“But not enough,” she repeated.
“We are only as good as the promises we keep, Eva. And I’ve made a promise. You don’t want a man who can’t keep his promises, do you?”
Their eyes caught and held. And he saw the moment she believed him. He recognized her defeat, saw her acceptance. He saw Eva, the little girl who had always given in to his whims and followed his lead. She knew he wouldn’t yield. Unyielding Angelo, she’d called him. She’d told him once that his virtue was as disheartening as it was admirable. He didn’t feel virtuous at the moment.
She nodded then. An acknowledgment, an acquiescence. A muscle in his jaw jumped and his lips firmed. Without a word he held out his arm. But she wouldn’t take it.
“Please just go, Angelo. Just go,” she whispered.
“I want to walk you home. I need to see that you are safe.”
“I need you to leave me now.” Her voice grew stronger.
“I won’t do that,” he insisted, willing her to yield once more.
“You already have,” she said again. And when her eyes rose to his, the little girl was gone. “Go, Angelo.”
It was his turn to yield.
With a heavy heart, he turned and left the quiet chapel, knowing this time, and forever more, Eva wouldn’t be following.
1940
10 June, 1940
Confession: I still love my country, even after what she has done.
Italy has not been loyal to her Jews, but in my heart, bruised and betrayed as it is, I am still Italian, and my soul quakes at the thought of what is to come for my country, even if she has rejected me.
We are officially at war. Italy invaded France and simultaneously declared war on Great Britain. No more rumors or threats, no more posturing and pounding of chests. Italy is at war, allied with Germany. We are allied with a country led by a man who hates Jews.
I wonder how many men, how many Jews, will have to die for Hitler to declare himself the winner. Germany already invaded Denmark and Norway, rolling over them without mercy. Belgium surrendered in only eighteen days. Next is France. When England falls there will be no one left to stop them.
America wants no part in the war. I want no part in it either. Jews are not allowed to fight anyway. Non-Italian Jews resent us for it. Impromptu work orders are popping up all over the city, run by the Fascist police. Jewish men and boys, and sometimes women too, can be randomly pulled from their homes or off the street to shovel gravel or dig ditches or move bricks from one place to another. It is our patriotic duty, the Fascists say. They say it is the least we can do, as if we made the laws that banned us from military service. Better banned than forced to fight with Hitler, I suppose. But it feels wrong to sit by while others fight, even if they die for terrible things.
Angelo has banned me too. Banned me and abandoned me. Just like Italy. Last November he was ordained to the priesthood, and I haven’t seen him since.
Eva Rosselli
CHAPTER 6
SHIVAH
Two days after Italy entered the war, Camillo interrupted Eva and Felix in the music room, and the desperate look in her father’s eyes had Eva’s palms sweating and her heart racing.
“There are immigration officials here, Felix,” Camillo said grimly. “Police. Carabinieri.”
Felix froze, his bow in midair, his violin positioned for the swelling high point that would never come. Resignation shrouded Felix’s features, and his hands fell to his sides even as his shoulders slumped. He set his violin carefully on the settee and placed the bow beside it.
They all descended the stairs slowly, as if pulling against an invisible band that sought to draw them back to the security of the music room, to the safety of Paganini and Bach, to the comforting routine of long notes and scales.
Three Italian policemen stood in the entry. Fabia had ushered them in and offered them refreshment. She never could get used to the fact that she wasn’t supposed to open the door like hired help. She was no longer a domestic. She was the lady of the house, but no one could convince her of that. In her mind, nothing had changed. Camillo’s maneuverings were just that, maneuverings. It was his home, and she was his housekeeper. Beloved. But still the housekeeper.
“Felix Adler?” one policeman asked briskly.
“Yes. I am Felix Adler,” Uncle Felix replied wearily. He looked almost relieved, as if he had been anticipating the visit and was grateful not to wait any longer.
“We have an order for your arrest.”
“I see.” Felix nodded slowly and clasped his hands behind his back, strangely docile. He was neither the fiery maestro nor the melancholy philosopher anymore.
“But he is an Italian citizen!” Camillo was not resigned. He looked stricken, as if he had somehow failed again. Otto and now Felix.
“He is a foreign Jew. His citizenship was revoked with the 1938 laws.” The policeman showed Camillo his orders. It had all kinds of official-looking stamps on it. Italians loved their stamps.
“But he received an exemption,” Camillo insisted.
“It has been revoked as well.” The officer folded the paper and tucked it beneath his arm.
Camillo reared back in shock, and angry color bloomed high on his cheeks. “When? Why?”
The policemen ignored Camillo and addressed Felix once more. “You will come with us, please.”
“Where will you take him?” Camillo said, his voice shaking with outrage.
“He will be detained for a time. Eventually, he will be sent to Ferramonti, or maybe Campagna in Salerno. Somewhere in the south.”
“But he will stay in Italy?” Camillo asked helplessly. He looked at his brother-in-law, but Felix didn’t comment. Felix’s quiet acceptance was almost as unsettling as the arrest order.
“Most likely. Don’t worry. We are not like the Nazis. He will not be mistreated. We are at war, and this is for the security of Italy. That is all. It is simply internment. Nothing to be afraid of,” the Italian officer reassured them. He’d noticed Eva and had puffed out his chest and smiled at her as if she would possibly welcome the attention at such a time.
“May I pack a small bag?” Felix asked politely. Eva could only stare at her uncle’s blank face as he waited for an answer.
“Yes. But quickly. There is not room or time to gather all your belongings. Your basic needs will be provided for.”
Felix nodded agreeably and walked from the room. The officer trailed him, as if those being arrested had been known to make a run for it, but he stayed at the top of the staircase, dividing his attention between Eva and Felix’s room. Felix had left his door ajar and they could hear him moving about, opening and closing drawers, letting everyone know he was doing as he was told.
When the gunshot came it was oddly muffled, yet it reverberated through the house like a slammed door. For several stunned seconds, no one moved. The officer at the top of the stairs was the first to react, walking briskly to the room where his detainee had disappeared.
They all stood, frozen, eyes lifted to the balcony overlooking the parlor, waiting for an explanation. Then they heard a shout and a string of Italian curses mixed with pleas to the Madonna.
Camillo began to run, taking the stairs two at a time, a sight Eva had never seen before. Camillo Rosselli didn’t run. His response had Eva racing up the circular steps behind him, but before she could enter Uncle Felix’s room, her father turned and, with shaking hands, bade her to remain outside.
“Wait, Eva!” he commanded. “Let me go first.”