The Change

“I hope it’s not rude to say so, but your boyfriend is smoking hot,” Jo remarked casually.

Harriett smirked as she plucked dried buds from a branch and dropped them into a marble mortar, followed by a handful of fresh green leaves. “I’m long past the boyfriend stage,” she said. “I don’t need to own anyone. And I certainly don’t want anyone to think they own me. Eric and I just enjoy one another’s company. At least twice a week.”

“Twice a week? Damn, Harriett. I can’t even remember what it’s like to have sex twice a week.”

“I have sex with Eric twice a week. He’s not the only one.” Harriett seemed to relish the shock on Jo’s face. “I’m making up for lost time. I didn’t have enough sex before I got married,” she explained. “My family was conservative, and everyone made it seem like such a big deal. My grandmother had me convinced I’d catch AIDS, get knocked up, and be branded the town whore if I dropped my trousers. For years I was too worried about going to hell to realize how much I liked fucking. I’m not worried about anything anymore.”

Harriett added a handful of seedpods to the mortar and ground its contents into a mush, which she spooned into a glass. Then she added a splash of pale green liquid from one of the liquor bottles, poured some Evian on top, and stirred.

“What are you making?” Jo asked.

“An antidote for the alcohol sloshing around in our guest’s system, along with a few other things that will help her feel better. What she really needs is a month of good meals and a lot of rest. Her system is on the verge of collapse,” Harriett said. “There are clear signs of heavy drinking, and the color of her tongue indicates she’s severely malnourished. Her troubles must have started long before her daughter’s disappearance. This woman’s life has not been easy. She’s too young to be so ill.”

“Young? How old do you think she is?” Jo asked quietly.

Harriett glanced up and took another look at the woman laid out on the sofa. “Late thirties,” she replied.

“No.” Jo couldn’t believe it. That would make her much younger than both of them.

“Nothing ages a person like poverty and misery,” Harriett said. “Despite what all the ads claim, it’s not skin cream that helps some women keep their glow. The only true youth serum has two ingredients—luck and money.”

Harriett finished mixing the strange herbal cocktail and held it up to the light for inspection. Seemingly satisfied with the result, she came out from behind the bar and took a seat on the edge of the sofa. Ms. Welsh’s eyes fluttered open as Harriett gently lifted her head.

“Drink,” Harriett ordered as she poured a thin trickle into the woman’s mouth. The patient swallowed and grimaced at the taste. A few seconds later, she sat upright, took the glass from Harriett’s hands, and guzzled the rest of its contents, twin streams of green liquid running down either side of her chin.

She sat back and wiped her mouth with the palm of her hand. “That was disgusting. What the hell did you just give me?”

“Just a little something I made. I assume it worked?”

“You could get rich selling that stuff.”

“Why would I trade a creation as pure as this for something as filthy as money?” Harriett laughed.

The woman looked at Harriett as if she might be insane. Then her eyes widened. “Fucking hell! You’re the witch, aren’t you?” She cringed and recoiled when she realized what she’d said. “Sorry, sorry, sorry. I didn’t mean to piss you off. That’s just what people at work call you.”

Harriett’s smile broadened, exposing the gap between her teeth. “That doesn’t offend me. ‘Witch’ is the label society slaps on women it can’t understand or control. But feel free to call me Harriett. And you are?”

“Amber Welsh.”

Jo stepped forward. “I’m Jo Levison. I found you outside the police station. I brought you here.”

The memory appeared to make Amber wince. “Thank you,” she said. “I’m sure I’d be sleeping on the floor of a cell right now if it wasn’t for you. Wouldn’t be the first time. But I swear to God, I’m not like that anymore. I’ve been mostly sober for three whole months. Been talking to my sponsor every day. Then someone texted me a video about the body they found, and I lost it.”

“I think you have a good reason to be angry at the cops,” Jo said. “It sounded like something happened to your daughter.”

Amber pulled in a long, shaky breath as she nodded. “Mandy disappeared two years ago around this time of year. When I went to the Mattauk police, they said girls like her run away all the time. I told them they didn’t know my daughter. She was responsible. Always had dinner ready when I got home from work. Helped with the little ones. After their dad got sent away, I don’t know what I would’ve done without her. To be honest, I don’t know how I manage now.” Amber bowed her head. “Maybe she wasn’t an honor student or prom queen, but Mandy was a good kid. I told them that. The night she didn’t come home, I went straight to the cops and told them that something had happened to my girl. But they didn’t listen. They’ve had it in for my family for years now. They know I’ve been in trouble and they know her dad went to jail for meth, and they figured that was all they needed to know about Mandy. They said it would be a waste of resources to send someone out to look for her.”

“Those bastards.” Jo’s fists were clenched and throbbing. “Why do they get to decide who’s worthwhile and who’s not?”

“What do you think happened to Mandy?” Harriett asked.

Amber wiped her tears away with the edge of the blanket. “Somebody killed her, of course. Just like that girl they found down by the beach today. That’s where Mandy was last seen. Walking down the road that runs next to Danskammer Beach.”

“She was walking by herself? Where do you think she was going?”

“Well, there’s only one place she could have been going, isn’t there? The Pointe. She was wearing a dress we bought for her grandmother’s funeral. I think she might have been going to see someone about a job. But you know what? The cops never bothered to ask a single fucking person out there if they’d seen her.”

“The Pointe is a long way for a girl her age to walk. What kind of job would she have been interviewing for?” Jo asked.

“I don’t know. House cleaner, maybe? She was good with kids, too. Maybe she was going to be somebody’s nanny.”

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