A more disturbing thought came to mind. If he’d had dreams of owning the plantation for some time, then it would’ve been convenient to him if I’d perished aboard the ship. It would be one less person he would have to deal with. If he was, in fact, the one who’d hired Franco, it would make sense that he didn’t sign the check with his own name. Without his signature, there would be no evidence that he’d hired Soledad’s son, no way to track the check back to Martin.
This man had been my father’s closest worker for almost a decade. He had plenty of time to learn my father’s signature. How disappointing it must have been for him not to inherit anything. Was this why he never answered my questions about Franco? But Martin’s possible involvement didn’t answer the question about the woman Franco had been in love with.
“I don’t know, Martin,” I said curtly. “I haven’t thought about what I’m going to do with the land yet.”
“You told Tomás Aquilino that you had no interest in staying in Vinces, that you hated the country and had only come here to please your wife.”
As soon as I heard the lawyer’s name, I knew where I’d seen the girl leaving Soledad’s house. She was Aquilino’s maid. Mayra? She’d served us that mouth-watering fish the day I arrived in Guayaquil. But what was she doing all the way here?
I stopped swirling my spoon inside the coffee.
“Cristóbal? Are you all right?”
“Yes. Let me think about it, Martin. I promise you will be the first one to know my decision.”
CHAPTER 24
Catalina
Vinces, 1907
I never thought a small lie would turn into an avalanche, but that was precisely what this was, an avalanche of people following me uphill for a pilgrimage. I’d tried to stop this sham weeks ago by telling my mom that I wasn’t really sure it had been a real apparition or a dream, but Mamita argued that it couldn’t have been a dream because I was wide awake when she came into the room, and I’d never been a sleepwalker.
“Besides,” she said, filling her hair with pins to curl it, “everyone knows the Virgin transmits her message only through those with a pure soul. You just have to be receptive to it. Don’t be afraid. This is the best thing that will ever happen to you. Moreover, I already told Padre Elodio and all my friends at the Cofradía. The entire town has been elated thanks to this miracle. It’s too late to change our story.”
A story. That was exactly what this was, a pathetic story meant to cover up a forbidden friendship. But I was shocked to see that my mother went along with it with such enthusiasm, that she didn’t care at all about the truth. Or did she think that if she believed my lie and shared it enough times it would become true? This may very well be the most exciting event of her life. I’d never seen her so happy—whistling in every corner of the house—busy with friends and activities. It had been a boost to her social life. For once, she wasn’t walking behind my father, but in front of him. At parties or outside of church, people would stop her and ask to meet me. I lowered my face, such was my shame, but they all took it as humility. My father, at first, ignored the whole thing. But as the story grew and Father Elodio paid us an official visit, my father started to believe the lie, too. He would stare at me from across the dining table questioningly. Even though he’d always called himself an agnostic (a word that, according to my mother, meant that Satan himself had managed to convince the person that God didn’t exist), I saw him picking up the Bible a couple of times after the priest’s visit.
For the first time in years, Angélica showed interest in me again. She let me comb her dolls’ tresses and lent me her favorite bows to wear to church. Sometimes I caught her staring at me with near reverence. My brother, Alberto, wasn’t too delighted about our family’s sudden notoriety and even attempted to get a confession out of me, but I didn’t dare tell him the truth. Honestly, I was more nervous at my mother’s reaction than the Roman Catholic Church’s and all its congregation.
So here we were, walking up the hill, where the Virgin was meant to deliver another message. Behind my mother and me were my father and siblings, and of course, Padre Elodio. I really needed a miracle now! What would people do to me if nothing happened? What would I say? But I wasn’t only afraid of human reactions. I also feared what the Almighty (and the Real Virgin) would think about all of this. Would they punish me in the afterlife? I’d already asked for their forgiveness in my daily prayers, but as the deceit grew so disproportionately, I wasn’t sure if Ave Marías and Padres Nuestros would be enough to earn me a spot in Heaven.
The group became larger and larger the more we walked. It reminded me of a long line of ants. I didn’t even know there were so many people in this area. But my father had said that parishioners were coming from nearby populations, too, like Quevedo and Palenque.
Dios Santo, what was I going to do now?
Once we reached a clearing among the abundant vegetation, my mother stopped.
“Here,” she determined, and pushed me into a kneeling position. Not far from us was a thin creek. “Hermanos,” my mother said in a loud voice. I’d never heard her talk so loud before; it was as though she’d been the one taken by the Virgin’s spirit. “Please. My daughter needs silence and concentration to receive the Message.”
One by one, people started to kneel and hold their hands in prayer. Others waved white handkerchiefs. As we started praying the rosary, people surrounded us. My father hugged me protectively as I faced the ground, still on my knees. When I looked up, briefly, I spotted someone across from me in a blue cloak. She moved it slightly from her face and I recognized her immediately.
Elisa.
She winked at me.
My mother, who was leading the prayer, helped me lean back, as in a trance. I looked at the vast sky and asked for forgiveness. At that precise moment, two things happened simultaneously: I discerned a bright light beneath the clouds, which seemed to be opening up to make room for it, and Elisa screamed.
“There she is!” she said.
“Yes!” a male voice responded. “Right there. Behind the clouds!”
“Hallelujah!”
“Praise the Lord!”