Faith heard the singing as she entered the hallway toward the Prime’s suite, and though she was on an urgent errand, she found herself drawn to the threshold of a room that, as far as she knew, hadn’t been opened in twenty years or more except by the servants who kept it clean.
Several other Elite were hovering at the door, hanging back so they wouldn’t be seen; Samuel and Terrence were there as well as the East Wing guard, Saylor. They all looked up guiltily when they saw the Second, but she was too curious to reprimand any of them for leaving their posts, and besides, their job was to guard the Prime and his guest, and clearly they were all doing just that.
Faith leaned her head around the door frame to see what was going on.
First, she saw Miranda, the source of the unbelievable singing. She looked almost dwarfed by the instrument she played on, which had to be twice as long as she was tall. Still, it seemed like the aura of the human had expanded to include the piano as if they were one creature merged in common purpose.
Miranda’s voice was both sweeter and darker than she would have guessed by hearing her speak, and she was so wrapped up in the music that she played with her eyes shut tight, swaying forward and back as her fingers hit the keys harder or softer. As she finished the song she was playing she went into what Faith assumed was an improvisation on its theme, a complicated line of melody and harmony that seemed to move in slow spirals around the piano. Faith had never heard anything like it.
Years go by, will I still be waiting for somebody else to understand . . .
Faith looked over to the chairs and saw the Prime, and she couldn’t help it: she grinned.
She’d known him a long time and had never, ever seen the expression on his face before. It was beyond captivated, somewhere in the wild land between rapture and dissolution, underlined with a longing that was as painful for Faith to watch as it was satisfying to finally see him lose himself to.
She could have told him he was doomed the minute he brought Miranda to the Haven.
No, now that she thought about it, she knew he was doomed when she saw how he reacted to the idea of cutting off Miranda’s hair. He had spent an hour working through it strand by strand with the focused attention he brought to debugging network code, and with the singular devotion of a monk praying the Rosary. He would never have done such a thing for anyone else.
Yet he was still fighting it. Faith wanted to shake him sometimes.
Luckily, one thing vampires had was time to wait.
Faith moved out of the doorway and leaned back against the wall. She needed to talk to David, but a few minutes wouldn’t be the end of the world. Let them have this moment while they could.
Faith knew with the certainty of two hundred years that the worst was yet to come.
Nine
The following Wednesday night, Faith asked quizzically, “You want me to do what, again?”
David gestured at Miranda, who stood in the center of the training room. The furniture had been pushed to the perimeter, where he sat now in his usual chair. “I want you to poke her.”
“That’s not really my thing, Sire. If you want, I could ask Lindsay when she gets back from patrol—”
“Psychically poke her, idiot,” the Prime said.
Miranda spoke up a little nervously. “I can hold my shield myself pretty well now—”
“—but she has to be able to do it under duress,” David said.
“Which means, under attack,” Miranda finished. “We need someone I’m not used to working with to push at my boundaries and see if I can push back.”
Faith still looked dubious, but she wasn’t the type to contradict an order. She went where the Prime had indicated, a space a few feet in front of Miranda.
“All right,” David said. “Go ahead.”
He shifted his vision into the sideways sight that allowed him to “see” energy; the sight was different for everyone with psychic powers, but to him it registered like waves of heat, sometimes in color, sometimes merely temperature and texture. Faith’s energy was cool, watery; Miranda’s had the shimmer of autumn fire.
Miranda grounded flawlessly, and he watched with a critical eye as she slowly raised the barrier he had shown her how to create. She had finally caught the trick of keeping it all the way around her and not just in front, and this week they had worked on her keeping it up for longer and longer periods. Soon she would shield herself automatically and not have to constantly remind herself to keep the energy flowing, but she needed experience with the pressure of other minds, and he wasn’t about to let her work outside the training room until he was sure she could at least defend herself against Faith.
“Okay,” she said. “I’m ready.”
David directed Faith to start simply by aiming her telepathy at Miranda and seeing if the human could block it out. Miranda’s primary gift was empathy, which dealt in emotions while telepathy dealt in words; the two were otherwise difficult to distinguish from one another, and often having one gift meant having both in some measure. Emotions were by far the harder to filter out, but the shield was meant to do both.
He watched, trying not to speak up, as Faith framed a thought and sent it strongly toward Miranda.
The first time, her shield buckled, the front sagging under the pressure but not quite vanishing; Miranda hauled it back up again, breathing hard, her nails digging into her palms. At David’s signal, Faith tried again.
This time, it held, though the effort showed in the sweat running down Miranda’s face. After several more attempts her T-shirt was soaked, clinging to her breasts.
David did his best not to stare. Now wasn’t really the time to act like a horny teenager.
He asked Faith to pause and took a moment to point out where Miranda was leaking energy. “On your left,” he said. “You need to divert from the front to the sides.”
“But then how will I deflect the hit?”
“Balance,” he replied. “Remember how my shield rippled the night you attacked me?”
“You attacked him?” Faith asked, incredulous.
Miranda shrugged. “It didn’t work.”
“Exactly,” he said. “If the entire shield is equally strong, the back and sides can take pressure off the front. Then the entire sphere supports itself, absorbing the impact and grounding it out instead of shattering. That’s why we visualize it as curved instead of angular; curves follow the design of nature, and nature knows how to bend without breaking. Now try again, but this time, Faith, use emotion instead of thought.”
“I’m not exactly an empath. You’re going to have to explain that one a little more.”
“Think of something really sad,” Miranda told her. “So sad it makes you want to curl up in a ball and weep. Then throw it at me like you’re trying to force me to feel it, too.”
Faith was at a loss, but after a moment she thought of something and gave it a try, to no avail.
“Am I supposed to think of something that makes me sad, or something that would make her sad?”
“Your emotion, your experience. She has to hold firm where she stops and you begin.”
Faith frowned, and then something seemed to occur to her. She looked over at David, and he could tell exactly what she was thinking, and also what a horrible idea she thought it was.
He agreed, but though his heart practically screamed in protest, he gave his Second an almost imperceptible nod.
She swallowed and turned back to Miranda.
“Okay,” she said. “Here goes.”
David took a deep breath and held on to the arms of the chair. He saw Faith reaching into herself and digging up a memory from the distant past; it wasn’t one he had ever heard her speak of in detail, but he still knew it existed, and he knew exactly what it was going to do.
Faith gathered the energy of that memory for a minute, steeling herself, before releasing it, letting the despair of that moment in her life hit Miranda full force.
The echoes reached David seconds later: cries for mercy, laughter, the sound of cloth tearing, the terror of knowing her life was in the hands of those who thought she was less than dirt. A young girl on the streets of Edo, hurrying home alone at night, was nothing more than fresh meat . . . and afterward, her body bruised inside and out, she endured her father’s shame knowing he couldn’t give her to any man who wanted a virgin bride. That shame had turned to rage, and she had nowhere to go but the streets. There were plenty of brothels specializing in girls dolled up as geishas.
All of this hit David in a heartbeat, and a heartbeat later, Miranda was sobbing.
As she fell to her knees, he was on his feet, but Faith grabbed his arm and held him back.
“No,” Miranda wept over and over. “No, no, no . . .”
He nearly shoved Faith aside, but the Second refused to budge. Miranda doubled over beneath the force of shared pain, and Faith’s eyes were full of tears, but still, Faith wouldn’t let him go to her.
Miranda’s hands on the floor curled slowly into fists.
“No,” she murmured. “No.”
David watched, heart in his throat, as she breathed in . . . and out . . . and pushed.
The collapsing shield around her began to expand. Every time she exhaled, she fed more and more energy into it, until Faith’s memories and the grief they brought with them started to lose their hold over her. Her whole body shook with the strain, but the shield held.
It held.