*
Kestrel’s delight in the cold wore off around the time she reached the wharf. She’d worn as many layers as would fit under the work dress, but she shivered as she neared the harbormaster’s house. Rocks and oyster shells crunched beneath her boots.
The house’s entrance faced the sea and its torchlit promenade. Kestrel kept to the building’s back and the shadows gathered there. She heard sailors joke as they entered the house to leave their names with the harbormaster, who recorded them in his ledger. He noted everything that entered and left the harbor—sailors, come ashore for leave in the city, and ships that docked. He wrote down the ships’ point of origin and the goods they carried.
In his ledger should be written what Kestrel needed to know about the Senate leader’s ship. He’d brought back no luxuries from his voyage to the southern isles for his daughter. Perhaps he had felt stingy, or angry with Maris … or his ship had brought back no such luxuries at all—which was strange indeed, since usually the sole purpose of a trip to the isles was for their goods.
What if the Senate leader hadn’t been to the isles? He could have traveled elsewhere, to another place where the sun shone hot even in winter, hot enough to tan his skin. What if he’d gone to the very southern tip of the Herran peninsula, where hearthnut trees grew? She remembered Arin’s anxiety over the harvest, and how much of it the emperor would seize. Maybe the Senate leader had been secretly estimating the crop’s worth.
Kestrel waited until the sailors left the house and took the curve of the promenade that led up into the city. Then she reached for a rock encrusted with tiny shells, weighed it in her hand, and broke a back window of the harbormaster’s house.
A thump came from inside the house: a chair, tilted back, had been dropped down on all four legs.
The sound of heavy boots. A sea-weathered door whining on its hinges. Feet on rocks, crunching closer.
Kestrel could be sure his dagger was drawn. Hers was, too. She’d chosen the plainest scabbard she owned and had wrapped the dagger’s jeweled pommel with a scarf, but she still seemed to see the diamonds’ sharp eyes through the cloth.
The harbormaster rounded the back corner of the house. He was large—a former soldier, like all harbormasters. He held a sword, not a dagger. He didn’t see her yet.
If Kestrel played this wrong, she was likely to lose. A fight with this man could mean death … or arrest. She would be brought before the emperor.
She would be asked to explain.
The freezing sea was in Kestrel’s blood. Her veins ran with it.
She grabbed another rock and pitched it into the shadows. It hit farther up the beach.
The harbormaster instinctively turned to see what had made that sound.
Kestrel swung the pommel of her dagger at the back of his head.
*
The bookkeeper whistled. “You do surprise a girl.” She touched the emerald on Arin’s palm. “How do I know it’s real?”
“That’s your risk. My offer’s good for tonight only. Take it and give me what I want … or doubt me, and I’ll walk away.” He closed his hand around the earring. Arin could tell the bookkeeper was hungry for the sight of it again. She looked exactly how he felt.
“Earrings come in pairs,” she said. “Where’s the other one?”
“Gone.”
“Got any more surprises like these?”
“No.”
Her black eyes were bright in the rushlights. Even though the Broken Arm tavern had in fact grown louder since they’d started speaking, Arin had the sense of things quieting: a muffling of the world, a breath held as the bookkeeper made her decision. He desperately hoped she would say yes. He desperately wanted her to say no.
“Give it here,” she said.
Arin’s hand didn’t move. Then, slowly, he loosened his hold on the jewel. He let it slide, green and glowing. He held the memory with the bare tips of his fingers: his mother’s face in the nighttime, hung with twin green stars. She rested her palm on his forehead and said the blessing for dreams. She lifted her hand away, and Arin opened his, and dropped the earring into the bookkeeper’s waiting grasp.
*
Kestrel dragged the harbormaster’s unconscious body. Her arms burned, her bad knee screamed in protest, but Kestrel dug her heels into the rocks and pulled until the man was hidden behind the house where the shadows were darkest. Then, her breath sharp and thin in her throat, she stepped inside, locked the door, and went to the ledger open on the man’s desk.
She flipped back to entries from earlier that winter. She found the Senate leader’s ship—the Maris.
Point of origin: the southern isles. Goods: none.
Kestrel let go of the page. It sighed down.
She’d been wrong to suspect that the Senate leader had traveled to Herran instead of the isles. Here was the proof of it.
What else might she have gotten wrong? Her pulse sped with fear of herself, fear of her choices, her certainty. Kestrel’s heartbeats flew, one right against the other, like flipped pages of a book.
Were all her lies to Arin worth it, if she couldn’t see the truth? Kestrel had thought she’d known what was best for Arin. Perhaps her greatest lies were the ones she’d told to herself.
But then …
Kestrel paged again through the ledger.
What if the Senate leader had lied to the harbormaster? What if the harbormaster had lied to his book?
She found the latest entries. The Maris was docked in the harbor now. The ledger listed the number of its pier.
Kestrel left the book open on the desk exactly as it had been. She riffled through desk drawers until she found a purse filled with silver. She pocketed it, pulled out the drawer, and dumped it and its contents on the floor.
Did you hear that the harbormaster was attacked? she imagined city guards saying. A case of petty thievery.
Kestrel left the house and headed for the piers.