“Then I’ll leave,” I said, frustration making me reckless. “I ran away once; I can do it again!”
I was suddenly gripped in Bones’ arms with my head tilted back, without seeing him so much as twitch for warning. Maybe that was my own fault and not just due to his speed. I’d been so busy keeping up my emotional shields, I’d pretty much forgotten about my physical ones. And truth be told, I never expected him to bite me.
Yeah, I’d let my usual vampire guards down all the way with Bones.
His fangs buried deep into my neck. Just like that one time years before when he’d bitten me, what logic told me should hurt only felt good instead. Really, really good, and increasing with each strong pull from his mouth. The strangest kind of heat flooded all through me, even though with my blood spilling into Bones, I should be feeling colder, not warmer.
Stop it, I wanted to say, but couldn’t seem to form the words. What came out was a primitive groan instead. Bones tightened his arms around me, tilting me back, and licking my neck before sinking his teeth in again.
I jerked in pleasure even as a warning shot through me. Was he going to kill me? Change me into a vampire? Neither possibility appealed to me. Spots began to appear in my vision, assuming my eyes were even still open. Add that to the roaring in my ears, which was either my heartbeat or the noise one hears right before passing out.
My fists thumped on his back. It was all I was capable of doing to tell him to stop, since my mouth only seemed good for making little ecstatic noises. That’s when I realized I could stop him, if I really wanted to. My silver knife was still in my hand. I could feel the cold metal of it in my fingers.
Bones must have felt it, too. He pulled back for an instant, drops of my blood staining his mouth like rubies, and then slowly, deliberately, bent to my neck again. The subsequent long, deep suction weakened my knees and sent such a rapturous shudder through me that I found myself thinking if I were going to die, at least I’d die happy.
But I didn’t have to die. All I had to do was angle that blade and give it one good push to live. Bones wasn’t restraining my arms. They were loosely around his back while one of his hands tangled in my hair and the other supported me. The gray encompassing my vision became thicker, the noise in my ears was almost deafening. It was him or me, because it was clear he wasn’t going to stop.
My fingers gripped around the knife to thrust... and then relaxed. It slipped from my hand, which I used to press Bones closer instead. I can’t do it, was my last thought. Besides, there are far worse ways to die.
FIFTEEN
AWARENESS RETURNED A PIECE at a time. First and foremost, I realized my heart was still beating. Okay, I’m not dead or changed into a vampire. Always a plus. Then I discovered I had a pillow under my head. More alertness revealed that I was stretched on my side covered by a blanket. The room was dark, drapes were shut. Arms encircled me from behind, nearly the color of my own.
That’s when I woke all the way up.
“Where are we?”
Who I was with wasn’t in question, even though my head still felt a little cottony.
“In the house I’m renting, in Richmond.”
“How long have I been out?” Silly details seemed important; why I didn’t know.
“Four hours, give or take. Long enough for you to steal all the covers. I’ve been listening to you snore and watching you cocoon into the bedspread, and I realized I’ve missed this the most. Holding you while you sleep.”
I sat up, my hand going at once to my throat. As expected, it was smooth. No punctures or bumps left to show what had happened. Bones had closed the holes with a drop of his blood, erasing any marks of what had happened.
“You bit me,” I said accusingly, but with a lot less anger than I intended. It was either the combination of the juice in his fangs or blood loss that made everything seem not as... stressful. And I should be stressed. Even though we were still both dressed, I was in a bed with Bones, and that wasn’t a good idea if I wanted to keep my emotional distance.
“Yes,” was all he said. He didn’t even bother to sit up, but stayed stretched out on the pillows.
“Why?”
“Many reasons. Do you want me to list them all?”
“Yeah.” An edge crept into my tone. He looked too damn unconcerned for my liking.
“Primarily to prove a point,” he said, finally sitting up. “You could have killed me. By rights, you should have killed me. You had a vampire sucking the lifeblood out of you and a silver knife in your hand. Only a fool wouldn’t have wielded that blade... or someone who cares far more than she’s admitting to.”