Chapter 19
The house was so quiet he thought he could hear Rebel’s heart pounding through his chest. Even the wind that always seemed to be blowing through the trees took a hiatus for the first time Rebel was in chastity. Rebel was pale except for the color coming up on his cheeks and over the top of his chest. The perfect mix of embarrassment and arousal and just looking at him made Jack’s cock.
As soon as they were home he had ordered Rebel into the bedroom to strip and then he had put on the chastity belt. It looked beautiful on him, the soft silver over his light skin. The small plug he had put into the silver ring in back was just long enough to make its presence known but it would never satisfy his boy and when Jack ran his hands down Rebel’s back as he closed in on him, his sub made a whimper that made him want to throw him down and rip the belt off of him so he could fuck him long and deep.
“How does it feel?”
Rebel looked into Jack’s eyes for only a second before his lashes lay down over those reddening cheeks and he squirmed, lifting one leg a little then the other. “It’s weird. My dick wants to be hard but every time it tries it hurts.”
Jack held back his laughter. “It’s supposed to.” He took Rebel’s hand and led him to the bed before he laid them both down, holding Rebel close to him, kissing his face and down his neck, his shoulder, then back around to his lips. His hand continued to roam over his boy’s beautiful body as he lazily kissed him, sucked his tongue, and moaned as Rebel bit at his bottom lip. Rebel’s hips moved and once in a while he whimpered from the cock cage blocking his cock from getting hard. Jack whispered roughly to him, “It’s okay baby, when the weekend is almost over you can come and when you are finally allowed to it’s going to blow your mind.”
“Allowed to. That still freaks me out a little. I’ve never let anyone tell me what to do.”
Jack smiled gently, knowing he was telling the truth. “Yeah but didn’t you always want them to? Didn’t you crave deep inside of you to have someone care enough to take the time and love enough to tell you what to do? I want to give you all of your deepest desires. I want to take care of you and let you feel all of the love I can give you. With that comes fulfilling your desire to submit to someone’s will. Someone who will make you happy.”
Rebel chuckled dryly. “What if it isn’t what I really want?”
“It’s what you need though.”
Rebel stared into Jack’s eyes and he saw it there, Rebel’s true desire. “How do you know me so well?”
This was a question Jack knew he’d answer a million times and Rebel would continue to ask it for years to come. “I don’t know you as much as I want to but I know your submissive tendencies. I saw them the first time I met you, felt them from you every minute since. You…well I want to know you. I want to know everything about you and not just your past and what is going on with you now but everything as we grow together.”
Rebel sat up suddenly and swallowed. “I don’t want that. I mean you knowing everything. I’ve never wanted that from anyone.”
Jack didn’t move and didn’t touch him. “Why? Because you think you’re not good enough? You think you shouldn’t be loved?”
Squirming Rebel didn’t answer and Jack didn’t push him on it. Not right then and not with words. Instead he ran his hands down Rebel’s body, light touches to Rebel’s sensitive skin. He traced the chain of the belt, the outline of the V and then down Rebel’s inner thighs. Finally Jack moved on top of Rebel and kissed him softly, lips lingering close.
“I think you deserve every single bit of love and attention you can get.”
Rebel’s fingers touched his stitches. In a whisper he said, “I mess things up. I always do. You deserve better than me.”
Jack nodded and kissed Rebel again. “It’s true I deserve the best and that’s why I deserve you. I see so much in you Rebel. I see all the potential of you being not only the best sub but the best man I could ask for. You will learn that instead of running or getting yourself or others hurt you can come to me and we can work anything out. Anything.”
He lifted up to kiss Jack so sweetly…it was Jack who was melting. Rebel’s lips trembled and his breathing hitched. Rubbing his thumb over Rebel’s cheekbone he asked his sub, “There, see how good this feels?”
“Yes, it feels good.”
“Master, this feels good Master.”
Rebel smiled a little. “It feels weird saying that.”
“But it feels right doesn’t it. You want to give yourself to me completely. Let me guide you and let me have your will.”
“Yes…Master,” Rebel said in a gruff whisper then he moaned in pain. “That hurts.”
Laughing Jack moved off Rebel and looked down at Rebel’s cock trying to fill in the cage. “Makes you hot to give yourself up to me does it?”
“Fuck yes.” He looked at Jack and smiled shyly. “Yes Master.”
Good boy. Jack loved Rebel and this made him soar over the pines. “Good.”
The rest of the weekend was mellow and slow. Jack let Rebel heal physically and started to help him to heal emotionally. There was not an hour that went by without Rebel getting praise for his submission or was touched all over his body. As the hours rolled by Rebel was put in a deeper state of not only submission… a submission so heavy that the name Master came out without struggle, but also happiness. Rebel’s lips barely fell from the little smile he had and his breathing was slow and steady. By Sunday night Jack could see he was feeling better and he decided to pick up the pace a bit. He took Rebel to bed and laid him softly down, moving over him fluidly before he grabbed the cuffs he’d thrown on the bed earlier and attaching them to Rebel’s wrists then to the headboard.
“I’m going to take off the belt and I’m going to be inside of you. That doesn’t mean you can come when you want to. You hold yourself back until I give you permission.”
As Jack informed him that the belt was coming off Rebel groaned and his eyes rolled back but he nodded as Jack finished, his voice far away sounding. “Yes, yes Master, please…”
“Please what baby?”
Rebel couldn’t focus on him but he struggled to find what he wanted to say. “Please fuck me Master, I need you inside, inside, oh fuck…”
His body barely moving, just his head rolling back and forth Rebel looked amazing. Jack hadn’t even taken off the belt yet and Rebel was blissed out, so deep inside subspace that Jack knew it would last for days. “Okay Rebel, let’s get the belt off.”
Nodding in an over exaggerated way, Rebel opened his eyes to watch and Jack took the necklace from around his neck and used the key first on the lock on the belt itself then after turning Rebel on his side, he unlocked the tiny lock on the ring that held the plug inside of Rebel. Slowly Jack took the plug out and replaced it with two fingers. Rebel sighed as Jack fingered him, his body moving in response, hips bucking trying to get Jack deeper.
“Easy baby.”
It was as if Rebel didn’t hear him and he continued to buck, making Jack chuckle. He pulled out his fingers and kissed over Rebel’s shoulders, up to his neck, sucking and biting a mark under Rebel’s jaw. He blew on the spot and watched the goose bumps raise on his baby’s arms then smiled wide as he got a whimper from the beautiful man.
Jack got into the drawer and got out the condoms, pulling one out slowly, drawing out every movement and prolonging Rebel’s anticipation as long as he could. He couldn’t get enough of watching Rebel’s wriggling, of seeing his desire on display so sweetly. It was obvious that Rebel had never had a lover that took the time with him to bring out his need before giving him unbelievable pleasure. He was very happy to be the first and hopefully the last.
“Talk to me Rebel baby. Tell me what you want. Tell me what you need.”
Rebel focused then, for only a brief moment before he said, “You. I need you!”
Growling Jack sheathed his cock and spread Rebel’s legs wide, pushing them up before leading his cock to Rebel’s hole and rubbing the tip over the pretty little pucker. “We’re going to go to the clinic tomorrow and get your injury checked and while we’re there we’re getting tested. We’re going to make sure we’re both clean so I can fill you with my cum. I want to see it drip out of you.” He kept up his teasing rub over Rebel’s hole as he grittily said, “I want to put a plug in you to hold it in all day or all night so you can know who is inside of you. Who you belong to.”
Rebel came up as far as his bound arms would let him. “Please!”
In one stroke Jack was inside, steadily pushed in to the hilt. Rebel let out a scream that was pure raw sex and joy. “That’s it boy, let me hear you.”
Jack didn’t move, he barely breathed and just was still inside of Rebel but Rebel wasn’t still or quiet. He moved his hips, fucking himself on Jack’s cock while he groaned and keened with need to be fucked, pleading with his Master. “Now Jack, I mean Master fuck whatever please fuck me fuck please!”
“Beg baby, beg me for it.”
Rebel yanked at the cuffs and Jack laid over him, pinning his body in place, holding his hair in two rough grips. “Yeah boy that’s it, you want it hard?”
“Yes!”
He took his cock nearly out of Rebel then slammed back in so hard it pushed the air from his boy but Rebel recovered quickly as Jack leaned on his elbows, stared into Rebel’s face and he rocked his sub’s body with every thrust. Rebel continued to wail but no words formed. Jack stayed steady at him, his body lit with need to fill up the condom but he wanted it to last. He wouldn’t allow Rebel to come until he was ready for it and he could tell Rebel wanted to badly.
“Please, please Master!”
“What Rebel? Tell me?” Rebel’s tears streamed down into his hair and Jack kissed each of Rebel’s eyes. “Come on baby, tell me what you need.”
“Ah! I need to come!” Jack was so proud of him, so fucking proud that he waited a few seconds before he told him no.
“Not yet. Not until I say.”
Rebel sobbed out a scream and it vibrated through Jack like an explosion. He came so hard he saw stars light in his vision and he slammed in hard while he said, “Come! Come now!”
Arching off of the bed Rebel tensed up, squeezing Jack’s cock so hard it made Jack continue his intense orgasm, shooting more even as he felt Rebel’s heated cum warming the skin of his stomach and lower chest as his body was flush against nearly every inch of Rebel’s skin.
“Please Jack, please…”
Jack got off of Rebel and stripped off the condom, disposed of it then released Rebel’s wrists from the cuffs before he held him tight, matching his heavy breathing but smiling crazily. “Please what baby?”
“Please…?”
Rebel looked completely blissed out, fucked out as if he had spent the weekend with a cock inside of him instead of only the very last part. Jack took his mouth in a long slow kiss, the kind he was finding he loved with Rebel and once he ended the kiss Rebel looked at him, smiled then dropped off to sleep.
Monday came with Jack reaching for his sub and not finding him. He sat up and rubbed his eyes before he looked around the room and growled, “I’m going to have to tie that fucker to the bed.” He got up and grabbed his sweats and slid them on before he headed out to the kitchen, smelling the coffee as soon as the bedroom door was open.
Rebel was next to the sink setting up a tray to bring to him and Jack thought about sneaking back to the bedroom so he wouldn’t ruin Rebel’s surprise but before he could Rebel turned around. “Oh! Oh well, I was hoping to get this in there before you woke up.”
Jack went to him and grabbed his bare waist, kissing him hard. “Sorry to ruin it but you know you are supposed to stay in bed until I let you get up.”
Rebel nuzzled his neck with his nose. “Sorry Master but I just feel so good I couldn’t lie there anymore. I wanted to do something.”
“Still,” he began, hating having to chastise his lover, and then continued, “I have lots for you to do there if you can’t sit still.”
Rebel’s smile said he didn’t mind at all and he nodded. “Yes Master.”
Every time he said the prolific Jack felt like groaning. Chills ran over his body and he smiled. “All right so now that breakfast is already made what are we having?”
Rebel led the way to the bedroom and for the next half an hour he and Jack shared the fruits and breads Rebel had plated and as Jack fed him the last slice of peach Rebel sucked his finger into his mouth and Jack’s cock filled immediately. He kissed Rebel deep, loving the taste of him and the peach combined in his fine silky mouth. “Mmm. Nice.”
“Let me show you how much I loved this weekend with you,” Rebel purred licking his wet lips.
“I might be late for work.”
Rebel smiled, his eyebrow rising slow. “I think I can make it worth it.”
Jack groaned and put the tray on the nightstand then took Rebel in a hot kiss before gently pushing his head down, Rebel’s mouth kissing and sucking a trail down his body until he was teasing the tip of Jack’s cock with the tip of his tongue. Jack leaned back on his elbows, letting his head fall back between his shoulders as Rebel surrounded his cock in heat sucking and licking until Jack felt the back of Rebel’s throat.
“That’s it baby take it all.”
Rebel moaned around his cock and Jack lifted his head to watch his boy work his cock so fucking sweetly he felt like throwing him down and fucking his throat but he stayed where he was and just let Rebel take over, keeping himself from bucking up like he wanted. Rebel set a nice fast pace while tonguing over every bit of it. Jack wove his fingers through Rebel’s hair and put the slightest pressure on the back of his head, leading him to take him deep as he tensed up, his orgasm racing.
“Swallow it all Rebel. Take all of it,” he warned just before he shot and yelled out with it as Rebel swallowed around his cock, drinking it down and humming as he cleaned Jack’s cock with long languishing licks afterward.
“Come here.”
Rebel smiled at him and crawled up his body, bending his head down to kiss Jack, sharing his taste, and Jack felt the need to get hard all over again.
Rebel looked at the clock on the nightstand and said, “And still time to make it without being late.”
“Smart ass.” Jack smiled and cracked his ass hard. Rebel jumped then yelped. He got up and headed to the shower after grabbing Rebel’s hand. They got into the shower and Jack started cleaning Rebel with only the soap and his hands. “Rules for today.”
Rebel rolled his eyes playfully. “And they are?”
“Belt is going back on before I leave. I think you can handle your regular discipline but I will hold off one more day until we go to the doctor this afternoon. I want you here for the day. We will come up with a plan of attack on your house but for now no going there without me. No going anywhere without me for a while.”
Leaning back on the wall Rebel said in a low voice, “Feels like fucking house arrest but okay. You are the boss.”
With his hands on either side of Rebel’s head on the wall Jack leaned in and said, “You aren’t under arrest Rebel. I just want to have you close to me if anything comes up again until you get in a better place and can deal with it without getting hurt in some way. I know it may not seem like it but I’m protecting my boy. That’s my job as Dom and my privilege as your lover.”
“Whatever. I said I’d do it.”
Jack kissed him and thought about how good it would be once Rebel could take a full morning’s spanking and then punishments again. “Good.”
He worked quickly through everything that needed done but he was going through the motions. His mind was back at home with his lover. Never before had he wanted to use the money Martin had left him along with his own savings and just take some time off. Take a couple of months to just be with Rebel, train him, take care of him and his every need. He was thinking of it now and the thought nagged at him. More and more he found work as a chore instead of loving it as he always had.
“Sheriff?” Patsy’s voice took him out of his thoughts and he looked up to smile a little.
“Yeah Pats. What is it?”
“Dennis says that the Reinhold property had tracks leading to it last night and he went up but didn’t see anything.”
Jack nodded. “Thanks Pats, I’ll give him a call.”
Taking time off wasn’t the only thing nagging at him. Lonnie had been in his thoughts more and more as well. He had avoided talking to Dennis because of it. His oldest and dearest friend and he hadn’t wanted to talk to him because he didn’t know how to deal with any of it. Finally, he picked up the phone and after Dennis picked up he said, “Dennis Patsy told me about the Reinhold place.”
“Hello to you too Jack.”
Jack smiled sincerely. “Hi Den. Sorry just got a lot on my mind.”
“Me too. I don’t know if you even want to hear this but Lonnie never got to Utah. My cousins called me yesterday.”
Jack’s heart went into his throat. Fear struck him so hard he stood up and his chair fell back against his file cabinets. “What the fuck do you mean? Where is he? Is he okay? What the fuck Dennis why didn’t you fucking tell me!?”
“Whoa, whoa Jack! He took another bus to New Mexico. From what I can gather he got there safe but other than that I don’t know for sure.”
Jack started pacing in little circles. “That place is terrible for him.”
“Yeah I know but he’s also a man and I can’t order him to leave there. His father is there and most of his immediate family. I can’t drag him back here.”
“I can!”
The line went quiet and Jack thought maybe they had gotten disconnected before Dennis said, “No you can’t. What are you going to do, go down there and drag him back here so he can watch you be with another man?”
Jack’s hand gripped tighter on the phone and he sat hard on the edge of the desk. “No, of course not. Damn it Den, I can’t stand the thought of him being down there.”
“I know. Neither can I but there isn’t much for us to do about it.”
Long after Jack ended the call and cleared up more paperwork Lonnie still hung in the air like a storm cloud ready to open and pour down on him. He righted his chair behind his desk and sat in it. rubbing his hands over his face.
“You can’t have them both,” Martin said as he sat on the desk.
“Don’t you think I know that? Don’t you think I don’t know how lucky I am to have Rebel? I fucking love him like crazy. Shit, maybe I am crazy. This whole fucking thing is looney tunes.”
“Of course it is my love but no one said love was sane.”
His smile faded long after his body and face did and Jack was left alone in the office. Alone again like he’d been for so long and now after all that loneliness he found himself totally madly in love with one man and unable to put another one out of his mind. He wanted Rebel. He knew that in his very soul but Lonnie had been there through so much for him. It truly felt like he was abandoning his friend.