as fine as these. West’s drawing is remarkably true to life, and full of motion, the muscles and sinew rendered in complicated hatch marks and shading. Only an artist could reproduce an animal so convincingly.
Peety scratches Franny’s withers, causing her to nicker and blow out her lips. “Mi reina, eres la fuente de mi ser. Te quiero con toda mi alma.” My queen, you are the fountain of my being. I love you with all of my soul. He kisses Franny on the nose.
West looks up from his journal. “I’m a jealous man, Peety.” He closes his journal and slides it into his shirt pocket, then gets to his feet. “Come here, Franny.” He clicks his tongue, but she does not budge.
Peety’s full lips thin into a grin. “Can I help it if the ladies love me?”
“’Cause ya smell like horse, that’s why,” says West.
Peety smirks. “Oh no, mi amigo, not smell like a horse. Built like a horse.” He taps his pelvis and then notices me. “Mira, Chinito’s not dead after all. You need some help, my friend?” He walks toward me, arm outstretched, but I wave him off.
“I’m fine.”
Despite the vaquero’s initial aloofness, I find him to be the most warmhearted of the three boys, one eye always watching out for Andy or me as if we were part of the remuda.
I try not to wince as I start to stand. Quickly, Andy replaces her needle in her saddlebag. “We’ve got to come up with something better than berry-picking,” she whispers as she helps me up.
All three boys are watching us. I clear my throat. “It is not custom for Chinese and, er, Africans to make water in public. In fact, it’s disrespectful to . . . our ancestors.”
Andy nods as she holds herself tightly.
West glances at Cay, who looks at Peety. Just when I think my teeth are going to crumble from clenching them so long, Cay, chewing a carrot, says, “Where you wet the weeds is your personal business, boys. Me here, I just try not to stand by Peety. He drips on his boots most the time. It’s disgusting.”
I follow Andy to the river. Unlike mine, today her gait is even, with no hint of saddle soreness. Either she’s good at hiding her pain or she has legs of iron. We duck behind a cluster of high grass tinged purple on the ends. The air no longer feels damp, but the morning is already warm, even with no sun out.
“You did well yesterday on Princesa,” I say. “I think you’re catching on.”
“You mean hanging on. That was like riding a witch’s broomstick. But look at what I did with my witch’s cape.” She unbuttons her coat and holds open the flaps.
Vent holes have been cut under the arms and finished with a whipstitch. She turns around. “And the back.” I run my hand along the center of the rough fabric and find more vent holes hidden in the seam. There’s even an opening underneath the collar.
“Ingenious,” I say.
“What’s that mean?”
“Very clever.”
She snorts. “If I was real ingenious, I wouldn’t get back on that four-legged death trap.”
“Once we get to Fort Kearny, we can get horses of our own.”
She nods. “Be even better to keep on with these boys and get the horses. That Cay’s gonna keep you well fed as long as there’s girls on the trail.”
“You can’t be thinking about leaving so soon?”
“No, not yet. But Harp Falls might come up sooner than later.” Her mouth twists into a smile and she knocks her hand against mine. “Don’t worry, Sammy. I won’t go without telling you.”
That doesn’t reassure me much. We’ve only known each other a few days, but I can’t imagine life on this trail without her. I chew on my lip. Maybe I’ll find Mr. Trask before Harp Falls. He’ll share Father’s plans with me and return Mother’s bracelet, freeing me to help Andy search for Isaac.
“Besides, that waterfall’s probably not for miles and miles,” Andy says lightly. “You might have to put up with me longer than you think.”
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Cay and West have already mounted their horses by the time we return. Peety’s straightening the blanket under Princesa’s saddle. The bay slides back and forth, seeming eager to get on the move. “You ready, Andito?” asks Peety.
“That horse is twitchy as a pair of thumbs,” says Andy. “I think Sammy wants a turn.”
I nod vigorously, not wanting to repeat the battle of the saddle with West. “Everyone wins.”
Peety shakes his head. “Andito and Princesa are good for each other. You’re a tenderfoot”—he points to Andy, then steers his finger to the bay—“and she has tender feet.”
Andy throws me a dark look and I give her a fierce nod of encouragement. She pushes up her coat sleeves, not seeming to notice when they fall back down. Then she marches right up to the horse. “Okay, she-devil, let’s do this.”
The bay emits her customary scream when Andy approaches. Peety holds the horse’s harness as Andy, grimacing, hauls herself up. Princesa tosses her head a few times to snap at some flies, but Andy stays seated.
Today I ride with the leaders, Cay and Skinny. The bossy pinto marches like a drum majorette, head high, steps as measured as a clock’s tick. Cay focuses more on what’s around him than who’s in front of him, and that, together with Skinny’s longer barrel, means a less tense ride for me. I almost enjoy my view up here in the front.
We walk along the Little Blue, whose rivulets run in all directions like veins. Despite my sore backside, I fidget in my seat, again wishing we could go faster. But when we ford the river to follow the trail northwest, I’m simply thankful Andy and I don’t have to splash through the muddy water on our own. Even at its shallowest spot, the water oozes up to our soles, and I keep my feet high so my boots don’t get soaked.
By midday, the land begins to stretch upward like a roll in the fabric of the flat prairie. A glade of pine trees gives the hill some extra height. Besides a few shadowy clouds lurking behind the pines, the sky is clear. It’s the exact sky Father and I left behind in New York, such a deep blue, if you reached high enough, you could lose your hand in it. If only we hadn’t left, Father might be drilling me on my Latin verbs under a sky such as this, and I wouldn’t have nerves like a jackrabbit.
As one of only two Chinese families in New York, which though few, was at least twice the number in St. Joe, Father and I were more a curiosity than a threat. People mostly left us alone. Sure, we met our share of bigots, casting their eyes in our direction every time something went amiss, like when cherries disappeared off someone’s tree—never mind all the crows in the area. But for the most part, people respected Father. He could speak their language, and he made it his business to bridge differences.
I always dreamed about us returning to New York, opening up a music conservatory. I would teach violin, he would teach the other strings, like the cello and banjo, and we would get someone to do the woodwinds. Without Father, the thought of going back to New York leaves me hollow.
The sound of thunder shakes me out of my thoughts. But it can’t be thunder with that placid blue sky. West comes up beside us, staring hard at the pine trees. Earthquake?