I slipped on my sandals and ran after her. Dr. Park trotted behind me. We followed Min-lee to the main square. There in a heap lay Joon-lee, her arms and legs tangled with a bicycle. She was crying softly. Yo-chan crouched over her. Of course. Yo-chan. His bicycle. My daughter. A wave of anger washed over me.
“Get away from her,” I said.
The boy backed off but didn’t leave. I squatted next to Joon-lee.
“I think I broke my arm,” she whimpered.
I started to lift the bicycle. She yelped in pain.
“Here, you steady her arm,” Dr. Park said. “Let the boy and me move the bike.”
He motioned to Yo-chan, who stepped forward. “It’s my fault,” he said.
“Don’t worry about that now,” Dr. Park told him. “Let’s just work together to help her. All right? Are you ready?”
While we pried the bike off Joon-lee, her older sister wept and muttered, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” Not far from her, Wan-soon stood with her back against the village tree. She looked as pale as the moon.
“I’ll drive her to the hospital in Jeju City,” Dr. Park said once Joon-lee was free.
“I’m coming too,” I said.
“Naturally. And the others can tag along too if they want,” he said. “There’s room.”
I motioned for Min-lee and Wan-soon to follow us. Before we left the square, I turned back to look at Yo-chan. His head was bent, and his shoulders were hunched.
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I hadn’t been to Jeju City’s hospital before. The electric lights glowed brightly. The nurses and doctors were all dressed in white. Joon-lee was put in a wheelchair. “Like Clara,” she said and smiled weakly. Then a nurse pushed her down a hallway and out of sight.
“It’s not a compound fracture,” Dr. Park said. “You can be happy about that.”
I closed my eyes so I could concentrate on finding tranquillity. He couldn’t possibly know how it felt for me to see my little girl hurt and to understand that Mi-ja’s son was somehow involved. What made it worse was that Yo-chan had probably taught Joon-lee how to ride a bike to get to her older sister. All those times Mi-ja and I had dreamed that her son and my daughter would marry one day burned in my chest. Never.
It wasn’t long before the nurse came to the waiting room and took us to see Joon-lee. Her arm was in a plaster cast. Her cheeks were wan. The doctor tried to make sense of our group: a man clearly not from Jeju dressed in Western-style clothes, two sixteen-year-old girls, a younger girl, and me in our persimmon-dyed island pants, tunics, and scarves.
“Joon-lee tells me she comes from a haenyeo family,” the doctor said. “Please be assured that her injury will heal well. She’ll be able to dive with you when the time comes.”
During the drive back to Hado, the emotions in the car were so heavy that it felt as though it were weighted down by rocks. I stared out the window. The streets were nearly deserted, but a few women strolled with their men. Neon lights lit up bars and stalls that served barbecued pork. The city seemed much more modern now, although most of the houses were still made from traditional stone and thatch.
Dr. Park drove as close to my house as he could get. When he turned off the motor and opened his door, I said, “Thank you for your kindness and help, but we can make it the rest of the way ourselves. I’ll see you in the morning at the usual time.”
Joon-lee cradled her arm. Min-lee and Wan-soon walked ahead of us hand in hand. When we reached our house, Wan-soon said, “I’m sorry.”
“I’ll discuss things with your mother tomorrow,” I informed her.
Wan-soon and Min-lee exchanged glances. As Wan-soon padded away, I felt a stab, remembering what it was like to have a friend so close.
When my daughters and I entered our courtyard, we found my son and mother-in-law sitting on the steps of the little house waiting for us.
“Yo-chan came to tell us what happened,” Do-saeng said. “Are you all right, little one?”
“I’m fine,” Joon-lee answered, her voice sounding small and tinny.
“Can Kyung-soo stay with you tonight?” I asked my mother-in-law. “I need to talk to the girls.”
My son jumped to his feet. “But I want to hear—”
His grandmother pulled him back down beside her.
Once my girls and I were in the big house, I addressed Min-lee, keeping my declaration short to see how she’d respond. “You kept a secret from me.”
“It would have stayed a secret too, if Joon-lee hadn’t fallen,” she admitted.
“Are you blaming your little sister?” I asked.
Before Min-lee could reply, Joon-lee said, “We like Yo-chan, and I wanted to learn—”
“We?” I turned back to my older daughter, who turned red to the roots of her hair.
“Joon-lee’s the one who wanted to learn how to ride a bike!” Min-lee exclaimed defensively. “She asked Yo-chan to help her.”
“She’s a child,” I said, “but you’re old enough to know better. When I say no, I mean no. But this goes far beyond a bicycle, does it not? I don’t want you to see Yo-chan again.”
She laughed. “How’s that supposed to happen? It’s a small village and—”
I cut her off. “You’ve been given so much. Food. Schooling. You’ve had such an easy life that even your monthly bleeding has come early.” I gave her the sternest warning I could. “If you share love with Yo-chan, you could get pregnant.” I followed up with the worst curse a mother can give her daughter on an island with no beggars. “You’ll end up a girl who’s going to beg.”
She cocked her head. I felt like I was watching her think.
“It’s not like that,” she said at last.
“He’s a boy. You’re a girl—”
“I’ve known Yo-chan my entire life. He’s like a brother to me.”
“But Yo-chan is not your brother. He’s a boy—”
“Mother, we are not having sex.”
I blinked, stunned. I was hinting at this certainly, but I never expected her to be so blunt, especially in front of her little sister. Trying to regain my footing, I turned my attention to Joon-lee. “Yo-chan is not your brother either. And he’s not your friend. Stay away from him.”
Joon-lee lowered her eyes. “I’ll do my best.”
“Best is not enough,” I said. “So you understand how serious I am, tomorrow you will not be allowed down by the tents.”
“But—”
“Keep talking. For every word, you’ll stay home another day.”
The next morning, Joon-lee moaned a bit about her punishment and how unfair it was, and I told her she should have thought about that before getting on a bicycle. Then Min-lee, Do-saeng, and I left the house together. We met Gu-sun and Wan-soon in the olle. Wan-soon apologized once more for her part in last night’s accident. Her eyes were swollen from crying and the color of her usually rosy cheeks had drained to an off-green. Acknowledging her suffering, I said, “Thank you, Wan-soon. I appreciate that you’ve taken greater responsibility for what happened than my own daughters.”
“And I’ve made her promise she won’t be a part of anything having to do with Yo-chan or his mother in the future,” Gu-sun reported.
Again, Wan-soon and Min-lee exchanged glances, wordlessly sending messages back and forth. Again, I thought of how Mi-ja and I had once done the same thing, which further convinced me that Gu-sun and I would need to keep an eye on these two.
When we got to the laboratory tents, Dr. Park inquired after Joon-lee. I let him know she wouldn’t be coming today.
“I hope to see her tomorrow,” he said. “She should be exposed to things that will put her ahead of the city children.”
He was right, of course. The next day, I let Joon-lee return to the lab, where it seemed Dr. Park had confided to the others the news about the competition to which she’d been invited. For the first time, she was allowed to put a thermometer in a woman’s mouth and pump the cuff that went around her arm.
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