FORTY-FOUR
“Punch me.”
Warner is standing directly across from me, head cocked to the side. Everyone is watching us.
I shake my head, fast.
“Don’t be afraid, love,” he says to me. “I just want you to try.”
His arms are relaxed at his sides. His stance so casual. It’s Saturday morning, which means he has time off from his daily workout routine. Which means he’s decided to work with me, instead.
I shake my head again.
He laughs. “Your training with Kenji is good,” he says, “but this is just as important. You need to learn how to fight. You have to be able to defend yourself.”
“But I can defend myself,” I say to him. “I’m strong enough.”
“Strength is excellent,” he says, “but it’s worth nothing without technique. If you can be overpowered, you are not strong enough.”
“I don’t think I could be overpowered,” I say to him. “Not really.”
“I admire your confidence.”
“Well, it’s true.”
“When you met my father for the first time,” he says, “were you not initially overpowered?”
My blood runs cold.
“And when you set out to fight after I left Omega Point,” he says to me, “were you not overpowered again?”
I clench my fists.
“And even after you were captured,” he says quietly, “was my father not able to overpower you once more?”
I drop my head.
“I want you to be able to defend yourself,” Warner says, his voice gentle now. “I want you to learn how to fight. Kenji was right the other day, when he said you can’t just throw your energy around. You have to be able to project with precision. Your moves must always be deliberate. You have to be able to anticipate your opponent in every possible way, both mentally and physically. Strength is only the first step.”
I look up, meet his eyes.
“Now punch me,” he says.
“I don’t know how,” I finally admit, embarrassed.
He’s trying so hard not to smile.
“Are you looking for volunteers?” I hear Kenji ask. He steps closer. “Because I’ll gladly kick your ass if Juliette isn’t interested.”
“Kenji,” I snap, spinning around. I narrow my eyes.
“What?”
“Come on, love,” Warner says to me. He’s unfazed by Kenji’s comment, looking at me as if no one else in this room exists. “I want you to try. Use your strength. Tap into every bit of power you have. And then punch me.”
“I’m afraid I’m going to hurt you.”
Warner laughs again. Looks away. Bites his lip as he stifles another smile. “You’re not going to hurt me,” he says. “Trust me.”
“Because you’ll absorb the power?”
“No,” he says. “Because you won’t be able to hurt me. You don’t know how.”
I frown, annoyed. “Fine.”
I swing my fist in what I assume a punch is supposed to look like. But my motion is limp and wobbly and so humiliatingly bad I almost give up halfway.
Warner catches my arm. He meets my eyes. “Focus,” he says to me. “Imagine you are terrified. You are cornered. You are fighting for your life. Defend yourself,” he demands.
I pull my arm back with more intensity, ready to try harder this time, when Warner stops me. He grabs my elbow. Shakes it a little. “You are not playing baseball,” he says. “You do not wind up for a punch, and you do not need to lift your elbow up to your ear. Do not give your opponent advance notice of what you’re about to do,” he says. “The impact should be unexpected.”
I try again.
“My face is in the center, love, right here,” he says, tapping a finger against his chin. “Why are you trying to hit my shoulder?”