THIRTY
From what I had seen and heard I was deterred from proceeding further, and nearly gave away what property I had. On my return by land up the right side of the river, I found the surface of the earth for 10 or 12 miles cracked in numberless places, running in different directions— some of which were bridged and some filled with logs to make them passable— others were so wide that they were obliged to be surrounded. In some of these cracks the earth sank on one side from the level to the distance of five feet, and from one to three feet there was water in most of them. Above this the cracks were not so numerous nor so great— but the inhabitants have generally left their dwellings and gone to the higher grounds.
Matthias M. Speed (Jefferson County, March 2,1812)
Jessica jumped as a bullet splashed off the windscreen of the Kiowa. She could see armed men down below, crouched behind vehicles. Some of them were shooting. And some of those were shooting at her.
Bullets rattled off the helicopter’s semi-monocoque hull as the Kiowa roared over the scene at a hundred knots. “Hell of a lot of firepower, General,” her pilot remarked.
Jessica winced as a round panged off the cheek window below her feet. “Who are these people?” she muttered.
The Kiowa zoomed over the field and climbed up over the Delta, out of range. Jessica’s heart thrashed against her rib cage.
A hot landing zone in Arkansas? This was deranged.
“Damage?” Jessica said, her eyes flickering over the cockpit displays.
“I hear air through some holes in the fuselage,” the pilot said. “Oil pressure’s steady. No unusual vibration.”
“Alert HQ to the situation,” Jessica said. “Tell them to prep a dustoff in case we have to bail over the Delta.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“I don’t suppose that twenty-millimeter gun you’ve got has any ammunition in it.”
“Sorry, General. We left the ammunition loads in Kentucky.”
Oh well. That was just the adrenaline talking, anyway. Although the helicopter’s cannon— if loaded— was perfectly capable of wiping out everything in sight on the field below, she could only imagine the penalties for any military officer who used such a weapon on civilian targets, whether they’d fired on her or not.
Jessica was already busy with the controls for the MMS, a kind of periscope unit inside the craft’s rotor hub that carried video, infrared, and laser-sighting systems.
She turned on the video recorder, so there would be a record for later, and panned the area of the battle with the camera cranked up to maximum magnification. Saw the vehicles laid out around the half-fallen farmhouse, the rifles banging away. Presumably they wouldn’t be firing at the farmhouse unless there was someone inside firing back.
Two of the vehicles, she saw, had racks of lights on top, maybe sheriff’s department. Maybe there was a perfectly legitimate police action going on.
In which case, why had she been shot at?
While Jessica peered into the MMS display, the pilot gently tested his controls and control surfaces, shifting the Kiowa gently around the sky. “Are we going to have to dust off that farmhouse, General?” he asked.
“Negative. I’m not going to take us into a hot LZ without knowing what’s going on, or who’s shooting at us.”
“HQ says they are warming up a Cayuse in case we need a dustoff. It’s the only aircraft they’ve got available.”
“Very good.” Another light scout helicopter, damn it. If they had a Blackhawk or Sea Stallion available, a big ship with a reasonable chance of not being shot to pieces, she might have risked trying to rescue whoever was in the farmhouse.
“And ma’am—” The pilot shifted his chewing tobacco from one cheek to the other. “I don’t mean to bring you down or anything, but our fuel situation will become critical in about five minutes and night is coming on fast.”
“Let me know when we have to leave. Is there any way we can talk to those cops down there, or whatever they are?”
“We’ve got the secure UHF and SINCGARS only, General. Just military channels.”
“Damn it.” Eyes still on the display, she began searching for the map case she’d placed between the pilot’s seat and her own. “Where the hell is this place?” she asked.
It was pure coincidence Jessica was there at all. She’d flown to Bald Knob to deliver instruction to a National Guard unit concerning the appropriate way to repair a levee, and on her return journey had flown over the Delta, as per her own standing orders to search for refugees whenever possible. The flashing lights of the police vehicle had attracted her attention, and the next thing she knew people were shooting at her.
She looked at the data from the AHRS display, which provided her position within a hundred yards or so, then down at the plastic-encased maps, gloved fingers tracking the coordinates. They were 4.3 kilometers northwest of Rails Bluff, Arkansas. Wherever that was.
She looked back at the MMS display and saw a half-dozen of the besiegers pile into a pickup truck and leave the scene. A grin tugged at the corners of her lips. “I’d say they have a morale problem down there,” she said.
“Ma’am? The fuel...”
“Let me pan across this one last time,” Jessica said, “and then we can get out of here.”
She swept the video across the battlefield one more time, then took her hands off the controls. “Take us back by way of Rails Bluff,” she said. “I want to see what’s there.”
Rails Bluff was a wreck, with no sign of life, though apparently efforts had been made to clear some of the rubble. Jessica took more video images for the record, though she suspected that twilight was degrading the image significantly. The surprise came a few miles outside of town, when a refugee camp floated into sight, a long line of tents and awnings stretched out along the broken highway.
“Is that one of ours?” Jessica wondered aloud. She couldn’t remember anyone airlifting supplies to a place called Rails Bluff.
“Want me to get closer, General?”
“Negative. We’ve already been shot at once. Just let me get some pictures.”
It was dark enough that the video unit wouldn’t provide a suitable image, so Jessica used the FLIR, the Forward-Looking Infra-Red detector set into the MMS. She recorded the little burning lights that were stoves, generators, and human beings. And amid the camp, she saw a long tripod-shaped object standing into the night.
“Is that a radio mast?”
“Looks like it, General.”
“Well.” She panned the camp one more time, then folded the MMS back into the rotor hub. “Let’s get back to HQ.”
While the Kiowa was en route, Jessica spoke to headquarters and told them to check the FCC’s web page to find out as much as they could about whatever radio station was licensed in Rails Bluff. And then to find out everything else available about Rails Bluff, including whether or not the state of Arkansas, the military, or anyone else had set up a refugee camp nearby.
Pat waited for her in the spill of the Kiowa’s landing lights as the chopper came down onto the Vicksburg improvised helipad. He raised a hand to protect his eyes against dust kicked up by the rotor, and she saw a boom box in his hand.
On leaving the helicopter, Jessica suppressed the urge to jump onto Pat and wrap her arms and legs around his lanky body, and instead gave him a peck on the cheek.
He put an arm around her as his eyes surveyed the bullet splashes on her transportation. “You okay?” he said.
“All in a day’s work,” she said, a little too casually. “What have you got for me?”
He drew her away from the noise of the helicopter. “I’ve got something to play for you,” he said. “We listen to this sometimes in the clerks’ tent. It’s kind of entertaining, in its own surrealistic way.”
The Kiowa’s turbines shut down, and Pat raised the antenna on the boom box and punched the power button. He held the speaker close to Jessica’s ear. A crashing sound began to thunder from the speakers, a horribly distorted noise that suggested metal shelves being hit repeatedly with a baseball bat. A high-pitched male voice howled over the noise, distorted even more than the crashing sound in the background. Jessica wanted to cover her ears.
“Is this the day?” the voice cried. “Is this the day? Is this the day of the Lord?”
“Fifteen thousand watts AM,” Pat said. “The Voice of Rails Bluff.”
*
The Arkansas was slow and wide and choked with debris. Jason and Arlette worked on the bass boat’s foredeck, each with one of Captain Joe’s oars, fending off the trees, the chunks of lumber, the pieces of paneling or shingled gables that had once been a part of someone’s home. It was slow and tiring work. Nick fretted aloud about the fuel they were using idling down the river this way. Jason was dreadfully aware of Arlette’s presence, of the tantalizing warmth of the girl’s bare legs as they moved next to his. It was as if his nerves were reaching out toward her, straining in her direction like new green shoots reaching for the light. He wondered if Arlette shared this awareness, or if this pleasant torture was for him alone.
He heard Nick and Manon in a whispered conversation in the cockpit, and then Jason heard Nick say, “Well, I hope you don’t expect me to find a service station,” and Jason felt a grin tug at his lips, a grin that he was careful to turn away from the cockpit. There were more whispers between Manon and Nick, and then Nick cleared his throat.
“Manon needs to pee,” he said. “Jason, I’d be obliged if you’d keep your eyes to the front.”
“And you, too, Nick Ruford,” Manon added.
Jason strove to control his amusement. This had not been much of an issue when he and Nick had been alone on the bass boat.
The boat took on a list to port, indicating that Manon was hanging her butt out the cockpit. Jason moved a little to starboard to help keep the boat balanced, crowding against Arlette. She gave him a glance over her shoulder— their eyes met for a moment, and she looked away. Their arms touched, and Jason felt the hair prickle on his arm at the touch of Arlette’s skin.
There was a pause. Then a wail from Manon.
“I can’t, Nick! Not here in the middle of the river!”
“Nobody’s around to see you.”
“I just can’t!”
“There’s no place else to have a pit stop out here,” Nick said. “Not unless you want to hold it till we get to Vicksburg.”
“Just take us over into the trees,” Manon said. “Please, Nick, I can’t pee out here.”
Nick nudged the throttle forward and turned the wheel. The boat stabilized as Manon came inboard. Jason stepped back from Arlette, took a grip on his oar, fended off the garbage until they were in the shade of the trees.
Manon hung herself outboard again and managed to overcome her mortification. After she was finished, Nick said, “Anyone else? Because I’m not taking this detour again.”
“I’ll go, Daddy,” Arlette said.
“There’s not much toilet paper,” Manon remarked.
“Plenty of leaves and cattails,” Nick said cheerfully. Manon made a noise of disgust.
Jason stood on the foredeck, eyes rigidly forward like a soldier, his oar grounded like a spear. They sure sound married, he thought.
It was slow going on the river. They passed a broken highway bridge, its span completely fallen, and shortly thereafter a shattered lock and dam, now abandoned. A towboat and a small fleet of barges were sunk in the lock, apparently having been caught there by the first big quake.
At nightfall they kept moving. Nick decided they were safer in the channel than anywhere else— if they moored beneath the trees, an aftershock could drop the trees right on them.
Eventually they grew tired and decided to drift. They had used two-thirds of their fuel and could no longer see any landmarks. Nick shared out the food he’d taken from the two guards— there wasn’t much, and it didn’t last long.
”This is the last,” he said, “till we find civilization.”
There was a roaring overhead, the sound of rotors flogging the sky. Navigation lights flashed against the blackness. A whole squadron of helicopters tearing away on some urgent errand.
If it were only daytime, they could have waved.
After the helicopters passed, Jason lay on the foredeck and looked up at the sky. He could spot M31 easily, and M13 and M3. Funny how easy it was when you knew how.
His eye searched for the Ring Nebula, but couldn’t find it. He thought he could detect a smudge where Captain Joe had showed him the Veil Nebula.
A supernova. The Veil wasn’t a veil but a shroud, draped over the corpse of its once-mighty star.
Jason gazed at the sky and felt on his mind the subtle pressure of its millions of stars. He wondered what his life meant in regard to that brilliant, diamond-hard, uncaring immensity. Compared to those stars, his life, his thoughts, his very existence was the merest nothing— no, a fragment of nothing, a spark that flared briefly and then was gone, unnoticed in the vast darkness.
His mother, Jason thought, had believed that she mattered, that the universe cared what became of her, that she and the universe were of equal importance. Frankland believed, as far as the universe was concerned, that he was a person of consequence, that he was chosen to carry out a monumentally important plan on behalf of the being who had created all this immensity.
If they had only looked up, if they had seen those millions of stars, perhaps they would have come to a different understanding. That life was not of consequence to anyone but the living, that there was no plan but what life made for itself.
Jason acutely felt his own fragility, his own lack of significance in the cosmos. But that consciousness, in some strange, paradoxical way, seemed a kind of liberation. Life mattered only to life. Life could choose its own meaning, give itself significance, attempt to preserve itself against the violence and destruction of the universe. Life could value itself.
Nothing else would, that was certain.
And life could treasure other life, as Jason treasured the lives of the others adrift on the little boat. They could guard each other’s fragile spark, preserve themselves and each other.
Floating in that starry immensity, each was all the others had left.