“You, Mrs. Mason. She told me about you and your husband. Only she didn’t say your names right away, so I didn’t realize. She said she had read of a certain couple and the things they’d been able to do. She suggested that this couple might be able to help my Abigail too. That’s when she pulled out a clipping from the newspaper, and I looked down to see a photo—your photo—and I read about all the things you’ve done since I last saw you.”
“I see,” my mother told him. “Listen, Mr. Lynch, I don’t want to be one more person who adds to your disappointment, so I need to be up front. As I told you on the phone, I cannot guarantee I’ll be of any help. My husband and I don’t claim to have any sort of magic powers. When it comes down to it, our only method is prayer in its most simple and basic form. It’s all I have to offer. And that said, your daughter is a minor. I can’t have you leaving her here and disappearing on us.”
“I’m not disappearing. I’ll be back. Of course, I’ll be back. But you and your husband are good people. At the very least, I know my Abigail will be safe here with you. And I can use a day, two days, three—however long it takes, to get myself together and calm my nerves before I do something I—”
When he stopped abruptly, I expected my mother to prod, but she allowed the silence to do the job. She waited—we both did—watching him look down at those heavy shoes once more. When he lifted his head and spoke next, his voice crept close to tears. “It’s been so hard. This life. You have no idea. Or maybe you do. But there are times when I’m afraid I’ll lose my patience. Afraid that, despite my good intentions and faith in our good Lord Jesus Christ and the love in my heart for my daughter, I might snap and do something I’ll regret.”
In the distance, we heard a car motoring along the main road. All of us, except Abigail, looked to see a red convertible with flashy hubcaps moving closer. At the sight of Lynch’s grimy van pulled to the side, emergency flashers blinking away, the driver slowed to get a glimpse of us there before speeding off.
When the convertible was gone, I made up my mind to put an end to this situation before things went any further. “Sorry for your troubles, sir,” I began. “We really are. But you will have to come up with another plan. You can’t leave your daughter here.”
Considering how unusual that sort of bluntness was coming from me, it sounded pretty convincing—that’s what I thought anyway, before Lynch fixed his gaze on me with such intensity, it was as though he was realizing for the first time that my mother had family who might interfere with his needs. A smile—so slight, so awkward, I was not quite certain that’s even what it was at first—formed on his thin lips. I had the feeling he might start laughing at the things I’d said.
“Sylvie,” my mother said. “It’s okay.”
“But—”
She reached over, put a hand on my arm, and squeezed, while keeping her gaze on Albert Lynch. “I can try to help your girl,” she told him. “But I must inform you that I’ve not been feeling my best the last month. And these things—well, they take focus. They take energy from me. Still, I can try.”
That not-quite-a-smile turned into something more full-fledged when Lynch heard what my mother was saying. After another rush of thank you’s, he turned toward the van and wasted no time gathering up rumpled clothes, a toothbrush, a hairbrush, sneakers, books. I stood watching, having a hard time imagining his daughter brushing her teeth or hair or wearing sneakers, never mind reading.
When Lynch turned to carry the pile toward us, something that had been swept up inside dropped out of the bottom. My mother and I watched it fall to the pavement and skid toward the front tire. In his excitement, Lynch must not have noticed, otherwise he wouldn’t have asked me to hold out a garbage bag so he could stuff his daughter’s things inside.
“She likes this book,” he said, showing us a copy of something called Legends of Faith. “Or she used to like it. When she was younger, I read it to her. Sometimes, I still do, in hopes that it will bring back memories of happier times.”
“Mr. Lynch?” my mother said.
“And now that she’s up and out, I should warn you that it might appear as though things are relatively fine with her. That’s how it goes. For weeks at a stretch things seem almost normal. But just when you get comfortable, that’s when—”
“Mr. Lynch?” my mother repeated.
This time, he stopped talking and looked at her. “Yes, ma’am?”
My mother did not answer. She didn’t have to; his gaze trailed hers, mine too, to where a small black pistol with a blunt silver nose lay not far from the front tire. I watched Lynch’s hands begin to tremble as he shoved the last of his daughter’s things in the bag, then he walked quickly to the van and scooped up the gun.