He began by driving the residential streets nearest to home, knocking on doors and asking his neighbors to take a peek into their backyards, many of them saying that Carmen had already been there, then branched farther out, hitting the nearest commercial strips, poking his head into every supermarket, bar, and pizza place within walking distance.
At the corner of Mohawk and Seneca he ran into a trolling squad car—the only one assigned to the search, which infuriated him—the cops having no luck either. Then, fifteen minutes later, on a street of imposing Tudors and haciendas, he passed Carmen driving the other way, both cars hitting the brakes and nearly rear-ending each other as they simultaneously backed up at speed.
“I was taking a shower, I came down, Millie’s cooking breakfast, she asked me if he was still sleeping upstairs,” Carmen blurted, her eyes wild in her head. “Nobody saw him leave.”
“All right, just calm down, we’ll find him.”
“It’s my fault,” yanking on her hair and then taking off again.
“It’s nobody’s fault,” he said to the air.
Forty-five minutes later, Billy pulled over alongside a junior high school ball field and forced himself to be still.
OK, you’re him . . .
There were dozens of mysteries to be solved. For starters, how does a man who can barely find his way around a reasonably small house, who has neither access to a car nor the wherewithal to drive one, make it from Yonkers, land of zero subways, to Harlem USA on his own. But there he was, Billy’s hunch playing out like a Powerball winner, his father, walking up and down Lenox Avenue between 118th and 116th Streets like he owned the sidewalk.
For late March, the weather was downright balmy, the people mellow, and he had his father in his sights, so Billy remained in the car and watched the old man do his thing. He stopped and jawed with some old-timers who were sitting on the stoop of an abandoned brownstone cheek by jowl to a latteria on 118th. He bummed a cigarette from one of them, thumb-flicking a bent match against the friction strip of the matchbook with a practiced hand, even though, to Billy’s knowledge, his father hadn’t had a smoke since 1988, the year his wife had been diagnosed with lung cancer. Then, taking his leave of this crew, he shook hands all around before moving on down the block.
On 117th, he helped a young Asian woman disentangle her Maclaren double stroller from a narrow doorway. On 116th, he told three kids racing scooters through a crowd in front of a ShopRite to put on the brakes. He made eye contact with everyone who crossed his path, but not in such a way as to give offense; he just wanted to let them know that he was back and that nothing escaped his notice. Lenox between 116th and 118th—in 1959, it had been his first foot post out of the academy.
Billy finally stepped out of the car.
“Hey, Officer,” calling to his father over the roof, then coming around to open the passenger door.
“Dad, how’d you get here?” he asked as casually as he could.
“My driver.”
“What driver was that?”
“Frank Campbell.”
Billy took a breath. “Frank Campbell is off today, Dad,” afraid to remind him that his personal driver for his last three years on the Job had been dead for a decade.
“Well, then whoever was covering for him.”
Breathe . . .
“Do you remember his name?”
“Didn’t catch it.”
“Was he in the bag or plainclothes.”
“Plainclothes.”
Another old-timer, this one a handball-gloved double amputee in a wheelchair, rolled past the passenger window at eye level, caught sight of Billy Senior, and reversed his ride until they were face-to-face. Then, winking against the smoke streaming up from his lip-locked cigarette, the guy crisply, sarcastically saluted, before resuming his journey.
His father was not amused. “How the hell did he make bail?”
“Dad,” Billy tried again. “Your driver, what did he look like?”
“Beefy, Hispanic, on the quiet side.”
Billy stared out his window until the numbness passed. “Did he say anything to you?”
“He said, ‘Where to, boss?’ I said, ‘Where do you think?’ But I had to tell him, so yeah, it couldn’t have been Frank.”
“And where did he pick you up?”
“Right in front of the house. Caught me by surprise when I went out to get the paper.”
Think . . .
“What kind of car was he driving?”
“The usual.”
“What’s the usual, Dad?” The stress of keeping it light starting to make his voice climb.
The old man went off somewhere.
“A Crown Vic?” Billy leading the witness, but Frank Campbell always drove him around in a Crown Vic.
“A Crown Vic,” Billy Senior laughed. “Boy, that takes me back.”
“Dad,” he begged.
“And by the way, somebody’s got to tell that kid to make sure the paper lands on the porch. It goes on the grass and the dew just soaks right through.”
Billy’s father was a big hit at the 2-8, two blocks west of Lenox, the commanding officer remembering him from 1985, when he was a rookie up here and Billy Senior was the West Harlem division captain, and happily giving him a house tour while Billy, waiting for the relevant street camera uploads, made his calls. First to home, Carmen crying with relief and maybe something a little edgier, then to the WGs, seeing if anyone could help him find a safe house for his family until this psycho was caught.
At one point or another over the past twenty years, they had all given temporary shelter to each other, Billy moving in with Pavlicek and his young wife when he lost the house in Staten Island to his ex, Yasmeen moving to Pelham to help Pavlicek take care of his young son after his wife’s collapse and institutionalization, Pavlicek sending the adolescent John Junior to live with Billy and Carmen when he and the kid needed a time-out from each other. Later, Jimmy Whelan had stayed with Yasmeen and then Redman when one of his endless string of basement super’s apartments had flooded, although no one ever wanted to move in with Whelan. Then there was Redman staying with Billy and Carmen after his second or third wife had caught him with his third or fourth wife and set the funeral parlor on fire, and Yasmeen again, taking Carlos and Declan in that long-ago black summer when Carmen was unable to leave the bedroom and Billy had his hands full simply coaxing her down the stairs.
And now, once again, every one of them coming through: Jimmy offering his cabin in Monticello, Yasmeen the summerhouse in Greenwood Lake, Redman a two-room apartment directly above the funeral parlor—although he advised Billy to “think before you say yes”—and Pavlicek, the grand prize winner, offering them their choice of twelve newly renovated flats in buildings spread out over the Bronx and upper Manhattan, as long as they didn’t mind the constant racket made by his nonstop work crews.
The uploads from the street cameras, when they finally came in, just added to the mystery, the Lenox Avenue tape showing Billy Senior arriving there on foot after having turned the corner from West 115th, the tape trained on 115th showing him once again on foot after having turned the corner from Adam Clayton Powell, which he entered from 113th, and so on, the precinct tech tracking his progress in reverse until an out-of-commission camera on 111th and Frederick Douglass Boulevard ended the trail with no sign of the car that had dropped him off somewhere south and west of where Billy had found him.
“The hell with that and the hell with that,” Carmen clutching her head. “I’m supposed to take the kids and live where, upstate New York? On top of some dead bodies in Harlem?”
“Harlem’s totally different now.”
“I don’t give a shit if it’s the new Paris. I’m just not taking my kids to live in a funeral home. Where’s your head at, Billy?”
They were standing face-to-face in the toy-strewn living room, each of them alternately crouching and then shooting upright to body-English their arguments, raising and then lowering their voices as the awareness of the two freaked-out kids in the house went in and out of their consciousness.
“Pavlicek has a dozen clean apartments all over the Bronx,” Billy pleaded.
“Clean as in vacant, as in no furniture, no bedding, as in no anything.” She straightened up and took a breath. “The point is, Billy, I have a job, they have school, and we’re not having our lives uprooted by some sociopath. But do you want to do something for me?”
“Carmen, you’re here at night by yourself with the kids. What am I supposed to do, stay home from work and sit in a corner with a shotgun?”
“I asked,” she said slowly, “do you want to do something for me.” Then, lowering her voice: “Your father? Today? He needs to be somewheres else.”
“Like where,” Billy on full alert.
“I don’t know, maybe it’s time for him . . .”
“Don’t even say it.”
“Billy, he doesn’t know where he is, he doesn’t know who he is. This maniac comes along . . . You want to talk about who’s vulnerable around here? You want to talk about the one person, the, the straw that’s going to break the camel’s back? Look, you said it yourself, you’re either working or you’re sleeping. One way or another you’re never here, and I can’t worry about him day in and day out, and frankly, with everything that’s going on?” again dropping into that heated whisper. “I can’t bear him right now. I’m sorry to be so . . . to be like this.”
“What happened today, it wasn’t his fault.”
“Exactly.”
“You want to kill him?” Billy’s turn to start tearing up. “I put him in a home he’ll be dead in a week.”
“It’s called assisted living.”
“No fucking way.”
“Then let your sister take him.”
“She hates him.”
“Too bad.”
“She’s got her hands full with her own mother-in-law.” Billy back to pleading.
“She’s got her hands full, huh? Not us, though, we’re sailing to Tahiti next week.”
“Jesus Christ, what the hell’s gotten into you?”
“Get it through your head, Billy, we’re not going anywhere. You don’t want to put him in a, a, a place? Then you call your sister. She’s his child too.”
“Sometimes you can be a stone bitch, you know that?” Billy instantly ashamed to have said it.
Carmen at first looked struck, then furious, then left the room without another word, leaving Billy standing there, thinking, Why is he doing this to us?
From the kitchen, Carlos started howling in fury, his older brother having just punched him in the stomach.