She opened the door of the dining room, used occasionally for formal dinners and otherwise for doing homework. They went in and sat down. Rebecca did not close the door.
‘Are you sure you want to do this?’ Hans said.
Rebecca was scared. Did he mean escape? Did he know? She managed to say: ‘Do what?’
‘Get divorced,’ he said.
She was confused. ‘Why not?’ she said. ‘It’s what you want, too.’
‘Is it?’
‘Hans, what are you trying to say?’
‘That we don’t have to be divorced. We could start again. This time there would be no deceptions. Now that you know I am an officer of the Stasi, there would be no need for lies.’
This felt like a stupid dream in which impossible things happen. ‘But why?’ she said.
Hans leaned forward across the table. ‘Don’t you know? Can’t you at least guess?’
‘No, I can’t!’ she said, although she had the glimmering of a creepy suspicion.
‘I love you,’ said Hans.
‘For God’s sake!’ Rebecca shouted. ‘How can you say such a thing? After all you’ve done!’
‘I mean it,’ he said. ‘I was faking it at first. But I realized after a while what a wonderful woman you are. I wanted to marry you, that wasn’t just work. You’re beautiful, and smart, and dedicated to teaching – I admire dedication. I’ve never met a woman like you. Come back to me, Rebecca – please.’
‘No!’ she shouted.
‘Think about it. Take a day. Take a week.’
‘No!’
She was yelling her refusal at the top of her voice, but he acted as if she were coyly pretending reluctance. ‘We’ll talk again,’ he said with a smile.
‘No!’ she yelled. ‘Never! Never! Never!’ And she ran from the room.
They were all at the open door of the kitchen, looking scared. Bernd said: ‘What? What happened?’
‘He doesn’t want a divorce,’ Rebecca wailed. ‘He says he loves me. He wants to start again – give it another chance!’
Bernd said: ‘I’m going to fucking strangle him.’
But there was no need to restrain Bernd. At that moment they heard the front door slam.
‘He’s gone,’ Rebecca said. ‘Thank God.’
Bernd put his arms around her and she buried her face in his shoulder.
‘Well,’ said Carla in a shaky voice, ‘I wasn’t expecting that.’
Werner unloaded the pistol.
Grandma Maud said: ‘That’s not the end of it. Hans will come back. Stasi officers do not believe that ordinary people can say no to them.’
‘And they’re right,’ said Werner. ‘Rebecca, you have to leave today.’
She detached herself from Bernd’s embrace. ‘Oh, no – today?’
‘Now,’ her father said. ‘You’re in terrible danger.’
Bernd said: ‘He’s right. Hans may come back with reinforcements. We have to do now what we planned to do tomorrow morning.’
‘All right,’ said Rebecca.
Rebecca and Bernd ran upstairs to their room. Bernd put on his black corduroy suit with a white shirt and a black tie, as if going to a funeral. Rebecca, too, dressed all in black. They both put on black gym shoes. From under the bed Bernd took a coiled washing line he had bought last week. He slung it across his body like a bandolier, then put on a brown leather jacket to hide it. Rebecca donned a dark, short coat over her black roll-neck sweater and black pants.
They were ready in a few short minutes.
The family were waiting in the hall. Rebecca hugged and kissed them all. Lili was crying. ‘Don’t get killed,’ she sobbed.
Bernd and Rebecca put on leather gloves and went to the door.
They waved to the family one more time, then they went out.
*
Walli followed them at a distance.
He wanted to see how they did it. They had not told anyone their plan, not even the family. Mother said the only way to keep a secret was to tell nobody. She and Father were ardent about this, leading Walli to suspect that it came from those mysterious wartime experiences that they never explained.
Walli had told the family he was going to play the guitar in his room. He had an electric instrument now. Hearing no noise, his parents would assume he was practising without plugging in.
He slipped out through the back door.
Rebecca and Bernd walked arm in arm. Their pace was brisk, but not hurried enough to attract attention. It was half past eight, and the morning mist was beginning to lift. Walli could easily follow the two figures, the washing line making a bulge on Bernd’s shoulder. They did not look back, and his sneakers made no sound as he walked. He noticed that they, too, were wearing sneakers, and he wondered why.
Walli was excited and scared. What an amazing morning. He had almost fallen over when Father pulled out that drawer and revealed a damn pistol. The old man had been ready to shoot Hans Hoffmann! Maybe Father was not such a doddery old fool after all.
Walli was frightened for his beloved sister. She might be killed within the next few minutes. But he was also thrilled. If she could escape, so could he.
Walli was still determined to escape. After he had defied his father by going to the Minnes?nger club against orders, he had not, after all, got into trouble: his father had said that the destruction of his guitar was punishment enough. But, all the same, he was suffering under two tyrants, Werner Franck and General Secretary Walter Ulbricht, and he intended to be free of both at the first opportunity.
Rebecca and Bernd came to a street that led directly to the Wall. Two border guards were visible at the far end, stamping their boots in the morning chill. Slung from their shoulders they had Soviet PPSh-41 sub-machine guns with drum magazines. Walli saw no chance of anyone getting over the barbed wire with those two watching.
But Rebecca and Bernd turned off the street and entered a cemetery.
Walli could not follow them along the paths through the graves: he would be too conspicuous in that open space. He walked quickly at a right angle to their route until he was behind the chapel in the middle of the cemetery. He peeped around the corner of the building. They evidently had not seen him.
He watched them walk to the north-west corner of the graveyard.
There was a chicken-wire fence and, beyond that, the backyard of a house.
Rebecca and Bernd climbed over the fence.
That explains the sneakers, Walli thought.
What about the washing line?
*
The buildings on Bernauer Strasse were derelict, but the side streets were still occupied normally. Rebecca and Bernd, tense and fearful, crept across the backyard of a terraced house on such a side street, five doors from the end of the road where the Wall blocked it off. They climbed a second fence, then a third, each time moving closer to the Wall. Rebecca was thirty years of age, and agile. Bernd was older at forty, but he was in good shape: he had coached the school soccer team. They reached the back of the house third from the end.
They had visited the cemetery once before, again dressed in black to pose as mourners, their true purpose to study these houses. Their view had not been perfect – and they could not risk using binoculars – but they were fairly sure that the third house offered a possible route up to the roof.
One roof led to another, eventually connecting with the empty buildings on Bernauer Strasse.
Now that Rebecca was closer, she was even more apprehensive.
They had planned their ascent by way of a low coal bunker, then an outhouse with a flat roof, and finally a gable end with a jutting windowsill. But all the heights had looked smaller from the cemetery. Close up, the climb appeared formidable.
They could not go inside the house. The occupants might raise the alarm: if they did not, they would be punished severely later.
The roofs were damp with mist, and would be slippery, but at least it was not raining.
Bernd said: ‘Are you ready?’