The waitress returned, and we placed an order for two pies with extra cheese. Before she left, Jamie asked her, “Is there, like, any way to get a cab or anything from here?”
She laughed heartily. We guess that meant no.
“Can’t go back the way you came?”
“Not exactly,” Jamie mumbled.
“How’d you get out here?”
“We came with . . . friends. On a . . . boat. We took a ride out to an island to . . .” He was floundering.
“Camp out under the stars,” Stella said. She was good at this game. It would come in handy.
Charlotte tucked her pencil behind her ear. “That’s romantic.”
“It was supposed to be,” I said, lying smoothly, “but then they stole away in the night with our things.”
“Practical joke,” Stella added.
“Some joke.” Charlotte shook her head. “I’ve got a phone. You can call your parents to come and pick you up, and you’re welcome to stay here until then, as long as you need to. Sodas on the house.”
“That’s the thing—we’re not from here,” Stella said.
“Where are you from?”
“New York,” Jamie said. I raised an eyebrow at him. What was that about?
“Well, you’re a long way from home,” Charlotte said.
She had no idea.
The waitress left us and I thought we might eat each other in the time it took her to bring our order. The three of us reached for the pizzas at once; the slice in my hand was steaming, but I was so hungry, I didn’t care. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d tasted food. I had no memory of eating at all in Horizons, and I didn’t know if it was because the drugs were messing with my memory or because I actually hadn’t eaten at all.
Jamie held a slice in each hand and was looking back and forth between them. “I want to double-fist the shit out of this pizza.”
Stella paused from blowing on her slice. “That’s not going to work out the way you think it will.”
I didn’t even bother blowing on mine. I just took a huge bite, burning my tongue and throat in the process. But that wasn’t what made me gag.
“Mara?” Stella looked worried.
“I’m okay,” I said after I caught my breath. The aftertaste was like cement. “I can’t—I can’t taste it or something? It tastes weird. Doesn’t it taste weird?”
Two pairs of eyes stared at me.
“It doesn’t taste weird to you?”
They shook their heads.
“You should try to eat,” Stella said gently.
“Yeah, you look pretty terrible,” Jamie added, not at all gently.
Stella’s brown eyes were warm. “You’ve been through a lot. More than us, probably.”
Jamie took alternating bites of pizza. “I’m reserving judgment until I hear your story.”
I supposed it was time to tell it.
I looked over my shoulder, eyeing the other people in the pub. There was a woman wearing a fanny pack, and her husband in a golf shirt. A man with a handlebar mustache wearing a Hawaiian shirt sat at the bar, following the fishing channel with an abnormal amount of interest. It didn’t look like anyone was listening to us, but even if they were, no one in their right mind would believe what I was about to say.