Cosima lay sound asleep on the couch in the living room; the dog had curled up behind her knees and didn’t raise his head but just lazily wagged the tip of his tail when Bodenstein came in and stopped to take in the peaceful scene. Cosima was snoring quietly, her reading glasses had slipped down her nose, and the book she’d been reading lay on her chest. Normally he would have gone over to wake her with a kiss, cautiously, so as not to frighten her. But the invisible wall that suddenly stood between them held him back. To his astonishment, the usual feeling of tenderness that he felt whenever he saw his wife was now missing. It was high time they had an open confrontation, before the mistrust poisoned their marriage. What he really ought to do right now was grab her by the shoulder and shake her and then demand to know why she’d lied to him. But he was stopped by his cowardly craving for harmony and the fear of learning a truth that he wouldn’t be able to bear. He turned away and went into the kitchen. The dog, driven by greedy hope, jumped off the couch to follow him, which woke up Cosima. She appeared in the kitchen with a sleepy look on her face, as he took a yogurt out of the fridge.
“Hello,” he said.
“I guess I fell asleep,” she replied. He ate the yogurt, watching her discreetly. All at once he saw the wrinkles in her face that he’d never noticed before, the skin starting to sag at her throat, and the puffiness under her tired eyes. She looked like a woman of forty-five. Had the soft-focus lens of his affection disappeared along with his trust?
“Why did you call me at the office and not on my cell?” she asked casually as she searched in the fridge for something.
“I don’t remember,” he lied, carefully scraping out the last of the yogurt from the container. “I must have hit the wrong speed-dial number. It wasn’t important.”
“Well, I was just down at the Main-Taunus Center shopping for a few things.” Cosima closed the refrigerator door and yawned. “Kira took care of little Sophie for me. It’s always a little faster if I don’t have to take her along.”
“Hmm, of course.” He set the empty yogurt container down for the dog to lick. For a moment he pondered whether he ought to ask her what she bought, because he didn’t believe a word she’d said. And suddenly it was clear to him that he never would again.
* * *
Amelie hid the roll of pictures in her chest of drawers and sat back down at her laptop. But she could no longer concentrate. It seemed that the pictures were calling softly to her: Look at us! Come on! Take us out!
She turned on her chair and stared at the dresser, wrangling with her conscience. Downstairs car doors slammed and the front door opened.
“We’re back!” her father called. Amelie hurried downstairs to say hello to the people she lived with. Although Barbara and the little tykes had welcomed her kindly, she could never bring herself to think “my family,” much less say it. Then she went back to her room and lay down on the bed. In the next room the toilet flushed. What could be in those pictures? Thies always painted such abstract stuff, except for that cool portrait of her that she’d seen yesterday. But why did he absolutely want to hide these pictures? It seemed to be damned important to him since he’d actually rung her doorbell and asked her not to show them to anybody. And that was really strange.
Amelie waited until peace and quiet returned to the house, then she went over to the chest of drawers and took out the roll. It was pretty heavy, so it must be more than only two or three pictures. And they didn’t smell as strongly of paint as freshly painted ones did. Carefully she untied the many knots in the ribbon that Thies had wrapped around the roll. There were eight pictures in a relatively small format. And they were completely different, not at all Thies’s usual painting style. Very representational and true to life with people that … Amelie froze and looked more closely at the first painting. She felt a tingle at the back of her neck and her heart started beating faster. In front of a big barn with a door wide open two boys were bending over a blond girl lying on the ground, her head in a pool of blood. Another boy with dark curly hair stood by, while a fourth was running with a panic-stricken expression straight toward the observer. And this fourth boy was—Thies! She feverishly began looking at the other paintings.
“Oh my God,” she whispered. The barn with the open door, next to it a somewhat lower stable building, the same people. Thies sat next to the barn, the boy with the dark curls stood at the open door of the stable and watched what was happening inside the stall. One of the boys was raping the blond girl, and the other one was holding her down. Amelie swallowed and turned to the next one. Again the barn, another girl with long black hair and a tight, bright-blue dress, kissing a man. He had his hand on her breast and she had wound one leg around his thigh. The image looked incredibly lifelike. In the rear of the dark barn was the curly-haired boy from the other pictures. The pictures looked almost like photographs. Thies had caught every detail: the colors of the clothes, the necklace on the girl, the text on a T-shirt. Unbelievable! The pictures undoubtedly showed the Sartorius barnyard. And they depicted the events from September 1997. Amelie smoothed out the last picture with both hands and was stunned by what she saw. The house was so quiet that she could hear her pulse pounding in her ears. The picture showed the man who had kissed the black-haired girl, but from the front this time. She knew him. She definitely knew him.
Friday, November 14, 2008
“Good morning.” Gregor Lauterbach nodded to his office manager Ines Schürmann-Liedtke and stepped into his big office in the Cultural Ministry of the state of Hessen on Luisenplatz in Wiesbaden. Today his calendar was totally booked up. For eight o’clock a discussion with his deputy minister was scheduled, and at ten he had to give a speech at the plenum in which he would present the budget proposal for the coming year. At noon an hour was reserved for a brief lunch with representatives of the teachers’ delegation from Wisconsin, the U.S. sister state of Hessen. On his desk the mail lay sorted according to importance in different colored resubmission folders. On top was the folder with the correspondence he had to sign. Lauterbach unbuttoned his jacket and sat down at his desk to take care of the most pressing items. Twenty to eight. The deputy minister would be punctual, he always was.
“Your coffee, sir.” Ines Schürmann-Liedtke came in and set down a cup of steaming coffee.
“Thank you,” he said with a smile. The woman was not only an intelligent and highly efficient office manager, but also a real feast for the eyes: an amply built brunette with big brown eyes and skin like milk and honey. She reminded him a bit of his wife, Daniela. Sometimes he permitted himself lusty daydreams in which Ines played a leading role, but in reality his behavior toward her was always above reproach. He could have replaced the staff in his office two years ago when he took over this position, but he had liked Ines immediately, and she thanked him for saving her job with absolute loyalty and unbelievable diligence.
“You’re looking wonderful again today, Ines,” he said, sipping his coffee. “That shade of green looks magnificent on you.”
“Thank you very much.” She smiled at the compliment, but turned professional at once and read off the list of callers who had asked that he call them back. Lauterbach listened with one ear as he signed the letters Ines had written, nodding or shaking his head. When she was done he handed her the correspondence. She left the office and he devoted himself to the mail that had already been sorted. There were four letters marked PERSONAL and addressed to him, and Ines had not opened those. He slit them open with the letter opener, scanned the first two quickly and put them aside. When he opened the third one, he caught his breath.
If you keep your mouth shut, nothing will happen. If not, the police will find out what you lost that time in the barn when you screwed your underage pupil. Fond greetings from Snow White.
His mouth was suddenly dry as dust. He looked at the second page, which showed a photo of a key ring. Fear crept through his veins, and he broke out in a cold sweat. This was no joke. His thoughts raced. Who had written this? Who could have known about him and his slipup with that girl? And why the hell was this letter arriving now? Gregor Lauterbach felt like his heart was going to jump out of his chest. For eleven long years he’d succeeded in repressing those fateful events. But now it had all come back, so vividly that it seemed like only yesterday. He stood up and went to the window, staring out at Luisenplatz, deserted in the gradually lifting darkness of this dreary November morning. He breathed slowly in and out. Just don’t lose your nerve now! In a desk drawer he found the well-worn notebook in which he’d kept telephone numbers for years. When he picked up the receiver he noticed to his consternation that his hand was shaking.
* * *
The gnarled old oak stood in the front part of the large park, not twenty feet from the wall that surrounded the entire property. She had never noticed the treehouse before, perhaps because in the summertime it had been hidden by the thick foliage of the tree. It wasn’t easy in a miniskirt and stockings to climb up the rickety-looking rungs of the ramshackle ladder, which was slippery from the rain of the past few days. She hoped Thies wouldn’t choose this moment to come out of his studio. He would know at once what she was doing here. Finally she reached the treehouse and crawled into it on all fours. It was a solid box of wood, like the elevated blinds that hunters used in the woods. Amelie straightened up cautiously and looked around, then sat down on the bench and looked out the window in front. Bingo! She dug her iPod out of her jacket pocket and called up the photos she had taken last night. The perspective matched one hundred percent. From here there was a sweeping view over half the village; the upper part of the Sartorius farm with its barn and cowshed lay directly at her feet. Even with the naked eye every detail was crystal clear. If she assumed that the cherry laurel had been somewhat smaller eleven years ago, then whoever painted the pictures must have watched from this very spot.
Amelie lit a cigarette and braced her feet against the wooden wall. Who had been sitting here? It couldn’t have been Thies, because he was visible in three of the pictures. Had somebody taken photos from up here that Thies had found and made paintings of later? Even more interesting was the question of who the other people in the pictures were. Laura Wagner and Stefanie “Snow White” Schneeberger, that was obvious. And the man who had done it in the barn with Snow White—she knew him too. But who were the three boys? Amelie pondered as she took a drag of her cigarette and considered what she should do with what she’d discovered. The police were out of the question. In the past she’d had nothing but bad experiences with cops; that was one of the reasons she’d been shipped off to her father’s dump of a town, even though she’d heard nothing from him for twelve whole years except on birthdays and Christmas. Alternative two, telling her parents, who would also run to the cops, didn’t make any sense.
A movement in the Sartorius barnyard caught her eye. Tobias went into the barn, and a little later the engine of the old tractor started up with a clatter. He was probably going to spend the somewhat dry day cleaning up some more. What if she showed him the pictures?
* * *
Even though Dr. Engel had expressly stated that there would be no new investigation into the two eleven-year-old murder cases, Pia kept on working with the sixteen files. Mostly to distract her thoughts from the threat behind the succinct words of the zoning department. In her mind she had already furnished the new house at Birkenhof and made it into the tasteful and cozy home she had always dreamed of owning. Much of Christoph’s furniture fit wonderfully in her interior decoration dreams: the ancient, scratched refectorium table, where twelve people could sit comfortably, the well-worn leather sofa from his winter garden, the antique hutch, the charming recamier … Pia sighed. Maybe everything would turn out all right and the building office would send the permit so she could finally get started.
She went back to focusing on the documents lying in front of her, scanned a report, and jotted down two names. Her last encounter with Tobias Sartorius had left her with a strange feeling. What if he’d been telling the truth all these years, and he really didn’t kill those two girls? That would mean that the real killer was still running around loose, while the wrongful conviction had cost Sartorius ten years of his life and his father his livelihood. Next to her notes she drew a map of the village of Altenhain. Who lived where? Who was friends with whom? At first glance it seemed as though Tobias Sartorius and his parents had been respected and well-liked people in the village. But if you read between the lines, there was obvious envy underlying the words of the people questioned. Tobias Sartorius had been an extremely good-looking young man, intelligent, good at sports, and generous. He seemed to possess all the best qualifications for a brilliant future; nobody spoke ill of the star pupil, the sports ace, the heartthrob of every schoolgirl. Pia looked at some of the photos. What had it been like for Tobias’s plain-looking friends with their pimply faces to be constantly compared with him? How must it have felt always to stand in his shadow, and never have first choice of the cutest girls? Weren’t envy and jealousy preprogrammed? And then an opportunity had suddenly presented itself to take revenge for all the tiny defeats: “Yes, Tobias does have a violent temper sometimes,” one of his best friends had stated. “Especially when he’s been drinking. Then he can flip out completely.”
A former teacher had characterized Tobias as a very good, ambitious pupil to whom everything came easily, but who could also apply himself to his studies with incredible discipline. Outspoken, self-confident to the point of arrogance, sometimes a hothead, and rather mature for his age. An only child who was practically worshipped by his parents. But also a boy who had a hard time dealing with competition and setbacks. Damn, where had she seen that? Pia leafed through the stacks of paper. She was looking for the transcript of the interview with Tobias’s teacher, who was also the teacher of the two girls at the time of their disappearance, but it was no longer there. Pia stopped abruptly, then rummaged on her desk for her notes from last week, and compared her list to the one she had made today.
“Well, that’s one thing,” she said.
“What’s going on?” Ostermann, eating a donut, looked over at her from his computer screen.
“The transcript from Gregor Lauterbach’s interview in the case of Stefanie Schneeberger and Tobias Sartorius is missing,” she replied, still shuffling paper. “How could that happen?”
“It must be in a different file.” Ostermann turned back to his work and his donut. He loved to eat those deep-fried rings, and Pia had been wondering for years why her colleague hadn’t become obese long ago. But Ostermann seemed to have a sensational metabolism since he could burn off the thousands of calories that he gobbled down each day. In his place she’d be literally rolling down the street by now.
“No,” said Pia, shaking her head. “It’s simply not here anymore!”
“Pia,” Ostermann said in a patient tone of voice, “we’re with the police. People can’t just walk in here and snatch transcripts out of a case file.”
“I know that. But the fact is, it’s gone. I read it last week.” Pia frowned. Who could be interested in that old case? Why would anyone want to steal unimportant interview transcripts? The telephone on her desk rang. She picked up and listened for a moment. In Wallau a delivery van had run off the road and burst into flames after rolling over several times. The driver was seriously injured, but in the wreckage of the vehicle the firemen had discovered at least two bodies burnt beyond recognition. With a sigh she closed the file and stowed her notes in a drawer. The prospect of crawling around in a muddy field didn’t thrill her.
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